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Enclosed

2009-03-10T22:19:01-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-10-09, Published: 3-10-09
Status: Complete

Manipulated and enclosed, trapped by my parents growing up. Now look at me...

the world

2008-12-07T17:50:29-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-7-08, Published: 12-7-08
Status: Complete

... thinking a lot about the universe and origins... that is all. Not such a great title, I never know how to name pieces.

Underneath the Sky

2008-12-01T12:19:58-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 150, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-1-08, Published: 12-1-08
Status: Complete

How my existence along with everyone else, is oblivion.

Mother part II

2008-07-16T16:30:56-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-16-08, Published: 7-16-08
Status: Complete

I have not been able to put in in words, but living with my mom again... here it is, angsty.

Losing Vigor

2008-06-05T20:42:01-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 137, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-5-08, Published: 6-5-08
Status: In-Progress

When everything so colorful in my life turns bleak and figuring out a way to escape it.

Being

2008-05-30T20:40:06-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-30-08, Published: 5-30-08
Status: Complete

Sometimes it's wretched just to exist.

Home?

2007-12-05T22:55:23-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-5-07, Published: 12-5-07
Status: In-Progress

When partying invades your home and you hate the city that you are stuck in.

Let Them Talk

2007-07-31T22:32:36-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-31-07, Published: 7-31-07
Status: Complete

It's hard to know who true friends are anymore when all they do is make assumptions in their minds.

Fabulous

2007-01-20T11:10:58-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-20-07, Published: 1-20-07
Status: Complete

What the scene in electronic music means to me.

Family

2007-01-20T10:08:53-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 574, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-20-07, Published: 1-20-07
Status: Complete

Changes keep on revolving, but this is the family I will never forget. prose piece

Assumptions

2007-01-04T14:33:44-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 508, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-4-07, Published: 1-4-07
Status: Complete

This is a bit dramatic, but it's when friends fall out after all the chemicals are gone. And how awkward it feels facing them face to face.

Induling

2006-10-18T17:15:57-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-18-06, Published: 10-18-06
Status: Complete

Sometimes I think I've consumed so much that my body can't handle it anymore.

Too, too ardent

2006-06-29T14:43:17-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Supernatural
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 326, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-29-06, Published: 6-29-06
Status: Complete

It was too bright for me to close my eyes to the point I was petrified and thought I was dying and couldn't redeem reality.

Yellow

2006-05-12T10:58:46-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Biography
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,074, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-12-06, Published: 5-12-06
Status: Complete

So a country refused my entry, all I wanted was a vacation away from all the war of chemicals was that so wrong? (work in progress, I doubt I'll update though...)

Sketch

2006-03-20T19:18:19-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Biography
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 483, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-20-06, Published: 3-20-06
Status: Complete

Where have I been the last six months? Well lets find out - now I've caused internal damage oh my.

Endorphins

2005-09-20T08:16:49-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-20-05, Published: 9-20-05
Status: Complete

I feel.. detached from everything. And this is how I piece it together, with jumbled words that make no sense.

Mother

2005-07-07T11:41:40-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 14 Updated: 7-7-05, Published: 7-7-05
Status: Complete

I am your greatest mistake and immense accident. Nothing can be said to gain a bond, ever again.

DesolateRapture

2005-06-15T15:57:15-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 6 Updated: 6-15-05, Published: 6-15-05
Status: Complete

Living here is opressive, but I still have her to hold me hand.. as we have many roads to take to get out of here.

Woman

2005-06-06T17:16:47-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 6 Updated: 6-6-05, Published: 6-6-05
Status: Complete

What is it to be a woman? corny as hell, no? Yes? :P "Are these beings more gentle, or deluges of carnal pleasure"

Sedating Whirlwind

2005-06-05T19:24:28-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 234, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-5-05, Published: 6-5-05
Status: Complete

Maybe the title says it all? Drugs - mind trapped in a bubble and force - misleading things about myself possibly? Read, review, whatever.

