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Live For the First Time

2003-10-29T10:47:03-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 143, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-29-03, Published: 10-29-03
Status: Complete

A peek into a classic pairing of the good girl and the bad boy, and how the relationship is one that is both freeing and intimate. I find myself in that situation now. A good girl drawn to the bad boy, not for the trouble, but for the adventure.

To Take a Risk

2003-10-29T10:44:11-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-29-03, Published: 10-29-03
Status: Complete

One that does not allow life to take its course denies oneself the luxury of risks. Risks allow for variations in life and its usual mundane route. When you fear choices you aren't experiencing the fullness of life.

Life of Empty

2003-07-31T13:55:07-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-31-03, Published: 7-31-03
Status: Complete

I can't find the motivation to pursue my dreams. Its so much easier to have them come true as dreams. Why make an effort to attain them, when they are real in dreams. Read and review and be thanked.

Sun Rays

2003-07-17T16:24:13-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-17-03, Published: 7-17-03
Status: Complete

Driving home I see clouds filling the sky. But I also see in several spots, sunlight peeking through. The clouds are moving, but not the light. Inspired I was! Here you go, a little something that isn't so depressing. Read and Review, and be thanked!

Just One Word

2003-07-17T16:23:16-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 46, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-17-03, Published: 7-17-03
Status: Complete

When one word is so hard to say, thing of how difficult a whole sentence would be. The poem is supposed to signify the complications that build as one procrastinates. Something so simple, never really is when its time to do it. Read and review, and be tha

Pay No Mind to the Shadows

2003-07-17T16:22:46-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-17-03, Published: 7-17-03
Status: Complete

Though life takes us on a journey that only it knows where to, we must take it in faith, and pass through the shadows along the path. Read and review, and be thanked!

Palace of Ice

2003-07-17T16:20:45-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-17-03, Published: 7-17-03
Status: Complete

For Hockey fans! Especially LA Kings fans! I was watching the Kings game the other night, and I love these boys ... I mean men! Read and review!

Cure Me

2003-07-17T15:50:38-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-17-03, Published: 7-17-03
Status: Complete

Love can be a blessing - but I call it a curse. A disease. An infatuation. An obstacle of the mind. Hindering growth. I need a cure. I need an answer. I can't be in love again, I can't take the pain. Cure me please.

I Dreamt the Dream

2003-07-14T16:49:03-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 71, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-14-03, Published: 7-14-03
Status: Complete

All the sappy angsty love sick girly thoughts in my head. Don't deny that one or most of you have had these thoughts. Curses to myself for having them. But its life. Flame for the cheesyness of it all. But my thoughts turn to mush when I think of lovey st

I Live Her Life and She Hates Me

2003-07-14T16:47:56-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 209, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-14-03, Published: 7-14-03
Status: Complete

When all I do is for her, she wants more. She wants me to live my life as she has lived hers. Well - news flash - she wasn't

Feed the Fire

2003-07-14T16:47:02-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-14-03, Published: 7-14-03
Status: Complete

I'm in So. California and dying from the heat. I'm weak! What can I say? But I'm also pissed off. So in conclusion: Its hot, and I'm mad. So I was inspired. What a way to go!

Performances Daily

2003-06-17T13:50:52-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-17-03, Published: 6-17-03
Status: Complete

A drama queen's life. Always acting, pleasing the crowd before herself. The audience's opinion matters more than her own. Its all an act, but its real to her.

Your Life Passes Me By

2003-06-17T13:50:09-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 223, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-17-03, Published: 6-17-03
Status: Complete

It would be better to let you go, but I can't just now. The feelings have returned and I can't just make them stop. I need you, but I still know its best to remove myself. I can't stand hurting you and myself, after it should have already healed.

Keep Climbing

2003-06-17T13:48:52-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 188, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-17-03, Published: 6-17-03
Status: Complete

The curse of the over achiever is that sometimes one takes on more than one can handle. And the possibility of failing becomes greater. Nothing will be perfect. But the drive keeps one climbing to failure or a miracle.

