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A Too long Distance

2005-07-10T15:30:18-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-10-05, Published: 7-10-05
Status: Complete

Even only three hours or a phone call away, it is too far! Nothing but right here by my side will suffice for my love.

Afraid for the Light in You

2005-07-10T15:24:24-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-10-05, Published: 7-10-05
Status: Complete

I am afraid of what will happen when I leave. I do not know what actions will be taken and what situation I will return to when I come back. It scares me

Save thee Pure

2005-07-10T15:17:55-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-10-05, Published: 7-10-05
Status: Complete

A semi-admotion for my Girlfriend and Wife-to-be.

ReDefinition

2005-05-08T22:30:59-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-8-05, Published: 5-8-05
Status: Complete

How do you go about love when it is secret?

A Brand New Machine

2005-03-13T21:43:37-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 6 Updated: 3-13-05, Published: 3-13-05
Status: Complete

So my grandfather had his third heart attack and is getting a pace-maker. This is the poem I sent to him with a card. Enjoy! (I know he will)

An Admonition of Understanding

2005-02-27T16:04:39-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 7, Words: 126, Reviews: 8 Updated: 2-27-05, Published: 2-10-05
Status: Complete

Growing older and becoming wiser, thinking harder and seeing more.

Pessimist

2005-02-23T21:42:32-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 212, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-23-05, Published: 2-23-05
Status: Complete

What would it be like if there was no agency, no freedom of choice, not just a despotic ruler, but real, total and absolute powerlessness, even in our thoughts? In essese, what would it be like to be a drone with only emotions from a creator unfathomable

Save Us, Oh Man of Metal!

2005-02-17T20:41:04-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Politics
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 223, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

Inspired by a drawing I saw. It deals mostly in thoughts of humanity growing old and needing something to save them. Please see note at end of poem for more information.

Dear Love

2005-02-13T16:27:44-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-13-05, Published: 2-13-05
Status: Complete

Read this somewhat like a love letter to an old flame. Emotions from my life and what I think she is feeling, though I dare not go too far in assuming, perhaps life will brings us again to one another.

As a Finger of Death

2005-01-27T19:48:56-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-27-05, Published: 1-27-05
Status: Complete

Make of it what you will... No idea where it came from and I can't really explain it... Just feelings of a realtionship I wish I was still in...

Carry You In the Memory of My Heart

2005-01-24T21:32:39-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-24-05, Published: 1-24-05
Status: Complete

Sadly, it is over. The love that bloomed, as a rose, has been cut. I am glad to have had her for awhile, to have felt love once again, to have known there is more to life. Maybe the future holds more than this taste... Time will only tell.

Words From You

2005-01-21T17:39:38-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-21-05, Published: 1-21-05
Status: Complete

Written yesterday while waiting in a depressed state for a certain someone to call me. I just wanted to hear her, to feel her over the phone and came up with this. Its been kicking around in my skull for a few days now. What do ya think?

In Memory of Life and Death

2005-01-17T22:20:17-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 162, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-17-05, Published: 1-17-05
Status: Complete

It all started with an admonition after a recent date, "Drive carefully." It stuck in my head for two days and I thought about what if I (or her) had died driving that night (or any night) and how much it would hurt without the other. Yea, really sad :(

A Short Book Of Stories

2005-01-17T20:01:01-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Adventure
Chapters: 4, Words: 2,028, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-17-05, Published: 1-6-05
Status: Complete

CHAPTER FOUR UP! This book will feature a new chapter each week, with each new chapter being about a new POV on the same battle. A semi-fantasy setting with more grounging on reality than fantasy. More medieval really. PG-13 for violence and such.

Fear Nothing

2005-01-17T08:51:55-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 38, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-17-05, Published: 1-17-05
Status: Complete

I wish I could have this happen everyday. Sitting inside, with the one you love, while the snow is falling with a nice fire going, while candles provide just the right amount of romantic light... yea, that'd be great!

Unchanged

2005-01-17T08:48:47-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 48, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-17-05, Published: 1-17-05
Status: Complete

Well, I got to thinking one day and thought about being taken for who I am, not who someone wants me to be. It also has alot to do with love.

Hearts Together

2005-01-08T09:32:55-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 21, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-8-05, Published: 1-8-05
Status: Complete

This is what I feel when I think about her and how our relationsihp has grown.

