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The Secret Lives of Catholic Girls

2005-04-19T20:20:18-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 914, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-19-05, Published: 4-19-05
Status: Complete

A girl killed herself. That's what everyone's saying. All the rumors say so? Is it true she was a lesbian? Did she - what was - tell me! - Rating for language and content.

The Girl Who Changed The Stars

2005-02-26T20:07:04-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Fantasy
Chapters: 5, Words: 3,300, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-26-05, Published: 1-31-05
Status: Complete

Marlene, an 18-year-old capable of manipulating the rain, tells the story of a long and painful year in her life, a time of love and death and revolution. Part 5 (The First Dream) added.

Questioning Beliefs

2005-02-08T14:41:44-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 8 Updated: 2-8-05, Published: 2-8-05
Status: Complete

I'm often berated by holier-than-thou Christians telling me what to believe, allowing me no choice in the matter. This is my question to them.

Mirror Envy

2005-02-08T14:39:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-8-05, Published: 2-8-05
Status: Complete

A conversation regarding love beyond what some see as typical; an exploration into the beautiful.

Mary

2005-02-08T14:35:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-8-05, Published: 2-8-05
Status: Complete

Rant of madness in despondent times, losing hold of what reality really is. Poem for Creative Writing. Rating due to language and content.

Disenchanted Muse

2005-02-05T13:02:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-5-05, Published: 2-5-05
Status: Complete

A painful lament over the death of poetry by exhaustion and pillaging.

Night Echoes

2005-02-05T12:59:44-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 215, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-5-05, Published: 2-5-05
Status: Complete

A longing for peace that never seems to come.

All Roads Lead To Town

2005-02-05T12:54:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 230, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-5-05, Published: 2-5-05
Status: Complete

Try getting lost when your best chance of redirection is Nut Town... A pun/parody of Anne Carson's "Plainwater," with a few other jokes from outside sources. Work for Creative Writing.

Blues

2005-02-05T12:49:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 266, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-5-05, Published: 2-5-05
Status: Complete

Emotions in light of a breaking, bleeding relationship, when you love someone so bad you want to kill them. Neurotic erotica. Rating for language and content.

Feel Alive

2005-01-27T11:47:09-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 247, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Love to the extreme, love through death, neurotic erotica.

Child

2005-01-27T11:41:41-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

To / for Rose and her "Rose Marie" who was sadly never meant to be.

Tell Me What I'm Afraid To Hear

2005-01-25T17:54:21-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-25-05, Published: 1-25-05
Status: Complete

Sometimes we all need to be told to shut the hell up. Thing don't penetrateon their own, and we get pissed off, but sometimes, it's for our own good.

Please Breathe

2005-01-25T17:50:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 278, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-25-05, Published: 1-25-05
Status: Complete

A generic yet heartfelt poem reaching out to Diana, who forgets these words too often...

Butterfly Rage

2005-01-25T17:45:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 229, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-25-05, Published: 1-25-05
Status: Complete

The rage of countless generations, or maybe only the latest. A rage that consumes and consumes until there's nothing left inside. Rating for language.

Eyes

2005-01-25T17:41:21-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-25-05, Published: 1-25-05
Status: Complete

Eyes on a wall, staring; lonely, unnoticed; a long-winded metaphor. A poem for Creative Writing class.

Waiting For You

2005-01-25T17:36:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-25-05, Published: 1-25-05
Status: Complete

Futily awaiting the return of a lost lover. Inspired by the video game Silent Hill 2.

Praise For All The Artists

2004-12-23T13:47:26-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-23-04, Published: 12-23-04
Status: Complete

Elation regarding the grand feeling of receiving wonderful praise for one's art.

Lost

2004-09-01T13:42:13-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

The things I desire are loved and hated in today's world, but only by a contradictory culture. Is this feeling so wrong?

Death

2004-09-01T13:37:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

We're all dying together. It's the popular thing to do. Everyone's doing it. Join in if you want to be like everyone else. Inspired by Neil Gaiman's "Sandman" series.

Delirium

2004-09-01T13:35:00-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

A species at war with its own nature, manipulated by others and warped by society into a paradoxical existence. Inspired by Neil Gaiman's "Sandman" series.

The Fallen

2004-09-01T13:31:04-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

Too many comprehending the truth of the world and society have fallen before me, but I shall try to survive through what has destroyed them.

My Own Opinion

2004-09-01T13:29:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 182, Reviews: 8 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

Thought attack/rant against the more oppressive religious people, the kind that say "obey my religion or go to Hell."

Arrogance In The First Degree

2004-09-01T13:21:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

Basically a rant over a narsissistic prick I had to deal with fairly recently.

Tumbling Fools

2004-09-01T13:15:41-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

What else is there in life? Love can seem like all there is, even when you know it'll one day shatter. Minor language.

Came And Left

2004-09-01T13:12:32-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

A price is paid by trusting too blindly, and the emptiness left inside can bleed eternally.

Cinq Mille Roses Dans Un Seul Jardin

2004-09-01T13:10:12-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

Allegory of the current world and love, the mimicry of love and faces most everywhere you look, unless your heart is truly dedicated. Contains references to “Le Petit Prince” by Antoine de Saint-Exupery.

Ordinary Stars

2004-06-09T09:47:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-9-04, Published: 6-9-04
Status: Complete

Common magic illudes me. Everything seems wholly ordinary now, in this boring life.

Thinking Sadly

2004-06-09T09:46:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-9-04, Published: 6-9-04
Status: Complete

Time passes too quickly, and family age too fast. Thoughts regarding my sister getting older.

Far Dreaming

2004-06-09T09:45:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-9-04, Published: 6-9-04
Status: Complete

longing for life that does not yet exist; longing for personal content

Ode On Shakespeare

2004-05-18T18:39:37-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 222, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-18-04, Published: 5-18-04
Status: Complete

Life comes down to tattered, yellowed paper. Does anyone live forever, if everything deteriorates, and how do I hope to accomplish anything if Shakespeare's already done it all?

Peculiar Brainstorming

2004-05-07T18:44:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 55, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-7-04, Published: 5-7-04
Status: Complete

You can get some pretty weird and interesting ideas when you brainstorm for a poem idea for too long.

Block

2004-05-07T18:43:24-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-7-04, Published: 5-7-04
Status: Complete

Writer's block: you know it, you hate it, you live with it.

Dictionary Definition

2004-04-22T14:11:14-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-22-04, Published: 4-22-04
Status: Complete

If love has so many different forms and different definitions and nuances, and no one knows for sure what it is, why do we all strive so badly for it that we're dying in the process? Rating for sexuality.

Unfollowed Light

2004-04-22T14:08:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 10, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-22-04, Published: 4-22-04
Status: Complete

If God's out there, somewhere, we can't seem to find him.

Modern Day Suicide

2004-04-22T14:07:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 201, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-22-04, Published: 4-22-04
Status: Complete

Society is mankind's curse. The confines of this civilization are choking. The further we fall inside, the tighter it squeezes our throats till we die, all our own faults.

The Funny Life Of Dogs

2004-04-20T14:04:24-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-20-04, Published: 4-20-04
Status: Complete

A little vignette of my two dogs and how strange and goofy they are.

Sanctity

2004-04-20T14:03:24-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 234, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-20-04, Published: 4-20-04
Status: Complete

Some people go too far, much too far. Some people take religion to the extent that it sanctifies all their actions, and thus what they do is right and right in the eyes of God. This leads to hurt.

Path of Breaking Stone

2004-04-20T14:00:49-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 173, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-20-04, Published: 4-20-04
Status: Complete

I seem to exist with a unique viewpoint unshared by my peers. I serve and hate no one. I exist outside the control of God and yet do not hate him. I walk a precarious line.

Wake

2004-04-20T13:57:52-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 220, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-20-04, Published: 4-20-04
Status: Complete

When memories and dreams meld and cannot be separated, how can one hope to maintain sanity?

Sappho

2004-04-10T21:00:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 354, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-10-04, Published: 4-10-04
Status: Complete

Humanity speaks for God. God speaks but isn't heard. I lay alone, ruled by the world's word, and am without self. My only mirror is Sappho, and even she is long since silenced.

MirrorPlace

2004-04-10T20:58:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-10-04, Published: 4-10-04
Status: Complete

This is what it means to be free, and yet chained. This is what it means to be away, somewhere else, and finally realizing the gravity of it all.

Nothing Left Of You

2004-04-10T20:56:08-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 224, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-10-04, Published: 4-10-04
Status: Complete

culture consumes, nothing left of one's self but logos and hatred and sex and emptiness; Rating for language.

Onset Of Emotion

2004-04-10T20:54:04-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-10-04, Published: 4-10-04
Status: Complete

//Everything or nothing, // There are no other choices, // And all the lines blur // Like the onset of anesthesia//

A Girl, Broken

2004-04-10T20:51:39-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 221, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-10-04, Published: 4-10-04
Status: Complete

losing one's self within the sin of this culture's "happiness"

Inspiration

2004-02-29T11:14:02-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

Thank you for everything, for being you, for... Partly inspired by Leslie Feinberg, author of "Stone Butch Blues."

Miracle

2004-02-29T11:12:26-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

Humans are self-destructive creatures, and there will be no miracles to save us other than our own actions.

Suicide Machine

2004-02-29T11:09:05-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Parody
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

In a perfect society, to end one's life is the right of every man, woman, and child, and to do so, one may use the suicide machine. Rating for content. Inspired by manga "Battle Angel Alita."

Focus

2004-02-29T11:06:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 23, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

Change your perception.

Real

2004-02-29T10:59:04-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

Are they joking? Is it a serious situation? Will someone be hurt? I don't understand... Is this real?

A Red Rose Grows On Mars

2004-02-29T10:57:21-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

Apart from the sin and pain of the Earth, a beauty grows elsewhere, free from the suffering in hurt. For Rei.

Fighting Off The Darkness

2004-02-29T10:54:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

Needing someone, anyone, something, needing a friend, tired of being alone and being the friend; needing anything... Rating for language.

Last Survivor

2004-02-29T10:48:24-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

I am the last survivor of a broken world, and I am no longer myself, either.

So Hard To Help, So Hard To Heal

2004-02-29T10:46:39-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 199, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

You hurt needlessly, and I hurt for you. Won't you understand that it's not your fault? Rating for language.

Untitled 2

2004-02-29T10:44:21-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

I'm tired of the rules and social regulations. Let me live how I choose and stop trying to destroy me. Rating for language.

Thought Experiments: First Steps

2004-02-27T14:00:39-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Biography
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,064, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-27-04, Published: 2-27-04
Status: Complete

I've started at last to conquer my social anxiety disorder. In the cold of one winter's night, I took the first steps towards freedom. Rating for language. Originally written 2/2/04.

We Are Today's Children

2004-02-01T16:25:23-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 198, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

Everyone knows it: culture and society and time have corrupted us all. We are the products of negligence and mistakes, and we have many sins to correct. Rating for language and content.

If I Could

2004-02-01T16:19:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 269, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

If I could take away all your pain, your endless strife and flowing tears, neither Heaven nor Hell could stop me. For Rei, and anyone that needs words of comfort sometimes. Rating for language.

Hardened Memory

2004-02-01T16:14:30-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

Love is beautiful and maddening. What does love turn us into? What are memories?

Pondering's Upon A Winter's Day

2004-02-01T16:11:04-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 86, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

Isolation is calming and destructive. Where can one find true peace?

Phantom Eyes

2004-02-01T16:07:19-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

Guilt can be terribly haunting, and it's so hard to leave behind completely an abandoned fate-thread.

Endless Sea

2004-02-01T15:58:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

Growing up is so hard, when you feel yourself crashing upon the hard wall of reality. One wishs that wishes would come true.

Breathe To Her

2004-02-01T15:55:15-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 130, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

It's hard to be someone's sole comfort, especially when you fear you'll fall short of their expectations, their needs.

Old Letters

2004-02-01T15:52:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

All memory fades in time, even the most important and tragic of reflections. When memories do return, we can't always expect to smile. Regarding the death of Sara Starks, 7/19/01.