GodShaped

2005-04-19T14:32:20-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 8 Updated: 4-19-05, Published: 4-19-05
Status: Complete

Can we be forced to believe in a figure that is quickly wilting and dying compared to the perplexes of the world, that a spirit... a man, could create this earth? No. :-P

Tots in the Pottery Field

2005-03-16T16:03:50-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 477, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-16-05, Published: 3-16-05
Status: Complete

What does dear Jenna think is becoming of the world? Meh, thank you to a famous anthropologist. Wanna guess who? Ahem, modern north america, religion, outcasts.. take a looksees!

Lugubrious

2005-01-20T17:57:27-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 13 Updated: 1-20-05, Published: 1-20-05
Status: Complete

The title fits what this poem is, lugubrious =P Another poem about... hmm... not being able to write whatsoever? But oh! What contradiction as I've just uploaded this piece for all to see. =)

Concatenations of

2005-01-10T16:27:23-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 7 Updated: 1-10-05, Published: 1-10-05
Status: Complete

Personal experiences within the courses and events of love... bluntly put, not my usual style.

Empirical Existence

2004-12-27T09:48:37-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Supernatural
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,139, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-27-04, Published: 12-27-04
Status: Complete

This might be cliche,but the message is pretty clear.. tiny universes within another...our technology being able to create something where we could surpass time and space and find another existence, another kind of universe.

Spare

2004-12-01T14:07:25-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 86, Reviews: 10 Updated: 12-1-04, Published: 12-1-04
Status: Complete

Basically we're a universe within another one, so should we all be spared and live anyways? meh, take it however!

Drowned in the Air

2004-10-28T14:51:25-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 8 Updated: 10-28-04, Published: 10-28-04
Status: Complete

I don't know what this is supposed to be =P but someone inspired me when he mentioned the sound of a hair strand falling to the ground.. bleh, decipher however you please.

WonderWounded

2004-10-21T12:58:52-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 221, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-21-04, Published: 10-21-04
Status: Complete

Sexes... will never be equal.

Ode to a Weakling

2004-10-02T16:03:10-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 144, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-2-04, Published: 10-2-04
Status: Complete

Basically, this is for anyone who feels cowardly, wishing they knew what death was.. since we're all so oblivious of the one missing piece in our minds. Blah, take it as you will. For those passed on xoxo.

psychoBABBLE

2004-09-26T08:38:41-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-26-04, Published: 9-26-04
Status: Complete

i don't know.. a simple poem about being bored with the way i express myself with words, having no inspiration.. gah

Love is Not Like the Movies

2004-09-11T15:29:20-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 7 Updated: 9-11-04, Published: 9-11-04
Status: Complete

Inspired by the Wicker Park movie... I could have done a lot more with this and I think I will. Love isn't all glamorous as the movies though, is it?

to hell with good intentions

2004-08-22T18:16:57-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 230, Reviews: 12 Updated: 8-22-04, Published: 8-22-04
Status: Complete

I think this is just a verbose piece of me trying to say... uhm.. don't trust anyone? I make no sense lately, blargh, read if you dare.

He or She

2004-08-14T20:14:41-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 8 Updated: 8-14-04, Published: 8-14-04
Status: Complete

"My sexuality vacillates to asexuality..." both sexes to me, errghh both the same! I find this poem a tinge but funny too, and a bit angsty! Yum.

Bleak Hole Inside

2004-08-12T19:41:10-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 5 Updated: 8-12-04, Published: 8-12-04
Status: Complete

"Your bellows in my ears are worse..than blusters and I cannot shroud." Poem about how I'm feeling lately? Simple as that I supposesss..