The Thought

2003-06-17T13:47:47-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-17-03, Published: 6-17-03
Status: Complete

Thoughts are liberating and destructive. They cause panic and allow for freedom. The backlash is its ability to control. While one thinks for themselves, it is the thoughts that have the control.

Frustrated

2003-06-17T13:46:44-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 24, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-17-03, Published: 6-17-03
Status: Complete

A pitiful try at angst. The mere idea that I am posting this is testament to my need for attention. Any piece of rubbish to gain attention. No matter the size. But no matter, it may never be mine.

Busy Signal

2003-05-22T13:23:05-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-22-03, Published: 5-22-03
Status: Complete

When you have the distict feeling that you are being avoided. You want to just ask the person what you did wrong, but they are no where to be found. They have their phone off the hook. They do not answer their emails. You get the busy signal every time. R

Dream State

2003-04-22T15:58:07-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 119, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-22-03, Published: 4-22-03
Status: Complete

Why must one sleep? Why do people love their dreams and others hate them? What drives people to enjoy sleep besides the biological necessity? Follow me into my reasonings. Read and review and be thanked.

When Was It

2003-04-22T15:56:33-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-22-03, Published: 4-22-03
Status: Complete

A very bland list of questions and options leading up to a guestion posed to the offender. When were you there for me? Where were you when I needed you the most? Read and review and be thanked.

Duty to Death

2003-04-21T16:10:13-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-21-03, Published: 4-21-03
Status: Complete

One of the two certain things in the world is death. When it is near will I know? Will I accept it? Will I go willingly? Will I be able to stop it? Read and Review and be thanked!

Expectations

2003-04-17T14:59:42-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-17-03, Published: 4-17-03
Status: Complete

A small set of instances when I am forced into situations for love. But much more than I am willing to compromis to is being asked of me. I won't stand down! Read and review and be thanked!

Beneficial Risk

2003-04-17T14:57:50-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-17-03, Published: 4-17-03
Status: Complete

When is it ok to take the next step in a relationship? Can it be decided by one person? Can I be mindful of the other person's wishes, when I know what I want? Read and Review, and be thanked!

My Journey

2003-04-06T20:42:28-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-6-03, Published: 4-6-03
Status: Complete

Too many things distract you on your road. Too many obstacles hinder your progress. When love adds to the complications, one must decide if it makes a necessary distraction, or one that can be done without. Read and review, thanks!

If You Would

2003-04-06T20:40:37-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-6-03, Published: 4-6-03
Status: Complete

Have you been so nervous to ask forgivness? Have you just wanted to make things better by snapping your fingers? If you could, would you? If I asked, would I be forgiven?

Eyes to Your Shoes

2003-04-05T12:42:40-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 259, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-5-03, Published: 4-5-03
Status: Complete

Very random 'poem' about the encounter with the former love. It happened. We spoke and we both were unharmed. I though left a little emotionally off balance. So I focused by looking at his shoes. He looked good though. Darn thoughts!

Irrecoverable

2003-04-05T12:41:56-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 147, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-5-03, Published: 4-5-03
Status: Complete

When you remember the good times, the things that went wrong are remembered as well the things that you now regret more than anything. Needing to be forgiven for so many reasons, but not finding the courage to lay your open heart out on the line. My oppor

Physically Alone

2003-04-05T12:41:15-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-5-03, Published: 4-5-03
Status: Complete

A pen and paper is as close to a confession as I will get. Physically I want to see you, hold you, and touch you as I once did. Emotionally I want to have a connection, one that I can all a love. But I am alone, emotionally and therefore physically as wel

Play the Fool

2003-04-05T12:40:29-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-5-03, Published: 4-5-03
Status: Complete

Pay attention to me. I need affection. I am loud. I am pretty. I am everything you can ask for. But not for love, that is reserved for one person alone. But time does not allow the luxury. I need attention where I can find it. Love is not an option

Loose Ends

2003-04-04T12:23:43-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-4-03, Published: 4-4-03
Status: Complete

The traditional kiss goodbye, whether is for only a day or for forever, its tradition. I did get one, but I hurt so much at the time that now I can't remember it. I missed my kiss goodbye. I have no closure. Read and review, thanks.