Powerless

2004-02-01T15:48:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-1-04, Published: 2-1-04
Status: Complete

We can't always help... Sometimes sorrow is beyond our power to abate.

Love Under Logic: Revolution Executer Marlene

2003-12-18T12:38:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 77, Words: 73,708, Reviews: 21 Updated: 12-18-03, Published: 8-21-03
Status: Complete

18, bi, female, college freshman, writer, dreamer, rebel, conformist, phobic, hurting, withdrawn, fighter, lover, beautiful, diarist: Marlene, revolutionary. Rating for various strong content. Revision up through Entry 1.

Archivist

2003-12-18T12:37:27-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 257, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-18-03, Published: 12-18-03
Status: Complete

We may not understand things now, but maybe they'll be clear to those looking at our records in a century's time. I understand things by avoiding them and gazing at the words in stasis.

Trinity

2003-12-18T12:35:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 224, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-18-03, Published: 12-18-03
Status: Complete

Something I am inside; separation of personas, each grasping for each other but unreaching; standing in a circle, unbreaking.

Growing Up

2003-12-18T12:32:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 220, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-18-03, Published: 12-18-03
Status: Complete

What is "growing up" I may be an adult now, but I still do not grasp this knowledge I am supposed to inheret. Why must I feel what you tell me to feel?

Want To Remember

2003-12-18T12:30:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 251, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-18-03, Published: 12-18-03
Status: Complete

Dying at last, a final escape from you and everything I fear. Written in the style of Evanescence.

Inside Of Me

2003-12-18T12:27:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 147, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-18-03, Published: 12-18-03
Status: Complete

Breaking down, collapsing, left with nothing inside of me.

Private War

2003-12-18T12:25:01-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-18-03, Published: 12-18-03
Status: Complete

Extreme hatred, bringing an endless feud to a head. Part of Bloodletting poem series.

Playing God

2003-12-18T12:22:57-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-18-03, Published: 12-18-03
Status: Complete

Altering fate is all you have to do, just make one little correction to the path of someone's life and now you're playing God.

One Last Kiss

2003-12-17T13:22:02-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-17-03, Published: 12-17-03
Status: Complete

Dying despite love, a world collapsing is stronger than love. Terza Rima format.

Without Meaning

2003-12-17T09:37:17-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-17-03, Published: 12-17-03
Status: Complete

Rambling, the last act to hold onto sanity. Where do the lines blur between life and loss?

Lullaby

2003-12-17T09:34:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 86, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-17-03, Published: 12-17-03
Status: Complete

A mother's soothing song brings sleep to a tired child, and so we see a reflection upon all our lives.

The Secret War

2003-12-17T09:32:35-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 242, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-17-03, Published: 12-17-03
Status: Complete

A war waged between two would-be lovers, a war seen only by the borderliners existing between obscurity and commonality; why can no one but us see it?

Last Dance

2003-12-17T09:29:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-17-03, Published: 12-17-03
Status: Complete

One last dance before the end of the world, one last dance between two fallen lovers.

Dances

2003-11-23T13:52:15-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 347, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

A pleasent night out, a school dance to attend with a lover, only to have the harsh reality of the world fight back against a beautiful love. Yuri, f/f, etc.

Unaccepted

2003-11-23T13:51:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

Can the world understand my love for you, and if we never faced the hardship the world forces upon us because of how we're different by being the same, would our love still be as special? Implied same-sex relations.

Tell Me True

2003-11-23T13:49:05-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

Tell me, and tell me true: give me a reason for your behavior, the way you act around me, the way you smile or cry, everything you think and feel. Tell me, and tell me real: what do you feel?

Second Guess

2003-11-23T13:47:37-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

Doubting truths, losing faith in one's self and everyone else, contemplating reality, all because of a Christmas present.

Untold Borderlines

2003-11-23T13:45:15-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 182, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

Define sanity. Give me a reason to believe in the future. Allow me to be consumed by enclosing borderlines.

Neurosis

2003-11-23T13:43:02-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 117, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

Going insane, losing sanity, distracted clarity, losing sign of truth's definition.

Innocent Dreams

2003-11-23T13:41:37-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 226, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

Growing up can feel like the most horrible thing, a sacred fear, a longing against longing; a young girl feels new feelings and prays against them. Rating for possibly uncomfortable content.

One Night

2003-11-23T13:31:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 248, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

A love so strange, wanting it but fearing it, a common setting with an uncommon purpose, wanting to claim the emotions but fearing them wrong.

Little Sister

2003-11-23T13:29:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 392, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

It's wonderful watching over someone growing up in your image, but it makes you wonder how they feel towards you, and how they grow because of the things you do in your own life. We cannot always shelter the ones we love.

I Need To Pee!

2003-11-23T13:28:13-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 7 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

Don't you just hate when you really really really need to pee and something is keeping you from fulfilling that relieving end? It's even worse when you can't even do the pee-pee dance to make yourself feel at least a little better in the meantime.

A Dream Fulfilled

2003-11-23T13:26:42-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 299, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

The long fight against the world results in caring only for love, not caring if the world looks down upon who is loved, only caring for that love, and that love, that dream, becomes fulfilled. Implied same-sex relations.

Any Answer

2003-11-23T13:23:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-23-03, Published: 11-23-03
Status: Complete

No reprieve, no escape, no help, collapsing into an unescapable pain, falling into willing suicide and unknown destiny, wanting so answer, yes or no, should I live or die, so long as someone else makes the choice..

Because I Can Love You

2003-11-22T14:33:23-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 185, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Loving someone who's known the pain of life and love, trying to help them face a new world, searching for hope in a dying soul.

Wondering Of You Alone

2003-11-22T14:31:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Alone in bed and thinking, always thinking of you, bound forever, in pain.

Beyond The Bounds

2003-11-22T14:30:33-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Step beyond the bounds created by the world, find your own happiness defined by you and no one else, let your heart guide you to everlasting peace.

Crossroads

2003-11-22T14:29:16-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 195, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Walking the path of life, wondering which roads to take, ever uncertain of the ends and the means, never without fear.

Anathema

2003-11-22T14:27:56-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 219, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Extreme hatred of a fool of a man, a wretched human being almost without reason to exist. Rating for lots of language and a whole lotta angriness. Part of Bloodletting poem series.

Anxiety Attack

2003-11-22T14:14:32-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Panic, collapsing, falling, hurting, anxious; a recounting of an anxiety attack I had.

Blank Page

2003-11-22T14:09:28-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 87, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Wondering over a blank page, wondering of one's life. Rating for brief language.

Till The End Of My Existence

2003-11-22T14:07:49-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Longing for everything, believing in nothing, only having one's self in the end.

Last Night

2003-11-22T14:06:37-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Last thoughts of a suicidal, falling away into darkness...

I Love You

2003-11-22T14:05:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-22-03, Published: 11-22-03
Status: Complete

Wanting to love, unable to, fearing the pain of embarking on such a journey, so afraid, endlessly afraid...

Omega

2003-11-17T11:59:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Sci-Fi/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-17-03, Published: 11-17-03
Status: Complete

Two worlds on opposite planes of existence, Earth and Gaia, slowly begin a merging that has the potential of destroying both. Only "Omega," the One, she who bears the True Soul, shall be able to save them all. Prologue up.

Want For Happiness

2003-11-09T10:04:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 305, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-9-03, Published: 11-9-03
Status: Complete

Two lovers, together, happy but for lack of extended happiness, denied the right to create new life between them, denied happiness... Possibly my best poem yet.

My Final Revenge

2003-11-09T10:02:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-9-03, Published: 11-9-03
Status: Complete

One last battle, it must end here, this endless dance will finish with your death, and I shall be free at last...

On The Internet Only

2003-11-09T09:59:52-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 150, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-9-03, Published: 11-9-03
Status: Complete

Love can be so simple and attainable when it's only words, a dance of pleasureable fantasies, but when everything slips away to night, there's nothing left by emptiness.

Afraid To Say It

2003-11-09T09:55:57-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 117, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-9-03, Published: 11-9-03
Status: Complete

Having suffered everything and for everything, there' s nothing left but to deny it all.

Bloody Angel

2003-11-09T09:54:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-9-03, Published: 11-9-03
Status: Complete

Collapsing, falling, bleeding, unable to touch heaven for the wings have been butchered away.

Nothing Left Of Myself

2003-11-09T09:50:56-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-9-03, Published: 11-9-03
Status: Complete

The sorrow and suicidal lamentations of others can affect one's mind and draw them unwillingly along into that black abyss of madness evolution.

World Collapsing

2003-11-09T09:49:01-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-9-03, Published: 11-9-03
Status: Complete

Always appearing strong in order to keep others strong, always truly weak inside but never allowed to confess, musn't allow others to fall with me.

One Way Out

2003-11-09T09:46:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-9-03, Published: 11-9-03
Status: Complete

Falling, choosing to die because no reasons can counter the decision.

For Her, The Lost Romantic

2003-11-03T09:28:35-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 181, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Thinking of her, the one who wants me, the one who wishes to claim me, she who will not be claimed and wishes more for a body than a feeling. Dedicated to the "Lost Romantic."

Laughter Recession

2003-11-03T09:26:49-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 55, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

A desolate, dying world, our own, serrated by the inhuman humans, wretched people wanting only distraction from dementia.

Shutting Out Voices

2003-11-03T09:25:12-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Pursuit of one voice in a world's worth, wanting to hear just that one.

Calling Out Into The Stars

2003-11-03T09:24:06-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 30, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Dreams...

Red, Beautiful Dreams

2003-11-03T09:23:07-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Want for love, lack of claiming, deluge of obscurity.

Thought Stream

2003-11-03T06:37:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Pondering over your words, pondering over emotion, pondering over how you feel, pondering over how I feel, wondering if it's what I want.

Downpour

2003-11-03T06:36:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Rain and emotions, emotional rain, thought oscillation across plains of emotion that waver over thoughts of you, your love for me, my want for merely friendship.

Wake From Scarlet Dreams

2003-11-03T06:34:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 49, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Uncertainty, confusion, elaboration of thought towards a feared and desired end.

I'm Waiting

2003-11-03T06:27:33-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Spiritual/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

I'm waiting. Help me. Save me already. I just need help this one time. So please. Do it. Save me. I'm waiting.

Collapse Into Chaos

2003-11-03T06:26:08-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Collapsing into the darkest resesses of the soul, the inner pain and undeniabe torment.

Darkness 2

2003-11-03T06:24:57-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

Fear of the darkness within, fear of the future and the pain awaiting, fear of life and self.

Angel

2003-11-03T06:23:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

A glimpse at beauty leading to transformation, a change of heart once thought unreachable.

Battle

2003-11-03T06:21:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-3-03, Published: 11-3-03
Status: Complete

A warrior's battle, a fight to the death, a final chance to survive.

Regret

2003-10-25T14:44:57-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

You will only destroy me. You are my Thanatos, my opposition, my loss. //Your life is a thorn prick to mine / Letting my blood slowly drip out, / Uncontrollable almost entirely.//

Crimson Hatred

2003-10-25T14:42:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

Extreme hatred towards the destroyer of hearts, the thorned rose that exists only to hurt, never to really love. Part of my Bloodletting poem series.

Candlelight

2003-10-25T14:40:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

A perfect night, a perfect moment, all with your eyes on mine, a love wanted and maybe shared, maybe claimable tonight.

Ghost

2003-10-25T14:39:17-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

A flash of a familiar, long-forgotten face can bring so many painful memories.

Too Much

2003-10-25T14:37:35-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

When love is too much, when friendship is what is supposed to prevail, when the morning will bring unhappy endings.

Unfeeling, Unintentional

2003-10-25T13:35:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

Coping with love that was never expected, should have never existed. //Was I supposed to know / The emotions that twirled / Inside of your heart?//

PinUp Girl

2003-10-25T13:23:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 65, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

A look at self-selling, showing one's self degredated to the world; analyzing the watched, the watcher, and the uncaring world

Soft Innocence

2003-10-25T13:17:11-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

Too innocent to understand the world is destroying; never wanting to be free, never wanting to hurt.