Spastic Dance

2004-08-05T18:20:58-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 6 Updated: 8-5-04, Published: 8-5-04
Status: Complete

Poem about Ian Curtis :love: I guess this is just describing how he died, and comparing his death to the way he was on stage with his 'fits'

Ebbing From Reality

2004-08-02T20:17:08-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 8, Words: 9,048, Reviews: 25 Updated: 8-2-04, Published: 6-22-04
Status: Complete

Enid finds a bag on the side of the road, and reads through the diary and feels like she is falling in love with this unknown person..will she meet her and will it become real? f/f themes READDD

Choice of Existence

2004-07-26T20:09:40-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-26-04, Published: 7-26-04
Status: Complete

"Does she choose to live with, a colossal haze, her mind so numb" Take this however you want I suppose..just read it fawwwkers hehe =D

ExPerfectionist Allure

2004-06-30T09:20:05-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 9 Updated: 6-30-04, Published: 6-30-04
Status: Complete

Someone who tries to escape and break out of their 'perfect shell' but it's too late because she never woke up and realized.. I don't know why I wrote this, just came to me.. r/r

Never Linger Again?

2004-06-27T13:49:34-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 8 Updated: 6-27-04, Published: 6-27-04
Status: Complete

I hope after so long she will never leave me... take this however you want. For you Kerri xox

Grazing Through Whirlwinds Together

2004-06-17T09:49:59-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 185, Reviews: 12 Updated: 6-17-04, Published: 6-17-04
Status: Complete

I suppose this is about trusting your partner through all the obstacles you have to face in a relationship and life... to be safe.

Unsex Her

2004-06-15T15:34:02-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 18 Updated: 6-15-04, Published: 6-15-04
Status: Complete

Hmm this poem goes beyond sex -grins- it's more like the committment that comes with the love making I suppose

4 Introspective Haikus of Love

2004-06-14T09:20:16-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 55, Reviews: 9 Updated: 6-14-04, Published: 6-14-04
Status: Complete

Love can be defined as many things, lets saunter through the meanings shall we?

Boundaries

2004-06-14T09:02:26-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 10 Updated: 6-14-04, Published: 6-14-04
Status: Complete

Kerri and I are having problems.. and for once this is my head poured out with thoughts. So.. meh.. read.

Mourns of the Serial Killer

2004-06-08T09:29:15-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 135, Reviews: 9 Updated: 6-8-04, Published: 6-8-04
Status: Complete

What a killer could be thinking after his or her crucial deeds, a life time in jail and no way out.

Ravine

2004-06-03T12:41:09-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 121, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-3-04, Published: 6-3-04
Status: Complete

The earth doesn't need us but earth, air, fire, water is what we need. Nature being destroyed but somehow it alleviates on its own.

World Incarnadine

2004-05-30T08:50:36-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 10 Updated: 5-30-04, Published: 5-30-04
Status: Complete

A huge emphasis on 'redness' & 'blood' in the world, resulting from humans partaking in war, polution, greed etc.

New Color to Paint the World

2004-05-16T16:43:54-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 120, Reviews: 17 Updated: 5-16-04, Published: 5-16-04
Status: Complete

A new color to splash out, to be able to see the world differently... whew, I'm on a roll with writing today =P

Counterculture

2004-05-16T15:54:04-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 156, Reviews: 11 Updated: 5-16-04, Published: 5-16-04
Status: Complete

Just a look into the 60's/70's individualism and nonconformity culture =) read read!

Pseudo Happiness

2004-05-16T12:17:02-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 183, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-16-04, Published: 5-16-04
Status: Complete

To create world peace, well, throw out all individualism and have everyone drugged up on amphetamines..that could work

When a Lady Loves Another Lady

2004-04-29T15:23:11-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 11 Updated: 4-29-04, Published: 4-29-04
Status: Complete

If you don't know what it feels like.. this is what it feels like to me =) Just a sappy poem about lesbian love

Human vs Nature

2004-04-25T16:43:57-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-25-04, Published: 4-25-04
Status: Complete

An acrostic poem I did.. not that great but hey, thought I'd try it. Just about who would win in the end, humans or nature?

Collection of Phobias

2004-04-13T18:25:40-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 3, Words: 408, Reviews: 26 Updated: 4-13-04, Published: 3-26-04
Status: Complete

I thought it would be a nifty idea if I wrote a few different poems on phobias.. so I'll keep adding, please review if you'd like.