In Anticipation

2003-04-04T12:22:41-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-4-03, Published: 4-4-03
Status: Complete

I was waiting for a message. I was told to stick around. There was something important that needed to be told. It turns out it never came. This was written while I was waiting. Maybe it was meant to embarrass me now that its done. But I gue

Simplicity of Life

2003-04-04T12:21:22-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 156, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-4-03, Published: 4-4-03
Status: Complete

I had a life that could have been comfortable, then I met you. And the disturbance was welcomed, for a time. Now that I have had my time away from you, I feel the need to have it back in my life. Read and review, thanks!

Arouse the Chaos

2003-04-04T12:19:54-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-4-03, Published: 4-4-03
Status: Complete

This was written while listening to 'The Wold' from '.hack//SIGN' This song moved me like 'Blue' of 'Cowboy Bebop' did. This poem is a movement. It is supposed to allow my hand to type exactly where my body wanted to move. Read and review, and be thanked!

Morning Eyes

2003-03-27T12:45:16-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 56, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-27-03, Published: 3-27-03
Status: Complete

I woke up earlier than I had wanted to. Hints of sunlight filtered through my horizontal blinds. I begged for more time, but more and more sun shown thought the blinds. So I got up and wrote about my awakening. A slight sexual meaning if you read a lot in

At The Races

2003-03-27T12:41:56-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 55, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-27-03, Published: 3-27-03
Status: Complete

People run to class, jam to work, rush through life. And if you don’t go above the speed limit you get left behind. Play the game, get caught up in it. That’s life. Leave a review if you have the time! Thanks!

You Can Not Reach

2003-03-26T13:46:12-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-26-03, Published: 3-26-03
Status: Complete

I was insulted by a complete stranger. And it got to me. I let the stranger's criticism hurt me. But I didn't stay hurt for long, instead I got mad! I got pissed, and the stranger heard about it. It was wonderful! Read and Review, and be thanked!

Addicted to the Past

2003-03-26T13:45:26-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-26-03, Published: 3-26-03
Status: Complete

More rants from me about feeling for a past love. Oh the horror of it all, and it makes for some really bad poetry. That should be incentive enough to make me stop thinking about him. If only it was that easy? Read and review, if you want.

Make a Disturbance

2003-03-20T14:23:52-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-20-03, Published: 3-20-03
Status: Complete

This is a little comment on me. I hate dressing up, but I do it often to prove that I can look like a woman. I always rise to challenges. But then again, doing so makes me feel sick. I hate following constraints.

Keep Me from the Dark

2003-03-20T14:22:53-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-20-03, Published: 3-20-03
Status: Complete

I needed to be saved from the surrounding darkness. It creeps ever closer. It will devour me, unless someone comes. Who will lead me from the darkness? Read and review, thanks you.

Asleep In Your Arms

2003-03-19T20:54:58-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 187, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

This is a poem wanting to remember a more pleasing recent event. I won't be a slave to the past, and will turn my eyes to that on the horizon. To a man that held me while I slept. Read and review. Thanks for listening to my rants thus

Lovers for a Single Moment

2003-03-19T20:53:55-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

I'd give anything to feel this way. One final time. One last moment as lovers. Together.

Residual Emotions

2003-03-19T20:52:59-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 163, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

I saw a former lover after some time. And emotions bubbled up from the bottom of a very dark pit, that I was hoping to be bottomless. Ensuing was a flurry of feelings and thoughts that I wish would leave me. I know too much now to go ba

Between Former Lovers

2003-03-19T20:51:54-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 253, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

In one night, one freaking night, my emotions have been turned upside down, tossed in every freaking' conceivable direction possible. If you have read my bio about my love life, and other poems on the subject of this poem, then you'

Doom Doom

2003-03-19T20:49:50-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: War
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-19-03, Published: 3-19-03
Status: Complete

"Doom Doom" The sounds of conflict, and impending war actions. This was inspired by J.R.R. Tolkien's "The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring" and the present world situation, on the brink of war.