Happy Medium

2003-10-25T13:15:12-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-25-03, Published: 10-25-03
Status: Complete

Pain and unhappiness, never helped. //Where's the happy medium? / How must one bleed / To be oh-so-correct?//

Thinking Of A Far Away Place

2003-10-20T12:10:28-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

We can never reclaim those lost days of youth, those past memories of times long since past. It's hard to remember, and it's harder to accept.

Forgotten Poem

2003-10-20T12:07:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

Don't you just hate when you have those special words all prepared and everything, and then you go and forget it all? Maybe sometimes, though, you can hang onto the most important part.

Long Road

2003-10-20T12:05:12-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

I can take but one road, yet two lie around me, one to the past, one to the future, and both are shrouded in darkness.

Rose Angel

2003-10-20T12:01:19-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 229, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

The claiming of absolute love, pure happiness and euphoria, yet everything falls to the nature of the world. Written with aid by the "Rose Angel."

Anxiety

2003-10-20T11:55:29-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 181, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

Anxiety is my life, and all I can do is suffer through it, suffer through it like most people suffer through life. We just continue to survive.

My Final Decision

2003-10-20T11:52:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 191, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

The last step in empathy, the last attempt to help a friend, feeling as if everything always goes wrong and that further attempts to help will only lead to pain.

Just Me

2003-10-20T11:49:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 11, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

Fear.

Hopeless Warrior

2003-10-20T11:47:07-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

Longing for peace, longing for silence, a lone warrior, cold, wanting so much for peace.

Cold Inside

2003-10-20T11:44:52-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 29, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-20-03, Published: 10-20-03
Status: Complete

Dark thoughts.

Bleep, The Procrastinator's Story

2003-10-09T15:52:33-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 6 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

The humorous nature of censoring, especially in the crisis of dealing with homework. ^_^

Rest

2003-10-09T13:45:01-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

Death can sometimes seem like the only willing end, a place of rest, or at most a place better than the real world.

Inside My Head

2003-10-09T13:43:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 237, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

Depression overrides passion; despair consumes love; self-hatred destroys reason. Rated for sexual content.

Nothing At All

2003-10-09T13:42:02-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 169, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

It was so easy when we were children, to pretend we loved each other and believe it, but now... we've grown so much, and it's no longer the same.

Untitled

2003-10-09T13:40:20-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

My heart is an empty shell because of you, dried up and finished. I've lost everything for you, and you've given me nothing and can only continue to suffer. How am I supposed to live?

Wings

2003-10-09T13:37:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

If I tell you I have angel wings, that makes it real in my mind. If you believe me, that makes it real in yours. If I don't tell anyone, does that make it false?

End

2003-10-09T13:31:44-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 14, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

Sorrow product.

God Doesn't Exist

2003-10-09T13:30:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 186, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

This is basically a thought-out venting poem, meaning I'm not trying to dissuade anyone from their opinions, nor do I want people to flame me for the sole basis of my views. Just try to enjoy it for aesthetic value.

False Dreamer

2003-10-09T13:28:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

Why should anyone assert their reality on anyone else? Doesn't everyone have the right to believe in the world they want for themselves? What's wrong with having your own view of the world?

Will

2003-10-09T13:26:19-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

If I choose to fall, if I choose to die, will you be able to live? Will you be able to understand? Will...

Feeling

2003-10-09T13:24:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 221, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-9-03, Published: 10-9-03
Status: Complete

I choose to no longer feel. I no longer wish to expierience the pain of the world, for it only serves to rip apart my heart.

Jade Bird

2003-10-07T14:23:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Fantasy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

A reflection upon the world, our lives, our hope.

The One

2003-10-07T14:22:44-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

Will you be the one? The one for me? The one I can always love and will thus never need anyone else?

Wrong Position

2003-10-07T14:12:29-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

What's wrong with a little sorrow, right? What's wrong with hating life and hating the world and simply hating? Isn't that way everyone is...?

Beautiful Smile

2003-10-07T14:11:21-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

Nice, romantic passion piece. Good stuff.

Perfect World

2003-10-07T14:09:44-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

The world feels dead, without life or care or reason. What's left in it for me, one who's lost their perfect world? Part of Rose Blessing poem series. Written with aid by the "Rose Angel."

Only Your Friend

2003-10-07T14:03:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 248, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

If I'm only your friend, then I shouldn't feel this way for you, should I? No, and I'll never claim you, so I'll hide my feelings deep down in my heart of hearts, forever away from you...

No Longer Children

2003-10-07T13:56:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 307, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

When you've been friends since birth, how can you ever accept the transition to adulthood, how the both of you change so much from what were once children?

Breaking The Hardest Promise

2003-10-07T13:55:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 202, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

Two consenting best friends can engage in more than what's considered behavior common of friends, and can still be just best friends, as long as it's all for the purpose of feeling good and taking away the pain of life, can't they?

Memories Of A Distant Love

2003-10-07T13:51:47-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 234, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

Memories of a love long touched, felt, and lost, all merged together in the sea of passing days...

OneSided Conversation

2003-10-07T13:47:29-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-7-03, Published: 10-7-03
Status: Complete

When a friend suffers the worst tragedies, what else can you do but talk it out with them? Implied adult themes.

System Check

2003-10-04T13:53:18-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-4-03, Published: 10-4-03
Status: Complete

Click, click... Searching... Searching for memories... Click, click... Inspired by the anime, "Serial Experiments Lain."

Wingless Tragedies

2003-10-04T13:51:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 143, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-4-03, Published: 10-4-03
Status: Complete

We were children once, happy youths with few cares beyond home and friends. Now we care too much for too much, for appearance and condoms and purchases and suicide. What happened to us?

Insomnia

2003-10-04T13:49:32-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-4-03, Published: 10-4-03
Status: Complete

What's it mean when you force yourself to stay awake, when you fear what dreams may come, yet still fear your waking self?

Commonality

2003-10-04T13:47:46-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-4-03, Published: 10-4-03
Status: Complete

A little insanity never hurt anyone, right? At least I know what I'm doing.

True Elsewhere

2003-10-04T13:46:15-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-4-03, Published: 10-4-03
Status: Complete

Longing for love, for that bridge between us met, for a true elsewhere to be happy within. Inspired by the manga, "Clover."

Beautiful Rain

2003-10-03T14:16:05-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 256, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-3-03, Published: 10-3-03
Status: Complete

The beautiful result of happenstance when life drives you to loving arms, a lovely matter of circumstance. Yuri, f/f, etc.

Grace

2003-10-02T13:26:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-2-03, Published: 10-2-03
Status: Complete

Experiencing the great beauty and euphoria that comes from being enveloped in the music and playing of the piano.

Normal Conversation

2003-10-01T13:50:27-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 668, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-1-03, Published: 10-1-03
Status: Complete

Nowadays, what could be more normal than talking about suicide, about throwing your life away for whatever reasons you convince yourself merit the act? Rating for language and themes.

Sight Beyond Yours

2003-09-29T14:36:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 222, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-29-03, Published: 9-29-03
Status: Complete

It's called group perception: everyone sees the same thing, the same happiness, the same pain. Why, then, does no one do anything to remedy the witnessed mistakes? I feel like the only one watching.

Rejected

2003-09-29T14:34:26-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-29-03, Published: 9-29-03
Status: Complete

Being abandoned by love, especially when given no reason, can be the worst feeling in the world.

Helpful Stranger

2003-09-29T14:32:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 154, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-29-03, Published: 9-29-03
Status: Complete

To exist, to be in a position to help, to know a person without meeting them, to acknowledge common human decency and the need to be helped.

God's Mistake

2003-09-29T14:30:56-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-29-03, Published: 9-29-03
Status: Complete

Current living status: boarderline. Life takes on different meanings when you're trapped in the boarderline between coping and giving up.

Case Study

2003-09-28T14:44:14-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 267, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-28-03, Published: 9-28-03
Status: Complete

An analysis of humanity by grand evaluations, a manner of proof that were are a dying, self-destructive race that, at this rate, only suffers due to co-habitation of this planet with each other.

Rose Tragedy

2003-09-25T07:35:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,860, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-25-03, Published: 9-25-03
Status: Complete

In and out of love, an endless dance that kills and sustains us, a path we hate yet take; Jasmine suffers the pain of losing it all and tries to find her way back to a happy existence. Dedicated to the "Rose Angel."

Happenstance

2003-09-25T07:32:27-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-25-03, Published: 9-25-03
Status: Complete

Happenstance doesn't have to rule lives. We can alter it, help make decisions so painful for some. Isn't it good as long as it really helps? Is is good to mess with happenstance? Rating for minor language.

Darkness Reverie

2003-09-19T15:23:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-19-03, Published: 9-19-03
Status: Complete

Consumed by the darkness, lost to horror and pain.

Thoughts Of Her Dissension

2003-09-19T15:22:02-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 37, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-19-03, Published: 9-19-03
Status: Complete

Thoughts of a person I don't know whether to forgive or forget.

Rightly Quake In Fear

2003-09-12T11:43:53-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-12-03, Published: 9-12-03
Status: Complete

The very sound of the word is enough to make grown men cry and others fear for their sanity, and that word is...Calculus. *shivers*

Just For You

2003-09-12T11:41:35-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-12-03, Published: 9-12-03
Status: Complete

Idolizing the one that makes one feel whole, as if that person is the only one that makes life worth living.

Bad Timing

2003-09-12T11:39:21-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 23, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-12-03, Published: 9-12-03
Status: Complete

It feels so good to get away with daydreaming in the middle of class. ^_^

Not Us

2003-09-12T11:38:23-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-12-03, Published: 9-12-03
Status: Complete

Revelation of feelings that maybe shouldn't have existed, built in the wrong place, wrong to one of the two.

You And I

2003-09-08T12:27:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

Obsessed love in secret leads to inward pain and hesitation.

This World Exists For You

2003-09-08T12:25:53-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

Insecurity in admitting feelings at last, the truth obvious yet hidden, dancing among beautiful dreams.

Treating The Suicidal

2003-09-08T12:23:14-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

So bitterly humorous, the suicidal treating the suicidal, longing for their life to remain, yet hating their own. Rating for, obviously, suicidalness.

Too Late

2003-09-08T12:17:39-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

A picture of white and red, solitude and introspection, all with one action. Rating for suicide.

Feel This

2003-09-08T12:15:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 146, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

Screaming at the ones who put us down, the ones that drive the masses against us and make us cry at night if not commit suicide. Rating for language.

More Than Human

2003-09-08T12:13:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

Trying to find a reason to accept people, especially when too many are jugdmental and hate-filled. Rating for language.

Think About It

2003-09-08T12:08:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 87, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

What's wrong with dreaming about a better world than the one we live in? Why do you strike me down for such thoughts? Rating for language.

Lost To Feeling

2003-09-08T12:06:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 74, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

Wanting freedom from the pain of life, without paying the price of death. No one wants to die to reclaim their life.

Unreal

2003-09-08T12:03:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-8-03, Published: 9-8-03
Status: Complete

Too weak to live, too guilty to die.

Is This Real?

2003-09-06T11:44:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,137, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-6-03, Published: 9-6-03
Status: Complete

Perhaps dreams are a mirror of our inner emotions. Laina faces in this way what she has always feared and tried so hard to pretend doesn't exist. Rating for sexuality.

Fear

2003-09-04T14:47:32-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 210, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-03, Published: 9-4-03
Status: Complete

Do you know what it feels like to be afraid of love, to fear that everything you've felt can possibly be true? Do you know what it feels like to be loved by the person you care for most, when you're afraid to love them?

Love Letter

2003-09-04T14:45:29-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-4-03, Published: 9-4-03
Status: Complete

This is for you, a gun to my head, the end result of your uncaring and wanton destruction of all my love for you.

End Of My Sanctuary

2003-09-04T14:43:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-03, Published: 9-4-03
Status: Complete

As the world seems to collapse around me, so does my inner sanctuary, my last escape, my only reprieve.

Having A Good Time

2003-09-04T14:42:27-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-03, Published: 9-4-03
Status: Complete

Being insane is all about having a good sense of humor about things that everyone else around you doesn't seem to understand.