Adaptation to Hysteria

2004-04-09T11:56:19-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: War
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 6 Updated: 4-9-04, Published: 4-9-04
Status: Complete

about my fears of nuclear war lately, goes beyond that though.. I know, the title doesn't fit but hey enjoy!

Strings

2004-03-26T10:30:42-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 2, Words: 215, Reviews: 23 Updated: 3-26-04, Published: 3-20-04
Status: Complete

Being sexual in a discreet way with instruments =P and uh, just gonna cluster a bunch of poems all in one this time.. only short ones

Against my Will

2004-03-21T18:19:03-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,357, Reviews: 9 Updated: 3-21-04, Published: 3-21-04
Status: Complete

A girl's home is invaded my her ex lover and her ex wants to get back at her because of all the pain and anguish (contains f/f and rape scenes)umm might edit this some more! or add another part

Ian Curtis

2004-03-17T17:24:24-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 188, Reviews: 7 Updated: 3-17-04, Published: 3-17-04
Status: Complete

Based on Ian Curtis (from Joy Division).. some of it's fiction some of it's true. I was describing what he was doing before he hung himself... R.I.P. Ian

Under God's Power

2004-03-14T08:01:42-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 225, Reviews: 8 Updated: 3-14-04, Published: 3-14-04
Status: Complete

Mmm.. of course I'm not religious but so many people get wrapped up into it and believe in heaven all their life.. this is what I think it would be like. I just used "God" as an idea. So no I don't believe in it, this is fiction after all =P

Ink Blots

2004-03-09T16:45:43-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 10 Updated: 3-9-04, Published: 3-9-04
Status: Complete

How I percieve and question existence.. you know those pictures they show in therapy, those ink blot pages or whatever.. heh yeah that's where the idea's from

A Night of Ebullience

2004-03-01T16:18:44-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,222, Reviews: 10 Updated: 3-1-04, Published: 3-1-04
Status: Complete

Just a little fantasy I have of making love on the beach and to get away from EVERYONE! (F/F sexxxx scenes, you've been warned hehe)

Phases of the Sun

2004-03-01T15:26:46-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 161, Reviews: 8 Updated: 3-1-04, Published: 3-1-04
Status: Complete

Just watching the sky and nature change from my window.. wishing she was there to watch it with me

A Happier Norm

2004-02-28T09:41:41-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 11 Updated: 2-28-04, Published: 2-28-04
Status: Complete

A poem for anyone who is considered a deviant or just different... and I mean really different in society. r/r if you would!

Mesmerizing Sunset

2004-02-22T17:00:01-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 375, Reviews: 7 Updated: 2-22-04, Published: 2-22-04
Status: Complete

About spending the night with your lover, with such a captivating sunset that you don't want it to end. I've never experienced this and I hope I will soon! -

A Child's Fleeting

2004-02-17T17:34:25-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 11 Updated: 2-17-04, Published: 2-17-04
Status: Complete

Eh.. about a little girl who grows up I guess. Take it however you want but it's about a girl who questions our world.

Reality Prevailing

2004-02-15T19:08:45-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Suspense/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 6,373, Reviews: 9 Updated: 2-15-04, Published: 2-15-04
Status: Complete

Ashera has the love of her life, her girlfriend Briana, but she suffers from paranoia attacks and is being stalked (contains F/F slash) Some pweeeease review

My Darkness Beauty

2004-02-04T15:47:58-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 7 Updated: 2-4-04, Published: 2-4-04
Status: Complete

Tried to play around with visual imagery as much as I could it's about if Kerri was the goddess of darkness yet she was still the brightest glowing beauty on the earth

Two Halves Conjoined

2004-01-31T06:35:45-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 10 Updated: 1-31-04, Published: 1-31-04
Status: Complete

A poem for my Kerri since she's gone back to England for a little bit -sigh- but she'll be back. This is for all of our good times Kerri xxx