Reciprocal Letters

2003-03-13T15:16:28-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-13-03, Published: 3-13-03
Status: Complete

I recieved an email from an ex. It was simple, no emotion, but I felt some. And I shivered at the though. Read and review, thanks.

Never and Possibly

2003-03-13T15:14:40-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 80, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-13-03, Published: 3-13-03
Status: Complete

Rethinking things. Or more correctly, remembering and understanding a failed romance. Saddened by the results, but accepting of the fall out. Its a huge loss, but an even bigger gain. Read and review, thanks.

Strangers Unfamiliar

2003-03-13T15:12:35-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-13-03, Published: 3-13-03
Status: Complete

Taken from the same setting as, "Man Sitting Across From Me", but a different day and different subjects. Watching people stand around is very inspiring. Read and review! Thanks!

Cornered

2003-03-13T15:11:11-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-13-03, Published: 3-13-03
Status: Complete

I was sitting in a corner, and had a pen and paper with me, so I did what any other sane person would. I wrote about it. Read and review! What is your corner like?

Two Days Two Men

2003-03-06T15:44:01-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-6-03, Published: 3-6-03
Status: Complete

Two days were spent with two different men. Both I hold/held emotions for. Those emotions collide after two days of confusion and fun. Read and review. Thanks!

The Man Sitting Across From Me

2003-03-06T15:42:05-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-6-03, Published: 3-6-03
Status: Complete

I was waiting for class to start and so was another guy. I have seen him in class before and I was intrigued. Not in a physical attraction but a perked interest. So I wrote about him.

Repetition

2003-03-06T15:40:43-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 43, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-6-03, Published: 3-6-03
Status: Complete

I was sitting in my class that I amways seem to zone out in and start writing. Well, here is another poem reflecting just how I was feeling. Read and review and receive many thanks!

Beauty Scorecard

2003-03-06T15:39:22-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-6-03, Published: 3-6-03
Status: Complete

Always under the microscope. Being judged and held up to the standards that the almighty and unknown god of perfection has created. Read and review. Related poem - While We're Talking

Moving Language

2003-03-06T15:37:46-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 12, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-6-03, Published: 3-6-03
Status: Complete

Summary not needed. Its short enough as it is! Read and review! ^_^

Brief Fantasy

2003-03-05T14:48:29-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-5-03, Published: 3-5-03
Status: Complete

Turned on by the smallest of things. Passing by a person and fantasizeing the possibilities. The sexual implications but more of a fantasy. Read and review.

Tricksy Friends and Lovers

2003-02-27T21:26:03-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-27-03, Published: 2-27-03
Status: Complete

My love left me, it was mutually decided. A friend has since then taken a liking to him, but she should know better. And she is hiding it from me. Being betrayed is never taken lightly! Read and review!

Professor Cliches

2003-02-27T12:07:42-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: School
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-27-03, Published: 2-27-03
Status: Complete

Pretty words inspire people to greatness, but when they have been spouted out about a million times they start to lose meaning. Read and review.

The Side Effects

2003-02-27T12:06:22-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 74, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-27-03, Published: 2-27-03
Status: Complete

If you have read "Miracle Drug" then you might want to read this as a follow up. Can be read on its own, but this was inspired by a review asking my wether the miracle had side effects.

A Man's Shoe Size

2003-02-27T12:04:32-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Humor/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 36, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-27-03, Published: 2-27-03
Status: Complete

You know what they say about guy's with big feet. They wear big socks and big shoes. Men just want to be manly. Read and review.

Rock Me to Sleep

2003-02-25T13:57:03-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 62, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-25-03, Published: 2-25-03
Status: Complete

The cooling breath of nature lulls you to sleep. A lullaby can be heard rustling through the trees. Read and review!

Miracle Drug

2003-02-25T13:55:51-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-25-03, Published: 2-25-03
Status: Complete

I can fix your pains. I want to be there for you. The only price is that I don't settle for half, I'll need your everything. Thats what you'll get in return. Read and review ... its kinda confusing.