On Loan

2005-01-06T16:40:02-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 35, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-6-05, Published: 1-6-05
Status: Complete

About how our bodies are not ours for the time being. Just something I thought of a few nights ago.

Be One

2005-01-05T10:56:48-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 44, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-5-05, Published: 1-5-05
Status: Complete

Yet again, more poetry about the same girl I can't get out of my head. This one is mostly describing my dual feelings, wishing I wasn't in love while still wanting to be in love.

Grow

2005-01-03T22:15:23-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 26, Reviews: 7 Updated: 1-3-05, Published: 1-3-05
Status: Complete

About faith, and hearing what God to say to us.

How to Feel

2005-01-03T22:12:57-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 27, Reviews: 6 Updated: 1-3-05, Published: 1-3-05
Status: Complete

A night full of questions came up with this. Basicly asking what am to do being human.

Need Me

2004-12-21T10:49:12-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 5 Updated: 12-21-04, Published: 12-21-04
Status: Complete

After going to a party with some old friends and a certain girl, I wrote this. I was think about how they don't care for me at the time, but now I feel I did not give them enough credit. But it mostly deals with what I had felt while living in that area.

Wait, wait

2004-12-16T19:03:50-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 5 Updated: 12-16-04, Published: 12-16-04
Status: Complete

About an after date hug, this deals with more of the emotions of it and my thinking process, sort of. Its got all sorts of swirling emotions in it, and somehow I think it has more than just a hug described in it, but the hug brought it about.

I Fell

2004-12-16T18:31:22-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 8 Updated: 12-16-04, Published: 12-16-04
Status: Complete

My feelings after the first date. It deals mostly with how I didn't want to fall in love, but something drew me to fall for her. Its also about the bitter feelings the day I saw her again... which are now gone.

There is Nothing Left

2004-12-02T23:12:19-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 4 Updated: 12-2-04, Published: 12-2-04
Status: Complete

Pg-13 for refence to cutting (no, I have never). This one is another depressing one... Guess I'm in a mood tonight. But its about my life and what I've gone through and what strength I have left.

Cry

2004-12-02T23:08:36-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 25, Reviews: 8 Updated: 12-2-04, Published: 12-2-04
Status: Complete

Wrote this one cause I felt really weary of life, just felt like I had gained tons of (litterally tons) weight, and I was just really depressed... but its a good poem (I think)

Another Failure

2004-12-02T23:06:25-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 178, Reviews: 6 Updated: 12-2-04, Published: 12-2-04
Status: Complete

PG-13 for strong emotion of hate and fear. This is a poem I wrote about an addiction I had, Devil Beast Worm all refer to satan, Yea, its pretty strong on the emotion side... If you like angry yellings at the devil, then read it!

The Black Island

2004-11-27T00:21:10-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Sci-Fi
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 9,321, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-27-04, Published: 11-27-04
Status: Complete

A very interesting story I wrote for Creative Writing years ago. The setting is a futuristic world, high tech. The plot.. well... I think its about an evil orginization trying to take soemthing over... It's been a LONG time since I read it

Storming of The Moon Castle

2004-11-27T00:17:55-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 3,677, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-27-04, Published: 11-27-04
Status: Complete

I wrote this almost 4 years ago, I had no idea what fiction was... but it is an interesting story, if you don't like it, I'm sorry... strange world I created here, kind of like a cross of Bebop's gates and moon blowing-up thing, and some strange fantasy l

If Only I

2004-11-26T23:11:02-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-26-04, Published: 11-26-04
Status: Complete

If only I could tell the world… You’ve got to love You’ve got to love! I wrote this for the world. I guess I'm feeling empathetic tonight, but theres got to be an outlet for me!

I'd Be Yours

2004-11-26T08:44:24-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 7 Updated: 11-26-04, Published: 11-26-04
Status: Complete

I wrote this after a girl I liked said she would love to have all of Aragorn on her. Kind of got me thinking, and a little peeved.

Burning from this Infatuation

2004-11-26T08:40:36-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-26-04, Published: 11-26-04
Status: Complete

After I had filled up an entire book with my poetry, this was the last thing I had written, it is my first completly rhyming poem, and it's not about love of a girl, but love of poetry

Bleary Eyed

2004-11-26T08:35:51-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 35, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-26-04, Published: 11-26-04
Status: Complete

I really did have an empty picture frame and no picture... but it's about a girl I thought I had loved and our ensuing relationship.