Skin

2004-01-11T15:52:51-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-11-04, Published: 1-11-04
Status: Complete

My darling Kerri is finally here - but I wrote this poem out of fear because everything is too good to be true slaps myself I'll write more happier poems than this soon I swear =P

Isolation in Winter

2003-12-16T19:05:26-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 163, Reviews: 7 Updated: 12-16-03, Published: 12-16-03
Status: Complete

I'm not really sure what this is about.. let's just say winter is a cold and lonely time.. hmm

Beauty Within

2003-12-16T13:25:04-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 131, Reviews: 5 Updated: 12-16-03, Published: 12-16-03
Status: Complete

I usually don't write things like that.. but point blank it's basically about how everyday I feel ugly and try to find some beauty inside of myself

illusory eternity

2003-11-18T15:00:55-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Supernatural/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 5 Updated: 11-18-03, Published: 11-18-03
Status: Complete

Just something I conjured up a little while ago.. about an imaginary world of eternity I guess you could say, written for a contest poem R&R

Crave for Love

2003-11-16T16:31:41-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 137, Reviews: 9 Updated: 11-16-03, Published: 11-16-03
Status: Complete

Not my usual style of writing, just a simple poem written today about being in a long distance relationship

Raspberry Candles

2003-11-03T13:36:43-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 181, Reviews: 7 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Suicide imagery but in a different way.. hard to explain but it's about a very powerful girl yet she's so so weak and frail at the same time, added with a twist of candles

Vox

2003-11-01T18:59:35-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 10 Updated: 11-1-03, Published: 11-1-03
Status: Complete

I just wrote this right after I had a beautiful chat with my Kerri..you know how a vox is a vibration of sound?A beautiful sound?That's what Kerri's voice is like to me *tingles*

Brain Overload

2003-11-01T07:01:47-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-1-03, Published: 11-1-03
Status: Complete

Hmm..hard to explain this one, I keep having these stages where my heart pulsates so much with all these questioning thoughts about the world, read for yourself

Lamenting

2003-10-22T15:37:09-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 737, Reviews: 7 Updated: 10-22-03, Published: 10-22-03
Status: Complete

Tiny story I wrote about being so far away from Kerri.. and all the times I hurt her with my awful words. Hard for anyone to understand, but hey r/r

Foreboding Death

2003-10-21T03:47:36-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Supernatural
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 5,623, Reviews: 7 Updated: 10-21-03, Published: 10-21-03
Status: Complete

Finally a story I'm proud of!It's for my writing class..This is about a girl who feels death coming.. and has hallucinations of dying but it happens to people around her.. enjoy plz r&r ^-^

Marshmallow Man

2003-10-19T17:52:34-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 7 Updated: 10-19-03, Published: 10-19-03
Status: Complete

Based on some traits about a very sad man I knew but never met! WHEW lol ok Kurt Cobain maybe? Blah, some dream. interpet it however you want

Vacant Heart

2003-10-13T07:33:04-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 11 Updated: 10-13-03, Published: 10-13-03
Status: Complete

About being without my girl (damn long distance) and the fact that we're two girls in love.. how people stereotype lesbians sort of, just a short poem

The Demon

2003-10-13T07:23:04-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 95, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-13-03, Published: 10-13-03
Status: Complete

Aww when I was 12 years old and realized how much the world sucks :P Don't know why I posted this, one of my first poems though

Black and White

2003-10-09T19:03:54-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 7 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

Hard to explain.. just read :) It's about if we only saw things in a one dimensional way, and never escaped from it, almost like living in a dark hole. r/r

My Birthday Angel

2003-10-05T10:22:08-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 211, Reviews: 4 Updated: 10-5-03, Published: 10-5-03
Status: Complete

Just a special poem I wrote for my girl on her 19th birthday ^-^

Rainbow Junky Amatories

2003-10-05T10:18:07-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 8 Updated: 10-5-03, Published: 10-5-03
Status: Complete

Uhh.. I wrote this a year ago, just my euphoria fantasy world.. I guess lol r/r if you like :)