Never As Deeply

2003-02-24T18:28:44-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

I was connected to a love more than physically. It was a sick partnership. I was left drained and broken. Never wating to be feel that deeply again.

Dawn's Guiding Light

2003-02-24T11:31:11-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Fantasy/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 160, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

When all hope seems lost, dawn creeps over the plains and the light rises high into the heavens, uplifting the hopes of men as well.

His Passing a Blessing

2003-02-24T11:29:53-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 160, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

Theme of death, and how one might not always see that as a bad thing, especially when the deceased wasn't that cared about when he was alive. Read and review, thanks.

Until the Sadness Lifts

2003-02-24T11:28:29-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

I am so used to pretending to be happy, its no wonder people have a hard time figuring me out. Waiting until I am not sad is like trying to fill a hole riddled jar with water. Read and review.

Outpouring Heart

2003-02-24T11:25:51-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-24-03, Published: 2-24-03
Status: Complete

Its hard for me to deal with the drama of my life, its harder still when I can't confide in my best friend. For one as emotional as I am, I desperatly need him to understand. Read and review.

My Silouhette

2003-02-22T12:05:03-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

I am a caged animal in my own skin. The silouhette in the window has more freedom than I do in the real world. Read and review. Thanks!

Men in the Movies

2003-02-22T12:02:15-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 67, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

The love from men in my daily life is no londer dependable, so I am going to love then men that will never betray me. Check my profile to se what I mean. Read and review!

Wear and Tear

2003-02-22T11:59:47-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

The many uses of s shirt. Clothing, armor, painting canvas, numerous possibilities! Read and review!

A Year Ago This Day

2003-02-22T11:55:42-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

A tribute to a date that will live forever in my mind. The day that I met the love of my life (see subject of Ice Blue)! It rhymes!!! Read and review.

Deceitful Images

2003-02-22T11:53:20-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

You yearn for perfection and to be greater that you are now, and the mirrior allows you to dream and wonder. But it lies and seduces and tricks. Read and review.

The Coward

2003-02-22T11:51:51-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

All that a person uses to hide their true identity is compromising their charater. That fake. That coward. That deserter.

Bed of Stone and Diamonds

2003-02-22T11:48:22-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 249, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-22-03, Published: 2-22-03
Status: Complete

Both would be uncomfortable, but the satisfaction from the diamonds would make the pain bearable. This is just a little social criticism. Read and review.

Ice Blue

2003-02-20T13:39:05-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-20-03, Published: 2-20-03
Status: Complete

For the love of my life, read to find out who! When that person's eyes can make you feel everything and more with out physical contact. Read and review and enjoy!

Not For You

2003-02-20T13:37:34-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 195, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-20-03, Published: 2-20-03
Status: Complete

When I am pushed aside, I instantly want to lash right back. Sling one or two insults, or prove the other party dead wrong. But I don't back down for any one.

Leading Questions

2003-02-20T13:35:18-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 213, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-20-03, Published: 2-20-03
Status: Complete

Fluffy romance. Read for a quick and very rare glance into my girly view on romance and love, not like my other angsty stuff! Pure fluff!

Off Limits

2003-02-17T13:44:09-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 421, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-17-03, Published: 2-17-03
Status: Complete

He should have been off limits, but I was weak, and he was beautiful. If she found out, I'd surley wish I was in hell instead. Read and review.

Plots of Betrayal

2003-02-17T13:42:24-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 233, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-17-03, Published: 2-17-03
Status: Complete

Stalking shadows sometimes take the form of a friend turned ememy. This is the account of my growing suspicions and distrust of a dear friend. Read and review!

Set Up Her Fall

2003-02-17T13:39:12-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 263, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-17-03, Published: 2-17-03
Status: Complete

She was a girl in love, and he was a boy obsessed. She needed out, but had to break away from the pedestal her had her chained to. Read and review.

My Little Socks I Love

2003-02-17T13:28:50-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-17-03, Published: 2-17-03
Status: Complete

Its the little things that just get you through the day. For me it is socks! I love them! Please if you have a love for any kind of nic-nack you know what I am talking about!