Dites Moi

2003-08-25T16:26:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: French, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 26, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-25-03, Published: 8-25-03
Status: Complete

My first french poem, so some parts may be off. Thoughts regarding inevitable loss of love. / Ma première poésie française, ainsi quelques pièces peut être éteinte. Pensées concernant la perte inévitable d'amour.

One Day

2003-08-25T15:51:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-25-03, Published: 8-25-03
Status: Complete

Only a body to be loved, loving the lover but hating the tedium, wanting to leave them to their fate but still drawn to stay. //No communication / No exasperation / Only touching / We never talk anymore//

Approaching Thunder

2003-08-24T11:40:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,847, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-24-03, Published: 8-24-03
Status: Complete

A young woman witnesses the last days of her people before everything is crushed beneath the great wheels of a threatening army.

Friends

2003-08-22T11:07:13-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 65, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-22-03, Published: 8-22-03
Status: Complete

It can be so lonely a world away from all the people you care about so much and can't bear to be apart from.

Random Kindness

2003-08-22T11:04:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 58, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-22-03, Published: 8-22-03
Status: Complete

//How much does it cost / For a random act of kindness?//

Mirrors Of You

2003-08-19T13:51:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-19-03, Published: 8-19-03
Status: Complete

Deep pain thinking about someone I shouldn't, who left me so long ago that she shouldn't matter anymore, and yet her memory binds my life everyday without conscious thought.

Unintentional Silence

2003-08-19T13:50:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 95, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-19-03, Published: 8-19-03
Status: Complete

A longing to speak suppressed by the inability to. Those of you who also have social anxiety problems can probably relate to a great extent.

Lesser Men

2003-08-18T19:07:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 5 Updated: 8-18-03, Published: 8-18-03
Status: Complete

Observations about what lesser men are prone to do towards women, what I won't do.

Anxious Xenophobia

2003-08-18T19:03:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 45, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-18-03, Published: 8-18-03
Status: Complete

Torn between the want for companionship yet the fear of confrontation. Part of my Conforming Isolation poem series.

InBetween

2003-08-18T18:54:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 95, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-18-03, Published: 8-18-03
Status: Complete

Originally my initial confusing feelings regarding my start of college, but it disolved into a sort of bleak and dreary ending that's not me. If you like that stuff, this is your thing. Part of my Conforming Isolation poem series.

Experiment

2003-08-15T11:02:17-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Horror
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Horror/Suspense
Chapters: 3, Words: 6,253, Reviews: 7 Updated: 8-15-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

In a concrete, inescapable mansion in the middle of the woods, kidnapped kids one by one find themselves trapped without exit or reason. Insanity and blood soon become the only rules. Stage Three: Mick Weinbaum, quarterback, alpha-male.

Little Girl Lullaby

2003-08-14T07:25:27-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-14-03, Published: 8-14-03
Status: Complete

Parting, comforting words for the "lost little girl" I know so well (and don't worry, it'll be the last poem I write about you ^_^).

New Girl

2003-08-12T11:38:16-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,628, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-12-03, Published: 8-12-03
Status: Complete

A girl hides from the world, taking shelter within shyness, until someone happens to offer a bit of kindness which she has never seen before. Rating for language.

My Last Sunset

2003-08-08T13:55:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-8-03, Published: 8-8-03
Status: Complete

Lamenting over the time soon to be lost to me, gazing one last time at a sight I've long grown to love.

Someone Lost

2003-07-30T19:03:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-30-03, Published: 7-30-03
Status: Complete

It's maddening trying to explain anything to you, but you've never been one to listen anyway. You hide too much inside yourself. I can't help you if I don't know you. Part of my Fading Memory poem series.

Doesn't Matter To You

2003-07-30T16:42:30-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-30-03, Published: 7-30-03
Status: Complete

There's just no winning with some people. Ideologies can't always be opposed, and the mindsets of the most maddened, desperate people can make you wrong no matter what you believe. Part of my Fading Memory poem series.

Typical Day

2003-07-30T15:40:36-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-30-03, Published: 7-30-03
Status: Complete

Strange determinations.

Writing Excuse

2003-07-28T13:55:18-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 25, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-28-03, Published: 7-28-03
Status: Complete

This is for Michelle, who always complains that I should write more (go figure) yet never does enough writing herself. So ha ha. *rasberry* ^_^

Inconsequential Lives

2003-07-06T17:34:46-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Sci-Fi
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 23, Words: 62,942, Reviews: 24 Updated: 7-6-03, Published: 5-27-03
Status: Complete

Humans have abandoned their bodies and now exist almost solely in the digital realm of the Sky. A detective losing his way must find an angel that may very well decide humanity's fate. Chapter Twenty-Three: the last separation. *ch. 23 extended*

Frozen Silent

2003-07-06T05:49:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 130, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-6-03, Published: 7-6-03
Status: Complete

I'm out of answers. I wish desperately to help you, but the ability is denied me. What can I do? Struggling to help when words no longer rise to lips.

Knight's Creed

2003-06-25T12:21:57-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-25-03, Published: 6-25-03
Status: Complete

A strong desire to shelter someone, protect them from the downs and depressions of life, longing to make them happy and smile. //I'll be the knight defending you / From all the hateful things.//

The One I Used To Know

2003-06-25T12:19:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-25-03, Published: 6-25-03
Status: Complete

It's painful how a friend can go away, just drift from your life for a period of time, and come back a completely different person. //Days long gone with / You with me still / Run through my mind//

A Rain Of Encounters

2003-06-22T11:07:14-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 3,856, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-22-03, Published: 6-22-03
Status: Complete

A girl must confess her feelings for her best friend before it's too late, before she may never have the chace again to breathe the words that have been swirling in her head for endless ages. Yuri, f/f, etc.

Dancing Around Truths

2003-06-17T10:33:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-17-03, Published: 6-17-03
Status: Complete

A runaround, averting glances, far-away thoughts, holding someone else, late-night fantasies: all ways to dance around truths.

Muted Voices

2003-06-16T09:23:21-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-16-03, Published: 6-16-03
Status: Complete

We always seem to struggle over those three special, little words. It can be hard even when the attraction and emotion is known to be mutual. //Quite a pair we are, huh? / Neither with the courage//

Paper Heart

2003-06-16T09:18:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-16-03, Published: 6-16-03
Status: Complete

Fighting for love when it doesn't seem possible or right. //Do I deserve love? / Can I feel love? / Am I tainted? / Am I bleeding?//

Is It Or Not?

2003-06-16T09:12:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-16-03, Published: 6-16-03
Status: Complete

Trying to understand the love of someone, if it's really real or just a game. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I can't understand / Why you go out of your way / To make me feel good / To make me feel mad//

Fade Away To Black

2003-06-02T15:34:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 4 Updated: 6-2-03, Published: 6-2-03
Status: Complete

Have you ever loved someone so bad it was killing you? Did you feel like love was a terrible curse, something the world might kill you for? //You make me want to love you / You make me want to kill me//

How I See It

2003-06-02T15:31:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-2-03, Published: 6-2-03
Status: Complete

Seeing the world as the screwed-up place it is, the wrong things, and how I will retain my own beliefs. //I don't care what / The world thinks / When I'm so certain of myself//

Father, Father

2003-05-31T08:54:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 130, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-31-03, Published: 5-31-03
Status: Complete

Sometimes we feel like we lose the love of someone that means the world to us, and we just want to know they still care, even if they aren't the same anymore. Dedicated to my lost friends.

You Don't Love Me

2003-05-30T14:17:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 101, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-30-03, Published: 5-30-03
Status: Complete

I keep loving her, but I know that she won't love me. Oh well, I'll just have to keep living with it. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //You just smile / And flirt with me / But you don't love me//

We're Not The Same

2003-05-30T13:59:44-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-30-03, Published: 5-30-03
Status: Complete

That's not what I am. I'm... just me, normal in my eyes. I'm not you and thus can't love you. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //He can do what he likes / But not with me / I'm just not him//

Changing Mentality

2003-05-30T13:57:23-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 58, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-30-03, Published: 5-30-03
Status: Complete

Becoming what I've always hated, falling to bigoted hatred just one selfish time. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //I can't help / But feel that I'm / Betraying my / Lost sanity//

Fighting

2003-05-30T13:55:02-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-30-03, Published: 5-30-03
Status: Complete

Fighting what I don't believe in the world, fighting the power or madness of my mind unbridled. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //Can't escape this life, / This world, this absolutism//

Radical Dreamer

2003-05-20T14:22:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 117, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-20-03, Published: 5-20-03
Status: Complete

I am the one that hates the haters and helps the hated. I am the one the bigoted fear and the one the melancholic praise. I am the radical dreamer.

Me

2003-05-20T14:19:30-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 43, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-20-03, Published: 5-20-03
Status: Complete

All I ever do is aid others in their acceptance by the world, yet I do nothing for myself, only hide from the daylight. //All for them / None for me//

No Existence

2003-05-19T14:12:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-19-03, Published: 5-19-03
Status: Complete

No life but that of the computer. //Pale complexion / No expression / Life in artificiality//

Avoidance

2003-05-19T14:10:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-19-03, Published: 5-19-03
Status: Complete

Afraid to confess feelings of love, afraid of what the future might hold if the chance is taken. //I guess I run away / Every time I see / That look in your eyes.//

Morning Peace

2003-05-19T14:07:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-19-03, Published: 5-19-03
Status: Complete

That special feeling waking up in a lover's arms, of whispering "I love you's." //I smile at you for the millionth time / And content myself with watching you sleep//

Far Dreams

2003-05-19T14:04:47-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-19-03, Published: 5-19-03
Status: Complete

Thinking of her and awaiting the day of reunion together again. //Her ancient kiss / Still tortures me / And maintains how I feel//

What's To Say?

2003-05-19T14:01:56-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-19-03, Published: 5-19-03
Status: Complete

Singing a song of how love went away, that special someone hanging onto someone else now. //I know that this is wrong / You won't come back//

Like On TV

2003-05-19T13:57:07-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-19-03, Published: 5-19-03
Status: Complete

I thought this was supposed to be a perfect world. Did I take a wrong turn into enmity? //Do you mind? / I'm trying to live here//

Ruins

2003-05-16T15:59:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-16-03, Published: 5-16-03
Status: Complete

This world is ruined. If there's something left to salvage from the moral wreckage, I've yet to find it. //Is this your perfect world? / I'm just your consequence//

Run Away

2003-05-16T15:57:09-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-16-03, Published: 5-16-03
Status: Complete

If the world won't accept us together, then let's run away from it all, just you and me. //We both can be free / We'll leave them all behind / Our love will protect us//

Return Arguments

2003-05-15T15:30:14-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-15-03, Published: 5-15-03
Status: Complete

Get over the fact that you aren't always right, that other people have lives that differ from yours and your beliefs. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series. Inspired by the song "How Soon Is Now" by Tatu.

All I Can Do

2003-05-12T15:45:06-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-12-03, Published: 5-12-03
Status: Complete

Extreme love and hatred, all for the same, wretched, beautiful person... //Why do I have to / Hate you and love you / And I don't know...//

Don't Hate Me

2003-05-12T15:41:53-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-12-03, Published: 5-12-03
Status: Complete

Don't hate me because I'm friends with the sorts of people you disaggre with and have a serious distaste for. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series.

The Girl Of Her Dreams

2003-05-12T14:43:07-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-12-03, Published: 5-12-03
Status: Complete

I watch my friend now and pray for her happiness, contentment with the girl she loves. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series. //It doesn't matter what they are, / Least of all to each other.//

It's Only Love

2003-05-12T14:39:09-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-12-03, Published: 5-12-03
Status: Complete

So what if my friends choose to love someone you don't exactly agree with, someone their own sex? Big deal, get over it. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series. //To each their own, / Love thy neighbor, / And all you preach, correct?//

Crucify

2003-05-12T14:35:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-12-03, Published: 5-12-03
Status: Complete

Hatred and uncertainty, just because you and I are the same. //Crucify me if you must / But know that we are the ones / Who will save this world//

The Poet Without Words

2003-05-11T12:52:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 156, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-11-03, Published: 5-11-03
Status: Complete

It's funny how now I'm growing just like my good friend, "the poet without words." Am I going insane? Am I losing my mind? //I'm losing my way / I'm losing her / I'm losing everything//

The Way We Are

2003-05-11T12:47:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-11-03, Published: 5-11-03
Status: Complete

You and I fight all the time, yet talk together about all the things that matter most to us. We're the best of friends and the worst of enemies. Ironic, huh? //A fight for every smile / A yell for every laugh// For Michelle.