Her Cherubic Taste

2003-10-04T19:28:02-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 251, Reviews: 9 Updated: 10-4-03, Published: 10-4-03
Status: Complete

This poem is about my first kiss with Kerri *tears* the most enlightening night of my life.. oh yeah f/f slash if you didn't know heh ENJOY please r&r

Dahmer

2003-09-27T14:42:17-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 554, Reviews: 10 Updated: 9-27-03, Published: 9-27-03
Status: Complete

Poem about serial Killer Jeffrey Dahmer.. I warn you now, this has graphic descriptions of body mutilations so if you are uncomfortable with that.. do NOT read

Mortal Idiots

2003-09-14T15:43:31-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 13 Updated: 9-14-03, Published: 9-14-03
Status: Complete

Took A LOT of effort to write this I was having brain OVERLOAD lol.. it's about well.. questioning why we exist on this earth. Don't flame this if you're religious.. k? R/R

Melodic Song

2003-09-13T14:16:17-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 251, Reviews: 7 Updated: 9-13-03, Published: 9-13-03
Status: Complete

A poem about my brother's death, do not read if you cannot handle violent imageries of suicide

Marble Sea

2003-09-10T17:57:23-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Fantasy/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 121, Reviews: 10 Updated: 9-10-03, Published: 9-10-03
Status: Complete

About dousing in the sea, just pretending that I could turn into a mermaid if I stayed in the sea long enough

My Paper Heart

2003-08-23T14:26:51-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 8 Updated: 8-23-03, Published: 8-23-03
Status: Complete

Feeling fragile and depressed I guess..wishing the world could be different and that I could escape it

Raindrops Never Fall From Trees

2003-08-22T19:35:33-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 6 Updated: 8-22-03, Published: 8-22-03
Status: Complete

About laying underneath the stars with my lover, as rain falls but... I feel like they cannot fall from trees

The Killer in Her

2003-08-22T19:19:27-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 182, Reviews: 6 Updated: 8-22-03, Published: 8-22-03
Status: Complete

About a girl who lays on the floor wishing she could kill people... not me, but some of my disturbing traits. r&r

The Blade

2003-08-20T06:07:00-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-20-03, Published: 8-20-03
Status: Complete

Suicide thoughts about a blade defeating my existence...only thoughts!

Wings of Pegasus

2003-08-13T20:20:42-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 178, Reviews: 9 Updated: 8-13-03, Published: 8-13-03
Status: Complete

Poem about escaping life, my lover and I riding on the wings of Pegasus, to a new world :)

Make Love to me Jenna

2003-08-11T16:16:09-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 144, Reviews: 15 Updated: 8-11-03, Published: 8-11-03
Status: Complete

Poem about well...foreplay! And about my girl's beautiful swan like neck ;) r&r pleaseee

The Path

2003-08-11T14:02:41-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 112, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-11-03, Published: 8-11-03
Status: Complete

The many paths I've taken so far in my life, and trying to prevail them. r&r please

A Suicide Note

2003-08-11T13:52:30-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 92, Reviews: 7 Updated: 8-11-03, Published: 8-11-03
Status: Complete

The elements I'd have in a suicide note.. and uhh, I don't want to kill myself it's just thoughts

You Are The Nightmare

2003-08-08T17:58:13-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 5 Updated: 8-8-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

Poem about someone who scares you.. someone in my life and maybe someone supernatural

Selfish Haunting

2003-08-08T17:55:46-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 187, Reviews: 6 Updated: 8-8-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

Thoughts when you're alone at night and you feel haunted...