Give me a tie or Give me death

2003-02-16T17:06:28-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 371, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-16-03, Published: 2-16-03
Status: Complete

Hell hath no furry like me and my anger. If I want to wear a tie, I should be able to without any one giving it a second thought. Rated for use of one word. Read and review and revolt!!! Humor genre because it made me laugh!

That First Pretty Face

2003-02-16T12:33:58-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 274, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-16-03, Published: 2-16-03
Status: Complete

Don't be to eager to give your heart away, listen to my little story. I love this poem on a personal note, because it is something that I haven't been able to admit to myself for a long time.

Dried Up Tears

2003-02-16T12:32:10-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 367, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-16-03, Published: 2-16-03
Status: Complete

It is painful when not even the familiarity of tears can offer solace to a breaking heart. You are left alone with out a release that you once employed. Read and review and be much appreciated!

Murkey Slumber

2003-02-16T12:30:04-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 223, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-16-03, Published: 2-16-03
Status: Complete

Memories find a way to haunt you in your dreams. They seems to be hidden in symbols and shapes. In dreams the darkness of the mind plays. Read and Review

Crescendo

2003-02-16T12:28:21-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 199, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-16-03, Published: 2-16-03
Status: Complete

When music moves you, you tend to give it meaning. When the right music hits you, you can gice it a life of its own, for good or bad. Read and review!

Perhaps

2003-02-16T12:25:36-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 289, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-16-03, Published: 2-16-03
Status: Complete

When you're as lonely as I am you find yourself writing things like this, and admitting truths that you'd rather have kept hidden. Thanks for reading.

Missing Who I Was

2003-02-16T12:22:51-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 365, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-16-03, Published: 2-16-03
Status: Complete

Heartbreak after the loss of a lover. But the ensuing freedom from a suffocating relationship. Please read and review and be sure to enjoy!

Gone Too Soon

2003-02-16T12:18:38-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 189, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-16-03, Published: 2-16-03
Status: Complete

This is an older poem; I wrote this in high school. Death will separate loved ones physically, but bonds can survive even the farthest distances. R&R

Quality of Eyes

2003-02-13T15:23:10-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-13-03, Published: 2-13-03
Status: Complete

Ever have people just stare at you and then divert their eyes when you notice them? Well, I was inspired to write about it happening to me, and expanding on it. Read and Review!

That Cheap Feeling

2003-02-07T15:22:30-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 207, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-7-03, Published: 2-7-03
Status: Complete

I hate this poem for all the anger it released from me, and yet I owe it many thanks. Vent! Rage! Don't follow the taunting message of this poem! R&R! Thanks!

Entitled to Imaturity

2003-01-28T21:37:29-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 290, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-28-03, Published: 1-28-03
Status: Complete

Being pissy never felt this good. Anger is easier to yell. I want to yell at my ex, and here I have a chance to. R&R! No apoligies for my "immaturity".

When My Head Hurts

2002-11-27T11:56:57-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-27-02, Published: 11-27-02
Status: Complete

Ever think so much that your head hurts? Ever miss someone so much but like the pain? R/R Greatly appreciated!

Wish For You

2002-11-27T11:54:17-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 160, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-27-02, Published: 11-27-02
Status: Complete

Wishing for something does not guarantee it will be granted. Shooting stars don't actually have special powers. R/R please!

Freaks

2002-11-25T19:38:23-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 193, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-25-02, Published: 11-25-02
Status: Complete

By no means is this a complete list, but the last line ties it nicely.

While We're Talking

2002-11-25T16:56:26-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-25-02, Published: 11-25-02
Status: Complete

This is for all those who are feeling insecure at the moment, or for those that are always insecure.

House Of Books

2002-11-25T16:53:41-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 131, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-25-02, Published: 11-25-02
Status: Complete

Sick of being second best? I was, so I wrote this to vent about someone who was worshiped for only being a brain and not an actual person.

The Ignored

2002-11-25T16:47:07-08:00

Author: Jubei-chan1
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 140, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-25-02, Published: 11-25-02
Status: Complete

For those that find themselves alone in the corner most of the times.