The Smiles Needed

2003-05-11T12:43:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 189, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-11-03, Published: 5-11-03
Status: Complete

Life is a number of meetings and partings. We must accept this, and must also not fear our own passing. //I gotta find a place / Where the pain just goes away// For Lenore and her family.

For Love Of Her

2003-05-04T17:08:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 3,281, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-4-03, Published: 5-4-03
Status: Complete

It all comes down to what one really wants. When it comes down to the choice of love or one's love's happiness, what choice can one make? The story of an angel's course of life.

All The Things She Said

2003-05-03T17:57:20-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-3-03, Published: 5-3-03
Status: Complete

Love is embraced, but... fear consumes and leads to abandonment. Must I run away? //Pounding in my head / All the things she said / Running through my head// Inspired by the song "All The Things She Said" by Tatu.

A Crazy World

2003-05-03T17:53:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-3-03, Published: 5-3-03
Status: Complete

Running away inside myself, trying to hide from it all. //Why do I love / The ones I fear / And try to keep / Myself in tears?//

Blood Delusions

2003-05-01T15:48:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Horror
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Supernatural/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 8,276, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-1-03, Published: 5-1-03
Status: Complete

A psychological journey through insanity, searching for a truth submerged in blood, a distorted girl's descent into the darkness within. Warning: not for the squeamish.

Pretend

2003-04-29T15:12:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-29-03, Published: 4-29-03
Status: Complete

We don't know each other as well as we thought, do we? We aren't the same, and you wouldn't complain about your life if you knew mine. //You aren't the one / Killing yourself / You aren't the one / Suffering pain and doubt//

Those Tears You'll Cry

2003-04-29T14:59:46-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-29-03, Published: 4-29-03
Status: Complete

An end approaching, wondering what some will feel, can't escape this destiny of mine. //I'm falling fast / Caught in the past//

Inside

2003-04-29T14:50:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-29-03, Published: 4-29-03
Status: Complete

Holding all the pain inside, not telling her so that she may continue smiling. //I won't ruin it for you. / I'll let you smile / For another day.//

Like Everyone Else

2003-04-29T14:42:11-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-29-03, Published: 4-29-03
Status: Complete

Everything drives to this end, holding the gun in my mouth, ready to fire because of a life I share with most everyone else. Is this my real life? Why doesn't anyone understand? //Please tell me why I care / No one else seems to / Why do I?//

Memory Dance

2003-04-29T14:27:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-29-03, Published: 4-29-03
Status: Complete

We exist only in the memories of others, so dance while you still exist in this world.

Child Of The Sky

2003-04-29T14:17:39-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-29-03, Published: 4-29-03
Status: Complete

Explaining the world to someone that needs it. //Kiss the sky / And hold the wind / Keep your eyes on / The sun// For Tracy.

Thought Experiments: Test Of Perdition

2003-04-26T13:51:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 970, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-26-03, Published: 4-26-03
Status: Complete

To her who plagued my mind to no end, who left due to my foolishness and thus ruined her life. Written speaking to a person instead of normal TE style of a soliloquy. Dedicated to the "Dark Angel."

My Reflection

2003-04-23T14:08:44-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Sci-Fi
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 5, Words: 19,118, Reviews: 8 Updated: 4-23-03, Published: 4-1-03
Status: Complete

A half-emotional android seeks her identity in a world growing consumed by war and madness. Will she ever understand these strange feelings inside of her and claim a true life?

Monochrome Vantage Point

2003-04-19T11:11:23-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-19-03, Published: 4-19-03
Status: Complete

What's the point of hating others? You don't know how they feel inside or who they really are. //Do you think / They like to live / So hated by the / General world?//

Harmless Infatuation

2003-04-18T07:58:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-18-03, Published: 4-18-03
Status: Complete

A love that can't be claimed, deep friendship touching love gently, unnoticed and unattainable. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //It's just a harmless infatuation / And yet I can't stop / Thinking about you//

Rumors

2003-04-13T13:42:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 5 Updated: 4-13-03, Published: 4-13-03
Status: Complete

She and she, bound by affection and rumors, the hopeful fate of those that love in ways that others hate. Yuri, f/f, etc. //Close friends / Too close for some / So what?//

Reflection of a Knife Blade

2003-04-13T13:39:27-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 51, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-13-03, Published: 4-13-03
Status: Complete

The last stand of the hopeless, the deluded decision to die instead of reconcile. //Feeling of despair / Desireless despondency / Knife blade shining//

Obvious

2003-04-13T13:36:26-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 55, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-13-03, Published: 4-13-03
Status: Complete

Fate of the uncareful, his will for her, her desire to escape his purient hold. //No love anymore / His eyes hungry / Her eyes scared//

Moonbeams

2003-04-13T13:33:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-13-03, Published: 4-13-03
Status: Complete

An image dances 'round the moon as blood flows from an open wound. //Staring into soulless eyes / No strength to yell / No help//

Wires

2003-04-13T13:31:37-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-13-03, Published: 4-13-03
Status: Complete

Suspended by wires, holding onto life, falling through eternity with white wings. //Breaking out of glass / Cutting everything / Tears and blood and wires//

Enough To Care

2003-04-10T17:11:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-10-03, Published: 4-10-03
Status: Complete

Why do things if you don't care about them? Why pretend to love? Why uselessly kill yourself? //Why do you / Do these things / And never care / Enough to care?//

Emotion Inside

2003-04-04T15:03:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-4-03, Published: 4-4-03
Status: Complete

No one can understand emotion unless they feel it for themselves, which leaves no one to judge. //How do we know / What's love, / What's hate, / What's held inside?//

Thought Experiments: Never Wrong

2003-04-04T15:01:41-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 507, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-4-03, Published: 4-4-03
Status: Complete

Screaming about two acquaintences of mine and their breaking up. More passionate and more swearing than most of my Thought Experiments. Dedicated to the "Soundless Poetess," my friend.

Let The Rain Fall

2003-03-19T15:41:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

Like the rain, born to die and repeat it again, but are we the same? Part of my Pouring Rain poem series. //Does it feel like rain / Bringing you down / 'Til you splash and crash?//

Mirrors

2003-03-19T15:37:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

We're the same, you and I, even though you try to kill me every time I try to help you. Part of my Pouring Rain poem series. //Why would you wanna kill me? / What's the point of / Murdering a suicidal?//

Believe And Believe

2003-03-19T15:35:08-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

If you really care so much about the futileness of your life and your hatred of mine, then why don't you just kill us both? Part of my Pouring Rain poem series. //So why should I live / If you can't? / Why don't you kill me?//

Lonely Creature

2003-03-19T15:32:57-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

I'm not the one that stares in the mirror, the one who contemplates escape and freedom from tears...am I? //You are so weak / You are so alone / You are so me//

Suicide Is Rain In Pain

2003-03-19T15:30:24-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

I can't really be like this, not drawn by pain to my death. This can't be suicide. Part of my Pouring Rain poem series. Inspired by the song "Rain" by Boa.

Watching You

2003-03-19T15:27:33-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 53, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

Watching the downfall of someone, forced by society and self-hate. //Why / Do you go along / With all the pain and torment?// Written with Avril's voice & style in mind.

Common Magic

2003-03-15T13:07:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,733, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-15-03, Published: 3-15-03
Status: Complete

Two old friends meet again like always, but thoughts of life and the common things that one can miss pass in. What becomes of common magic when you no longer believe in life?

Forever Friends

2003-03-13T14:15:06-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-13-03, Published: 3-13-03
Status: Complete

Regardless of time, space and destiny, I'll always be your friend. //Despite whatever happens, / We'll be forever friends.// For Lenore. ^_^

Letter To Myself

2003-03-12T16:35:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-12-03, Published: 3-12-03
Status: Complete

A letter to my future self, hoping to inspire happiness at some later date. //The world ain't so bad / With at least / One smiling face// Inspired by the song "Letter ~ From The Lost Days" from Silent Hill 3.

Lovely Couple

2003-03-12T16:32:36-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-12-03, Published: 3-12-03
Status: Complete

A simple comment about me and her makes me think of the once-potential future, the life we could've had but can no longer. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //She has him and / And I had her / Both within or without//

Sin

2003-03-11T15:24:47-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 95, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-11-03, Published: 3-11-03
Status: Complete

Dying and screaming from the intentional self-disgrace and impurifying of others. //All I can do is watch / The fall of everyone else / I'm the only one alone//

Time For Tears

2003-03-07T15:38:42-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-7-03, Published: 3-7-03
Status: Complete

Left to cry alone for being left behind, no one to love or be loved by, just so alone. //Who has time for tears / You say? / Who has time for tears?// Inspired by the song "You're Not Here" from Silent Hill 3.

Accept

2003-03-06T15:33:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-6-03, Published: 3-6-03
Status: Complete

Not accepting anything, not my future, memories, or the paths of others in this world and existence. //Why do I live in fear? / Why can't I accept sorrow / Or what I hold so dear?//

Love Under Logic: Beautiful Lily Alice

2003-03-05T09:39:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 40, Words: 35,819, Reviews: 46 Updated: 3-5-03, Published: 1-9-03
Status: Complete

The diary of Alice, a girl observent to the downfall of society around her, all while worrying endlessly about her strong anxiety and confusing sexuality. Involves bisexuality and thoughts of suicide. Minor editing started

Falling Into Shadow

2003-03-04T14:54:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-4-03, Published: 3-4-03
Status: Complete

Tired of indecision, wanting love or at least an answer against, just something to make life worth living or not. //Can someone kiss me / Or lead me away? / I'm tired of indecision.//

Thought Experiments: Tears For Tears

2003-02-25T15:39:15-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 578, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-25-03, Published: 2-25-03
Status: Complete

Confronting my anxiety, what keeps me from being a truly good person and helping the people I wish to help. Currently my shortest Thought Experiment.