Piece of Nature

2003-08-08T17:54:23-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-8-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

When you're laying on the beach, nature so beautiful and close to your heart

Love Sickness

2003-08-08T17:53:06-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 161, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-8-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

Inspired by good ol' Shakespeare! Heh love poem for my girl, as usal

Breathe Into Me

2003-08-08T17:48:59-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 205, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-8-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

Old poem I found lying around, soppy romantic love poem for my girl

Bed of Knives

2003-08-08T17:48:08-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-8-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

Thoughts about an angsty filled world.. don't think many people would understand

Abusive Games

2003-08-08T17:43:19-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 45, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-8-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

Short angsty poem... sequel to "Destined"

Disturbed Doll

2003-07-30T20:18:56-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 9 Updated: 7-30-03, Published: 7-30-03
Status: Complete

Inspired by the famous living dead dolls.. how do you like your broken doll? Heh...

Love Making

2003-07-30T20:16:16-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 185, Reviews: 15 Updated: 7-30-03, Published: 7-30-03
Status: Complete

Girls making love.. sorry if this offends anyone I thought I'd rate this R just in case. But it is romance! ;)

Inside Me

2003-07-30T20:13:37-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 255, Reviews: 6 Updated: 7-30-03, Published: 7-30-03
Status: Complete

Singing in the shower, morning for my girl... long distance is PAINFUL but you know, she's always inside my heart

Kissing Thin Air

2003-07-30T20:00:57-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 505, Reviews: 23 Updated: 7-30-03, Published: 7-30-03
Status: Complete

Just a dream about waking up beside my girl, very soppy so look for yourselves! Hehe

All of me, all of you

2003-07-22T22:32:25-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 196, Reviews: 6 Updated: 7-22-03, Published: 7-22-03
Status: Complete

Rape fantasy.. uhhh somewhat. It's whatever you want it to be! Just don't say I didn't warn ya...

Bloody Mary

2003-07-22T22:27:14-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Supernatural/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 257, Reviews: 5 Updated: 7-22-03, Published: 7-22-03
Status: Complete

Bloody Mary Bloody Mary Bloody Mary! Ever hear the tale of her? Well this was just a twisted poem I conjured up!

Developing Love

2003-07-22T22:22:00-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,415, Reviews: 10 Updated: 7-22-03, Published: 7-22-03
Status: Complete

Narrative story and a true story at that! I did this for English class. It's about my first meeting with my girl, tense but so true.

If There Was a God

2003-07-22T22:16:10-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 8 Updated: 7-22-03, Published: 7-22-03
Status: Complete

Atheist view on God, if this offends you don't read it. I couldn't find the right category to fit this under...

Isabella's Last Memories

2003-07-22T22:10:12-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 3,831, Reviews: 14 Updated: 7-22-03, Published: 7-22-03
Status: Complete

Isabella has psychic abilities and learns she is going to die, she soon confesses her feelings to her best friend, Katherine, falling in love before she dies. f/f slash

Rapid Love

2002-12-01T07:22:49-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 5 Updated: 12-1-02, Published: 12-1-02
Status: Complete

One of the first major poems I wrote for my girl.. this is another romantic one

Her Warmth

2002-12-01T07:02:52-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-1-02, Published: 12-1-02
Status: Complete

Just a soppy poem for my special girl

My Fairy

2002-12-01T06:57:31-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 126, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-1-02, Published: 12-1-02
Status: Complete

About a little creature I made up in my head...

Monsters Under The Bed

2002-08-22T07:32:27-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-22-02, Published: 8-22-02
Status: Complete

Things you're scared of when you're a kid, but still happen today

Destined

2002-03-27T07:31:41-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-27-02, Published: 3-27-02
Status: Complete

Kind of a sequel to a poem I did "beg".. simply mixed and twisted feelings about love and.. whatever heh

Beg

2002-02-09T05:28:39-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 135, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-9-02, Published: 2-9-02
Status: Complete

Twisted way of telling someone how much I love then and how much I would do to get this person

Untitled poem

2002-01-20T00:00:00-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Supernatural/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 8 Updated: 1-20-02, Published: 1-20-02
Status: Complete

Suicide at a different glance :)

Aphrodite

2001-12-22T00:00:00-08:00

Author: AntiPleasure
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 8 Updated: 12-22-01, Published: 12-22-01
Status: Complete

Poem I wrote about the goddess Aphrodite