Useless Exister

2003-02-24T15:57:18-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

I'm the savior and destroyer of this world, it seems, the angel bearing both white and black wings. //I know I'm good / But the world falls down / Because of me//

Flower

2003-02-24T15:14:20-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 92, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

The disregards of the innocent, the sad story that makes up this world and all of humanity. //No one looks for her / Because she's innocent / What a reflection upon this world//

Left To Cry

2003-02-24T15:11:14-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

Crying for a love long gone, never returning, the emotion of being left behind. //Nothing's ever the same / As I cry for you again//

Lovely Girl

2003-02-24T15:08:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

Comfort unlasting, the pain lingering, feelings don't set in. //If she could know / My feelings / I don't know if / She'd run or stay//

Your Pain And Mine

2003-02-21T14:50:26-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 86, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-21-03, Published: 2-21-03
Status: Complete

Hurting from a lover's hurt, no longer feeling the love once taken for granted. //I thought you loved me / But now your anger / Is the only thing / On your mind//

The Sea Of Stars And Lies

2003-02-21T14:48:02-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-21-03, Published: 2-21-03
Status: Complete

Turning away from the cold world filled with lies, swimming out of the drowning darkness born of false lovers. //The lies of endless numbers / Fall out of lips and drown me//

Of Love And Lust

2003-02-21T14:44:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-21-03, Published: 2-21-03
Status: Complete

Strong feelings for a girl, but trying to determine if it's love or lust, a hard battle. //I guess you don't know / What power you have / Over others//

Knife Blade

2003-02-12T16:33:36-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-12-03, Published: 2-12-03
Status: Complete

Suicidal. //Everything leans toward / That end, that / Final conclusion.//

You Don't Understand

2003-02-11T15:46:57-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-11-03, Published: 2-11-03
Status: Complete

Questioning love, prompting the person loved, wanting to understand why they don't understand. //How many times / Must I smile at you? / How many times / Must I cry?//

And Then She Kissed Her

2003-02-10T14:57:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-10-03, Published: 2-10-03
Status: Complete

Longing for someone that shouldn't be desired in her eyes, yet she can't deny her heart and oppose her feelings. //It's just a matter of / Hiding in the shadows, / Keeping it from everyone, / Even lovely her.// See title; don't read to flame. Title bor

Memories

2003-02-07T15:53:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-7-03, Published: 2-7-03
Status: Complete

I can't be loved by the one person my heart longs for, but throwing away the memories I have of her would make my life not worth living. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I'll just fight the tears / Away and hold the mem'ries / To my heart.//

The Acceptable Price

2003-02-07T15:50:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 68, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-7-03, Published: 2-7-03
Status: Complete

I'll give up Heaven and peace in the afterlife if it means saving just one heart in this life. I cast aside my faith in God to put my faith in humanity, the lost ideal. //I'm right here, God, / For you to strike. / Such is the acceptable price.//

Sharing Empathy

2003-02-07T15:46:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-7-03, Published: 2-7-03
Status: Complete

About a friend that says no one can ever understand her, and here is my proof against it. //I know what feelings / Rage inside you, / Screaming for release.//

Threads Of Fate

2003-02-06T15:28:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-6-03, Published: 2-6-03
Status: Complete

Regarding my life, reflecting on what I've done and haven't, determining if I've accomplished what I've wanted to. //Is this divine retribution? / Is this my final fate?//

Cross

2003-02-06T15:17:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 55, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-6-03, Published: 2-6-03
Status: Complete

Thoughts upon constantly observing the cross for someone never know, how one should feel when they've never known the person, but see the pain etched on the faces of everyone else. //I walk past the cross / For that lost girl, / Never knowing / How to fe

Always All Alone

2003-02-04T15:18:36-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-4-03, Published: 2-4-03
Status: Complete

I can't stand this insanity I put myself through because of the world. Painful rantings of an honest kind. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. Rating for language.

Hypocrite

2003-02-04T15:15:28-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 62, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-4-03, Published: 2-4-03
Status: Complete

Painful rantings of love not wanted, terrible, painful things, words that flow like liquid hate. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. Rating for language.

You Don't Know

2003-02-04T15:12:19-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-4-03, Published: 2-4-03
Status: Complete

Thoughts of a girl that will never know my real feelings for her as I shy away to myself. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series.

From The Edge Of Despair

2003-02-03T15:55:08-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-3-03, Published: 2-3-03
Status: Complete

A comforting poem for a great friend of mine, telling her I'll always be here for her, no matter what. I'll always be here, Lenore. //I'll be there for you / When the world no longer cares / You've no need to cry / I'll ease your tears away//

Not The Same

2003-02-03T15:51:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 56, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-3-03, Published: 2-3-03
Status: Complete

A quiet observation of a girl that's not the same as she used to be. I used to love her, but she's no longer the friend I used to know. Part of my Missed Chance poem series. //I no longer know / How long it's been / Since the last time / I sat by your

Alone But Not Content

2003-01-30T15:33:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-30-03, Published: 1-30-03
Status: Complete

I finally escaped the girl that had foolishly fallen for me, and now the anxiety is gone. But why should I be happy to be alone? //I have that wish at last, / So why am I upset?//

Won't Regret It

2003-01-30T15:30:14-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-30-03, Published: 1-30-03
Status: Complete

I don't need love. I can live without it. Really. I mean it. Still... //Would you leave me alone? / I'm fine like this / I'm simply content//

With Me

2003-01-28T15:34:36-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 935, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-28-03, Published: 1-28-03
Status: Complete

A man stands on the edge of a bridge, waiting to fall. He doesn't expect some strange, attractive woman to appear and casually stand beside him, maybe to jump herself, or maybe to persuade him down.

All I Want

2003-01-28T15:02:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-28-03, Published: 1-28-03
Status: Complete

Longing for a kiss that'll never come, because love is already taken and should never be coveted from her. //I know I've no need / To pine for you. / I know you've no need / To even listen to me.//

Answer

2003-01-28T14:59:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-28-03, Published: 1-28-03
Status: Complete

All the time I'm asking you for answers, asking the world why I should choose to live, but I never learn anything. You would let me die... //Should I kill you / Or kill me / Or I don't even know anymore?//

If I Choose To Fall

2003-01-28T14:56:56-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-28-03, Published: 1-28-03
Status: Complete

Your unfeeling and lack of love for me drove me to this bridge, where I hang on somehow without falling over. How long can I last...? //Would you even / Catch my hand, / Touch it like you / Used to?//

So Wrong

2003-01-23T13:59:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-23-03, Published: 1-23-03
Status: Complete

Why'd I have to fall so hard for a girl that could never love me? I can't find the reasons. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //If love is a miracle, / Then why do I feel so cursed?//

Lovelessness

2003-01-23T13:55:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-23-03, Published: 1-23-03
Status: Complete

I want so much to hold you and love you, but the tears you would shed would send me away. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I can't stand to be alone / I can't have your love / Nor should I ever//

Words Deep Down I Free

2003-01-23T13:52:30-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-23-03, Published: 1-23-03
Status: Complete

I gotta tell you how I feel, although I know it'll be the last time we ever speak. The truth is... Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //You never knew / And never would if / I had not the / Courage now//

I'll Love You

2003-01-23T13:35:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-23-03, Published: 1-23-03
Status: Complete

I'll love you from where you cannot see me, cannot have your heart break from my unrequited feelings. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I'll love you in the night / When the moon reminds / My broken mem'ry//

Escape From Love

2003-01-23T13:27:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-23-03, Published: 1-23-03
Status: Complete

I can never have you, yet I can't escape your blue eyes or beauty, your voice and being. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //Now your lips shall / Flee me in my dreams / Of seeking you//

Foolish, Beautiful Girl

2003-01-23T13:23:13-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-23-03, Published: 1-23-03
Status: Complete

We've been the best of friends and worst of enemies. Why'd I have to fall for you now, when I can't have you? Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //Why’d I have to fall just now / All the chances so long gone / When you love someone else?//

My Life, Not Yours

2003-01-23T13:18:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 82, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-23-03, Published: 1-23-03
Status: Complete

You threw me away when I loved you, and you'd love for me to end my own life, but forget it; I'll live. //Why should it matter so? / Why should love / Ever hurt as much as this?//

Find My Own Way

2003-01-22T13:51:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-22-03, Published: 1-22-03
Status: Complete

I'm alone in this painful world, but that's okay. I've been abandoned to the cold, but I'll find my own way, though I'm so very lost. //Lost in this sea / Alone in the crowds of / An unfeeling world//

Great Delusion

2003-01-22T13:49:28-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-22-03, Published: 1-22-03
Status: Complete

Falling to death and despair because of unreturned affections, that one special person that had to fall for someone else instead. A Rebecca poem. //If I could kiss you / You wouldn't spare a thought / If I could hold you / You'd just push me away//

Airhead

2003-01-21T13:42:21-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 80, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-21-03, Published: 1-21-03
Status: Complete

A delightful satire of airheads at their best. If you consider yourself an airhead, don't read this and hurt your own feelings. The rest of you, come and not be surprised. //Don't say I'm stupid / Don't use your / Psycho-ology on me//

Alone To My Tears

2003-01-21T13:38:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 56, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-21-03, Published: 1-21-03
Status: Complete

Just alone, in my room, no one there but me and my sorrow, tormenting, deadly, amongst the greatest pain. Part of my tear-persona poem series. //No one cares / No one knows / Too alone to care//

Falling Like This

2003-01-21T13:36:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-21-03, Published: 1-21-03
Status: Complete

I'm dying because of you. You didn't thrust the knife blade in, but made me drive it home. Part of my tear-persona poem series. //I can't help dying / From your wanton kiss / You never cared//

Endless, Crimson Tears

2003-01-21T13:33:52-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-21-03, Published: 1-21-03
Status: Complete

I'm dying in the tears of others, drowning in the cascading waves that smother and kill me. Part of my tear-persona poem series. //Kill yourself / For all I care / Keep your crimson tears//

Why?

2003-01-21T13:31:26-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 46, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-21-03, Published: 1-21-03
Status: Complete

Why? Why should I live? Why should anyone care? Part of my tear-persona poem series. //Why do you cry for me? / Why do you cry for yourselves?//

Thought Experiments: Shyful Pride

2003-01-20T08:03:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 870, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-20-03, Published: 1-20-03
Status: Complete

All I want is to find that one beautiful, smart, funny girl that'll stumble into my arms out of the blue one day and smile and say "hi," yet... Another personal Thought Experiments.

Thought Experiments: Happily Ever After

2003-01-19T07:34:09-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 977, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-19-03, Published: 1-19-03
Status: Complete

Contemplating my kindness, for I can't see it in anyone else; kindness that has made me pariah to the entire world. My most personal Thought Experiments yet.

Starlight Destiny: Memento

2003-01-17T15:09:24-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Fantasy/Sci-Fi
Chapters: 12, Words: 29,209, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-17-03, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

Daria is cursed to fall endlessly between three worlds: her horrible earth, the fantastic Gaia, and the technological Terra. Will she save her soul, realize her true affections, and ever be able to return to her Earth? Book 1 of series.

Drowning

2003-01-17T13:52:02-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-17-03, Published: 1-17-03
Status: Complete

Broken love leaves broken heart shards, ready to cut the blood away from the heartless, those possessing the shards... //I'm drowning / In the endless tears / Of you and me// (And no, I'm not a cutter or suicidal.)

Someday

2003-01-17T13:48:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-17-03, Published: 1-17-03
Status: Complete

So alone my entire life, just used by everyone, but hope still remains, for love may come to me someday... //Nobody wants me / I've been alone because / Nobody loves me//

Run Away Home

2003-01-17T13:45:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-17-03, Published: 1-17-03
Status: Complete

Screwed up everything, tried to live my own life, but there's no way back but home, home to where the past is forgiven and forgotten... //Gotta get away from everything / Gotta shed my tears//

Thought Experiments: Aloneness Complex

2003-01-09T14:57:32-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,487, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-9-03, Published: 1-9-03
Status: Complete

A stream-of-consciousness type story surrounding thoughts evoked by being loved by someone unwanted, but not wished to be hurt. Moralistic and compassionate.

Conform

2003-01-09T12:57:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-9-03, Published: 1-9-03
Status: Complete

Why should I confrom to the masses? Why should I be like all the sick freaks pretending to be ordinary people, and are obviously ordinary by today's society's standards? //Why lie and cheat, / Find someone to beat, / Hate everyone / Screw everyone?//

Taken For Granted

2003-01-09T12:53:58-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-9-03, Published: 1-9-03
Status: Complete

Relationships are just a joke in this modern world and society. Care to prove me wrong, seducers and deceivers? The breakdown and complete degeneration of love. //Kiss him / Kiss her / Never mind the / Face or past//

Music Box Melody

2003-01-09T12:50:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-9-03, Published: 1-9-03
Status: Complete

A music box melody brings back memories of love found and lost, the cold reality and gentle acceptance. //These memories / Love and hate me / They taunt me / And confuse me//

Catch Me

2003-01-09T12:43:20-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-9-03, Published: 1-9-03
Status: Complete

An escape from life and pain by spreading wings and falling down, while still hoping for salvation from a lover to hold out their arms and catch them. //I won't let you hurt me anymore / I'll spread my wings / And fly away from here//

Dance In The Moonlight

2003-01-07T13:48:08-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-7-03, Published: 1-7-03
Status: Complete

A need to be cared for, for the sake of life almost as much as love. //Can you care? / Can you kill me / Or even free the knife blade / From my grasp?//

Lone Stranger

2003-01-07T13:39:20-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-7-03, Published: 1-7-03
Status: Complete

The world is a painful contradiction, and somehow we're supposed to live and accept it. Forget that; I need to find a purpose in this existence. //Love's denied me / Because it's heartless here / Life is impossible / Because it's now ruled by death//

Restless Dreams

2003-01-07T13:34:28-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 40, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-7-03, Published: 1-7-03
Status: Complete

//Another restless night / Never seems to end / Toss and turn / Tears and terror// Title taken from the video game Silent Hill 2.

make me sad, make me mad, make me feel alright?

2003-01-04T06:24:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 226, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-4-03, Published: 1-4-03
Status: Complete

I'm just dying. You're just being human. That's all it is in this world. What do you ever do? Make me sad, make me mad, make me feel alright? That's all it is, even when I die... Inspired by Serial Experiments Lain.

Together, Apart

2003-01-03T08:50:04-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 58, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-3-03, Published: 1-3-03
Status: Complete

You're not supposed to die! You can't die, you can't... Part of separated-persona poem series. //Why'd you have to / Die in my arms? / Why'd this fate occur?//

We Are All Connected

2003-01-03T08:45:38-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 117, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-3-03, Published: 1-3-03
Status: Complete

Everyone is connected, but everyone hates everyone and everyone is lying. Inspired by Serial Experiments Lain and Zone Of The Enders. //No one lives / As they seem to be, / And even my truths / Are seen as trechery.//

Thought Experiments: Heart Parade

2003-01-03T05:53:00-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,469, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-3-03, Published: 1-3-03
Status: Complete

A stream-of-consciousness type story about love and all the little connotations and corruptions associated with it nowadays, all just from trying to get the strength to ask someone out.

The Lure Of Macaroni & Cheese

2002-12-21T07:45:49-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 87, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-21-02, Published: 12-21-02
Status: Complete

What to eat for breakfast...mac&cheese...can't have that...so tempting... The powerful inner struggle to determine the fate of one's breakfast. Inspired by actual mac & cheese temptation. ^_^ //Draws me like the dark side / Memories of old meals / Of

Seen It Before

2002-12-20T12:22:44-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 40, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-20-02, Published: 12-20-02
Status: Complete

Every time something happens in my life, I swear I've seen it before, whether on TV or maybe in a book or something. Somehow, I saw it coming. //If tragedy / Befalls my life / I swear I've / Seen it elsewhere//

Out Of Love

2002-12-20T12:18:12-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-20-02, Published: 12-20-02
Status: Complete

My blush is natural; I have Social Anxiety Disorder--I'm not in love with you. Part of my aloneness-persona poem series. //I'm sorry you're all confused / I know I have a problem//

This Life

2002-12-19T15:02:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-19-02, Published: 12-19-02
Status: Complete

A good friend of mine is increasingly losing her hearing, and she said I can't possibly know how she is feeling, emotionally and physically. This poem is my evidence to refute that belief, written from her persepctive and involving me. Part of my soul-p

Emotional Reasoning

2002-12-19T14:56:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-19-02, Published: 12-19-02
Status: Complete

I understand if you put total and absolute faith in God, but you can't blame Him for every single little tragic incident in your life and the lives of others. Part of my soul-persona poem series. //Something good / We praise the Lord / Something bad / W

Another Day To Face

2002-12-19T14:51:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-19-02, Published: 12-19-02
Status: Complete

Although the world seems maddening and your body seems to betray you, you shouldn't give up all hope in yourself and the world. Part of my soul-persona poem series. //Well, smile and say / It'll be okay / You're still alive//

Honest Soul

2002-12-19T14:46:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-19-02, Published: 12-19-02
Status: Complete

Just because I don't believe in God as much as you, don't try to convert me for your own hollow cause. Part of my soul-persona poem series. //Keep your God / He's long since left me / To my broken fate//

A Casual Death In Darkness

2002-12-17T14:49:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 502, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-17-02, Published: 12-17-02
Status: Complete

Alex and Rebecca meet one day in the city of Elysium and find true love. However, humans are prone to seduction and temptation, causing falls from grace. I guess this would be a ballad, more or less.

Martyr

2002-12-11T14:23:35-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 62, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-11-02, Published: 12-11-02
Status: Complete

Can't anyone hear my words or see through my eyes? Just once, can't you see the desolation of the world? //Dont you see / That hate around you, / All the petty, / Growing fears?//

The Last Performer

2002-12-11T14:21:29-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-11-02, Published: 12-11-02
Status: Complete

I'm the only one that seems to see the whole world crashing down around me, leaving me all alone. //I try to understand / How I can be / The anomaly//

Pointless Death

2002-12-10T15:20:23-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 48, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-10-02, Published: 12-10-02
Status: Complete

A life snuffed out for no good reason. Vivid imagery of a drunk driving accident. Part of pity-persona poem series ("persona," as in these are not my thoughts or experiences; do not condemn me)

Image Infatuation

2002-12-10T15:16:05-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 41, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-10-02, Published: 12-10-02
Status: Complete

I may as well stare at a beautiful photograph, for I will never and should never have her, especially for just her beauty. //Just a girl / At an opposite window / So beautiful in / Sunset light//

Terrible Choice

2002-12-10T15:12:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-10-02, Published: 12-10-02
Status: Complete

I had to choose between all my dreams and the girl I loved, just because of her. Well, those that know me know how important my dreams are to me. Part of pity-persona poem series. //If you loved me, / You wouldn't make me / Choose between such things./

A Happy Life

2002-12-10T15:08:01-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-10-02, Published: 12-10-02
Status: Complete

I am condemned by those around me just because I am a dreamer. How sad a world, yet I will not allow their will to overrule mine. Part of pity-persona poem series. //At least I'll live / A happier life / Than yours.//

Unbreakable Shell

2002-12-10T14:31:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-10-02, Published: 12-10-02
Status: Complete

The world wants me to flee my shell to face a sinful world. To this I say please leave me be, I won't face you today. Part of my pity-persona poem series. //Go to that party of / Booze and drugs? / Gee, / Those are incentive.//

Too Kind

2002-12-10T14:28:04-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 58, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-10-02, Published: 12-10-02
Status: Complete

I cannot even offer conversation to a quiet girl without the world denouncing me for non-existant feelings. Part of my pity-persona poem series. //Random / Acts of kindness / Are seen as / Lovey-dovey stuff.//

Simple Girl

2002-12-10T14:23:43-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-10-02, Published: 12-10-02
Status: Complete

A victim of war, she is, controlled still, though now by nameless soldiers 'stead of parents domineering. A display of one of the worst horrors of war. Part of my pity-persona poem series.

Can't Tell You

2002-12-10T14:19:26-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-10-02, Published: 12-10-02
Status: Complete

As if a voice choked with uncertainty; words that can't escape one's lips lest uncertainty choke the listener.

Someone Better

2002-12-06T14:12:27-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-6-02, Published: 12-6-02
Status: Complete

These are probably the messed-up, narcissistic thoughts my old girlfriend had when she broke up with me. Trust me, people, if you have someone good now, don't throw them away in hopes of finding someone better. Part of sinful-persona poem series.

Once Again

2002-12-06T14:09:12-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-6-02, Published: 12-6-02
Status: Complete

My depression haunts me and torments me, keeping me from the happiness my best friend really wants for me. //A terrible melancholy / Choking all my senses.//

Lying To Our Faces

2002-12-05T15:05:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 95, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-5-02, Published: 12-5-02
Status: Complete

Society cares for nothing but its own gains, letting the rest of the world die for its own carelessness. //Teachers used to tell us / Anything is possible / Did they really believe / Anything they said?//

Daydream Kiss

2002-12-05T15:02:00-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-5-02, Published: 12-5-02
Status: Complete

A man wakes up in a seeming daydream, so full of love and smiles after sharing his first kiss with his girlfriend the previous day. //I can still taste / Her lips on mine / I've never tasted / Anything better//

Sinful Lover

2002-12-05T14:57:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 62, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-5-02, Published: 12-5-02
Status: Complete

can't take the pain of life, or anything, just kill me, sinful lover. Part of sinful-persona poem series. //Kiss away the bruises / From my mother / Lick away the cuts / From myself//

Liar

2002-12-04T15:52:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

I've seen quite a few horrors of humanity in my time, but few things top the self-subjection of a teenage girl to prostitution. Part of sinful-persona poem series. //No one owns you / You chose this profession / By yourself//

Callous

2002-12-04T15:49:16-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 92, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

Ladies, all those bad relationships you've had? This is possibly what he was thinking. Part of sinful-persona poem series. //I'm just a / Part of the problem / I'm just a / Wretched person//

Field Of Shadows

2002-12-04T15:43:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

My world is a field of shadows, and I can't escape it; only my true love can save me. Part of aloneness-persona poem series.

Hermits

2002-12-04T15:40:01-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

I'd rather hide in isolation than face a world plotting my demise. Part of aloneness-persona poem series. //It's a lonely world out there, /But it's much colder in here//

Smothered

2002-12-04T15:37:30-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 80, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

This world is total insanity, and it haunts me and never leaves me, ignores me as I try to run away. Part of aloneness-persona poem series. //I can't face / The world today / My shivers keep me still//

All My Sorrow

2002-12-04T15:31:12-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

A painful realization of the distance of a lost love. //Do you see the same / Beautiful sunrise light / Playing 'cross the / Cerulean sky?//

Beautiful Angel

2002-12-04T15:28:16-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 92, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

//My eyes open and gone she is, / So fragile is her beauty.//

Wanton Love And Death

2002-12-04T15:25:07-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-4-02, Published: 12-4-02
Status: Complete

Love, sex, and suicide are all juxtaposed beside each other in this modern world. //We are so foolish in this / Day and age, / So utterly stupid in our / Wantonness.//

Now And Then, Here And There

2002-11-24T11:23:16-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-24-02, Published: 11-24-02
Status: Complete

I can no longer find the beauty in nature, no matter how hard I try, and this pains me greatly as I can only think of the horrors humanity is capable of. //This ethereal, / Ephemeral landscape; / I wish I could / Love it.//

My Worst Mistake

2002-11-24T11:19:56-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-24-02, Published: 11-24-02
Status: Complete

A bitter poem about my experiences with my old girlfriend, and I never would've wrote it if it wasn't for school. //Why'd I have to / Fall so hard for / Illusions I created?//

A Dance In The Rain

2002-11-24T11:16:36-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-24-02, Published: 11-24-02
Status: Complete

Two lovers dance in the wondrous rain. //You curtsey, laughing / Smiling sweet, / And then begin to dance.//

So Far Away

2002-11-19T14:38:01-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-19-02, Published: 11-19-02
Status: Complete

Pining for a love that can't be reached. //I love you / But the words / Can't reach you / As they leave my lips//

I lost my pencil!

2002-11-19T14:35:28-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 55, Reviews: 8 Updated: 11-19-02, Published: 11-19-02
Status: Complete

Gosh darn it, I lost my pencil! Now how am I gonna write!? All my ideas are going to waste! Pure humor from actual pencil loss. ^_^

Guess I Was Wrong

2002-11-19T14:32:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-19-02, Published: 11-19-02
Status: Complete

I made a mistake in evaluating someone's potential relationship, thinking he was wrong for her. Well, I guess I was wrong.

Been Through This Before

2002-11-18T14:16:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 74, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-18-02, Published: 11-18-02
Status: Complete

//So you hate me / Once again. / We've been through this before.//

Rose Complexity

2002-11-18T14:12:55-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 3,046, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-18-02, Published: 11-18-02
Status: Complete

Rose is a girl whose lived with nothing her whole life and still continues to dream. Lily is a girl whose lived with everything and rebels against it. This is the tragedy of their friendship, the great American tragedy of the youth.

In And Out And Everywhere

2002-11-12T16:24:23-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 2, Words: 9,205, Reviews: 12 Updated: 11-12-02, Published: 11-8-02
Status: Complete

Amy, a teen girl, witnesses the ignorance of humanity while dealing with social ostracizing due to her unwavering friendship with Carol, her best friend with a socially unaccepted sexuality. Yuri. Second story, Experience, added.

Past Tense

2002-11-07T14:46:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 92, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-7-02, Published: 11-7-02
Status: Complete

Why must we only be known once we're gone? Must we always be spoken of in the past tense?

Distant Girl

2002-11-07T14:43:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 53, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-7-02, Published: 11-7-02
Status: Complete

Life has ended; an epitaph poem for Beth Gowler, a girl I never knew from my school, who died in a car accident yesterday.

Falling Down

2002-11-04T14:46:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-4-02, Published: 11-4-02
Status: Complete

//All the world is fading / I gotta go chase it / Before it leaves me//

Blind

2002-11-04T14:43:53-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-4-02, Published: 11-4-02
Status: Complete

//I'm dying / In your arms / And you don't feel a thing//

Confusing Synesthesia

2002-11-03T14:57:15-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-3-02, Published: 11-3-02
Status: Complete

Love can make you feel the world and your lover in ways you never dreamed. //I hear your wishes / As your eyes search mine / You are in my eyes / A lovely paradigm//

Terror

2002-10-30T14:41:01-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-30-02, Published: 10-30-02
Status: Complete

There are few things in this world more terrifying than trying to obtain your first kiss.

Paths Of Fallen Angels

2002-10-28T16:52:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Sci-Fi
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Adventure/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,425, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-28-02, Published: 10-28-02
Status: Complete

A lost and lonely young man has nothing but his powerful mobile weapon in this ruined world of Nimya, and soon the fate of all will rest in his hands. First chapter.

Storm

2002-10-28T16:42:16-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 74, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-28-02, Published: 10-28-02
Status: Complete

//A deathly, dying, desolate storm / A pouring rain of bloody thorns//

Invisible Angel

2002-10-28T16:39:07-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-28-02, Published: 10-28-02
Status: Complete

A soft, romantic sort of poem. The closest to a religious or 9/11 poem as I'm ever going to get.

Dangerous Game

2002-10-28T16:30:14-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-28-02, Published: 10-28-02
Status: Complete

Love is such a dangerous game, isn't it? Make one bad move and you can lose it all.

Cry For You

2002-10-28T16:27:56-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-28-02, Published: 10-28-02
Status: Complete

I often find I have no tears to shed for others, since I have shed them all for myself.

Shattered

2002-10-01T14:32:39-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 4 Updated: 10-1-02, Published: 10-1-02
Status: Complete

Heart shards and bloody wounds, all the fault of love disillusioned.

Darkness

2002-10-01T14:30:56-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 5 Updated: 10-1-02, Published: 10-1-02
Status: Complete

//You don't seem to understand. You don't even notice my emotions.//

Virgin Light

2002-09-30T16:35:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 3,476, Reviews: 31 Updated: 9-30-02, Published: 9-30-02
Status: Complete

Zoe cannot help but find herself longing for her best friend, Samantha, but will she ever be able to confess her strange feelings? Yuri.

Flirt

2002-09-30T14:56:52-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-30-02, Published: 9-30-02
Status: Complete

Many people flirt without even realizing it. Ever been drawn to someone without their intention?

Dream Girl

2002-09-30T14:43:32-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 117, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-30-02, Published: 9-30-02
Status: Complete

Thoughts too random for me to fully comprehend, revolving around falsities of life and love. More prose than poetry than I'm used to.

Am I Insane?

2002-09-10T17:39:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 181, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-10-02, Published: 9-10-02
Status: Complete

Sort of the story (song, anyway) of my life. At times, everything seems great, or at least perfectly fine, then suddenly pow! Life, time and memories hit me hard.

SleepWalking

2002-09-10T17:36:33-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 183, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-10-02, Published: 9-10-02
Status: Complete

Is it all just a waking dream, or is the world really as insane as it seems? Or is it all truly in your head?

All My Dreams

2002-09-10T17:33:25-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-10-02, Published: 9-10-02
Status: Complete

A love long gone leaves one holding on to whatever feelings still remain.

Sunrise

2002-09-07T18:02:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Horror
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Horror/General
Chapters: 7, Words: 94,371, Reviews: 7 Updated: 9-7-02, Published: 7-27-02
Status: Complete

A series of not-so-short stories taking place within the city of Sunrise. It's the near-future, and something has happened beneath the streets. Now, terrible monsters have appeared throughout the city, and ten survirors vie to live and complete their miss

Tears

2002-08-02T12:54:05-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-2-02, Published: 8-2-02
Status: Complete

Confined to her destiny as a princess, Asra feels overwhelming sadness, thinking of suicide, then finally of Daria. From my Starlight Destiny series.

Sleep Within My Arms

2002-08-02T12:50:36-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-2-02, Published: 8-2-02
Status: Complete

Asra writes of her feelings of happiness at long last, peacefully in love with Daria. From my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.

Just Do Something

2002-08-02T12:47:51-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 62, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-2-02, Published: 8-2-02
Status: Complete

Nightmares can drive a person to near-insanity to make it end. By my character, Daria, from my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.

Feelings Uncertain

2002-08-02T12:44:08-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-2-02, Published: 8-2-02
Status: Complete

Daria confesses her true feelings to Asra, confronting the other girl at last. From my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.

Ethereal Rain

2002-08-02T12:36:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 95, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-2-02, Published: 8-2-02
Status: Complete

Daria believes she is doing no good with her life. From my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.

Am I?

2002-08-02T12:34:24-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 120, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-2-02, Published: 8-2-02
Status: Complete

Daria ponders over her existance, trying to understand her life and everything around her. From my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.

White Feather

2002-08-02T12:31:45-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,540, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-2-02, Published: 8-2-02
Status: Complete

A man griefs for the loss of his girlfriend, remembering special moments and finally seeing her angel.

Falling Darkness

2002-08-01T17:09:16-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,036, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-1-02, Published: 8-1-02
Status: Complete

A Traveler is caught within the dark place, and must fight his inner demons to escape with his life. From Starlight Destiny universe, but written (more or less) as a stand-alone.

Diamond Hearts

2002-08-01T17:03:42-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,998, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-1-02, Published: 8-1-02
Status: Complete

A young man witnesses the terrible conditions forced upon his people, while desiring to one day go to Edina, the land of dreams. From Starlight Destiny universe, but written as a stand-alone.

Set Me Free

2002-07-31T16:28:53-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-31-02, Published: 7-31-02
Status: Complete

An introspective of Asra, a character from my novel series, Starlight Destiny.

Needing Sleep

2002-07-31T16:23:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 53, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-31-02, Published: 7-31-02
Status: Complete

Waking up early for school and having to rush around can be real nerve-wracking.

Let Me Write

2002-07-31T16:17:12-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-31-02, Published: 7-31-02
Status: Complete

Don't you wish the world would just go away and let you write, sometimes?

True Beliefs

2002-07-31T11:19:10-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-31-02, Published: 7-31-02
Status: Complete

My view on prejudice.

A Simple Smile

2002-07-31T11:16:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-31-02, Published: 7-31-02
Status: Complete

A simple smile can enchant one's heart.

Secret

2002-07-31T10:54:52-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 169, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-31-02, Published: 7-31-02
Status: Complete

No one ever seems to care about the pain and lives of others; no one. Inspired by an actual secret, but was later (thankfully) proven untrue.

I Can't Give Up

2002-07-31T10:51:30-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 230, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-31-02, Published: 7-31-02
Status: Complete

An introspective of Daria, the main character of my novel series, Starlight Destiny.

Seeking Angels

2002-07-30T15:03:17-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 3,336, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-30-02, Published: 7-30-02
Status: Complete

A story about avoiding and seeking destinies.

A Tear In The Sea Of Stars

2002-07-30T14:57:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 126, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-30-02, Published: 7-30-02
Status: Complete

Love can be as fantastic as the night sky and the stars that fill it.

Knight

2002-07-30T08:58:04-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-30-02, Published: 7-30-02
Status: Complete

Love can make someone feel a sort of knightship toward their beloved.

Mirror

2002-07-30T08:50:40-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Sci-Fi/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 4,128, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-30-02, Published: 7-30-02
Status: Complete

A lost, unique android tries to cope with her lack of identity and purpose, along with these strange things called emotions that seem to be inside her, while making critical evaluations of humanity around her.

Gone

2002-07-30T08:43:29-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-30-02, Published: 7-30-02
Status: Complete

The pain of losing everyone you hold dear can often leave one blaming oneself. Inspired by the movie, Anne Frank.

All Or None

2002-07-30T08:38:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-30-02, Published: 7-30-02
Status: Complete

Life, love, and purpose are what make up existance. The result of a despondent mood.

Song Of Myself

2002-07-29T15:26:46-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 201, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

My feelings and emotions in regards to classical music, specifically the songs of the violin and piano.

Setsuai--Riddle

2002-07-29T15:22:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

An Anglo-Saxon riddle. Guess what the subject is! ^_^

My Last Escape

2002-07-29T15:19:01-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Mystery
Chapters: 1, Words: 987, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

A frightning look into the mind of a tortured woman.

The Morning Before

2002-07-29T15:13:22-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

A love poem. Feelings the morning before confessing one's true love.

Metal Shell

2002-07-29T13:36:00-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Sci-Fi
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

Android angst.

One Last Thing To Say

2002-07-29T13:31:19-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Fantasy/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,445, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

Once life has escaped us, we always wish for more than we had. A short story from the perspective of a teen who just died in an accident.

Angel Feather

2002-07-29T13:22:50-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Fantasy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 6 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

Observations and speculations about an angel feather.

Through My Shattered Gaze

2002-07-29T09:02:36-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,738, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

Alex analyzes his life and the choices, if not mistakes, he made. Side story to my novel, Endless Dance, but decent as a stand-alone.

The Knife Blade

2002-07-29T08:57:29-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,238, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

Rebecca analyzes her life and why she continues to live, all while holding a knife blade above her breast. Rating for theme of suicide. Side story to my novel, Endless Dance, but fairly decent as a stand-alone.

When We Dance

2002-07-29T08:51:34-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,562, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-29-02, Published: 7-29-02
Status: Complete

Alex and Rebecca share a homecoming dance while making typical, teenage errors with love. Side story prequel to my novel, Endless Dance, but fine as a stand-alone.

My Own Battle

2002-07-28T00:37:54-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 188, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-28-02, Published: 7-28-02
Status: Complete

An introspective of Crystal, a character in Endless Dance, my novel.

True Memory

2002-07-28T00:34:59-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-28-02, Published: 7-28-02
Status: Complete

An introspective of Tempest, a character in Endless Dance, my novel.

Mistress Of The Stars

2002-07-28T00:32:41-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 126, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-28-02, Published: 7-28-02
Status: Complete

An introspective of Alison, a character in Endless Dance, my novel.

Phoenix Flame

2002-07-28T00:29:31-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-28-02, Published: 7-28-02
Status: Complete

An introspective of Karin, a character in Endless Dance, my novel.

Falling Star

2002-07-28T00:23:53-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-28-02, Published: 7-28-02
Status: Complete

An introspective of Alex, the main character of Endless Dance, my novel.

Ever Always

2002-07-28T00:18:57-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 201, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-28-02, Published: 7-28-02
Status: Complete

A poem of new and jaded love. From my novel, Endless Dance.

Endless Dance

2002-07-28T00:06:49-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Fantasy/Sci-Fi
Chapters: 5, Words: 42,470, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-28-02, Published: 7-27-02
Status: Complete

A story of love, light and dark powers, & seeking and avoiding destinies. This is Alex's quest through myriads of worlds to save all existance and find his true identity.

Tracing Pathways

2002-07-27T18:23:48-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Mystery/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,485, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-27-02, Published: 7-27-02
Status: Complete

A man seeks to find his wife in the town of Transent. Unfortunately, she's been dead for three years, and Transent isn't exactly the nicest place to be. Side story of my novel, Lack Of Dreaming.

Lack Of Dreaming

2002-07-27T18:17:03-08:00

Author: Zilindico
Category: Horror
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Horror/Supernatural
Chapters: 3, Words: 21,076, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-27-02, Published: 7-27-02
Status: Complete

Our hero (maybe) is trapped in the town of Transent, and he seems to be the only one that sees the lack of reality around him. Will he learn the truth and reclaim his complete memory? A psychological mystery thriller. Day Three completed.