Testing in My Time of Trials

2004-11-26T08:34:15-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-26-04, Published: 11-26-04
Status: Complete

I wrote this on a spur of intense poetry writing one day, it turned out very well, The title has a lot to do with it, check it out and see.

Mother, Father

2004-11-19T19:37:37-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

I wrote this from the P.O.V. of a child going through a divorce who was angry and decided to play a prank on his parents, he was going to hang himself, but only in pretend, but he accidently did.

A College Boy

2004-11-19T19:33:17-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 150, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

I wrote this during my freshmen year of college, I was kind of going for the 'I'm sad and I write sad poetry' thing, donno if I made it.

Too Much To say

2004-11-19T19:28:46-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

About my best friend who wanted to commit suicide, scared me witless for a week! Poem #2

It’s Not Over Yet

2004-11-19T19:26:13-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

About my best friend who wanted to commit suicide, scared me witless for a week!

Unknown, Imagine

2004-11-19T19:19:38-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 19, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

If only Fpress had Left indent to use, then this poem would be perfect! Not very sure what its about, but it is full of shadows and ambiguity.

Capture

2004-11-19T19:16:55-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 126, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

Darn, theres not a Genre for hate, I wrote this one after my college instructor gave me a failing grade on a paper my cousin stole. He was a jerk. Its got lots of emotion in it, for sure! If you know anger and indignation, read this!

Daemon Awoken

2004-11-19T19:12:48-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: War
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

Its war between us and the devil... this is my part

Wistful

2004-11-19T19:08:41-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 86, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

An old romance I happaned to be wishing I was still in one night, this is what resulted... I like it, but that may be cause I was in love :)

Shed

2004-11-19T19:05:51-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 179, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

This is some early work of mine, its a bit starchy, but its still good... This ones kid of like watching a dream... somehow

Thrasing

2004-11-19T19:00:48-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 46, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

I just imagined what it would be like to have the devil come and ask me to worship him, I told him no and this is what happened... O.o

Undisheveled

2004-11-19T18:57:48-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-19-04, Published: 11-19-04
Status: Complete

Getting tired is not fun, and this is what happens... not just tired, but weary in soul

Eat Away

2004-11-18T12:31:12-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

I imagined being a waterfall, scouring away the rocks, the stones and pebbles, destroying the dirt and everything and anything else that got in my way. I was driving and very angry when I wrote it.

UnRemembering

2004-11-18T12:19:13-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 53, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

About having to forget who you are on earth to remember who you are in heaven, it also has some bit about being redeemed from sin.

Poem of 8

2004-11-18T12:15:05-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 13, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

Its only four lines long, and deals mostly with the power of the human soul and what it can break or what it can make.

Full of It

2004-11-18T12:12:37-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

I always wanted to know what it was like to be almighty!

A Song of Healing Sorrows

2004-11-18T12:07:53-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 126, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

I wrote this one at EFY during testimony night, I read it there. It sort of describes my emotions during the past week and what I have gone through in my life and how I wish I could be free from it. I really like this one.

Thoughts

2004-11-18T12:02:20-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 36, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

What are these things we think? Do they have shape, or form, or even motion?

Invisible to You

2004-11-18T11:58:45-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 69, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

What its like being invisible to people you love.

Fire Petal

2004-11-18T11:26:09-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 61, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

Just imagining the sky in ashes as the world burns, slowly wastching a falling something. And then somehow, the world is no longer on fire, but I am now a flower red and orage as fire. I think it has mroe to do with a state of being than anything else.

Seeing

2004-11-18T11:21:19-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 15, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

There are two paths in life when it comes to looking at things beautiful. Kind of takes what people say about eyes and mashes it into one piece.

A Rhythm From Some Better

2004-11-18T11:19:19-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

This is kind of funky, like one idea stretched thinly to another, only to end up where I first started...

Telling Stories While making Faces

2004-11-18T11:16:01-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

What its like living behind a mask, a rather thin one at that.

Preaching To The Mirror

2004-11-18T11:12:29-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

Don't tell me what to do until you do it too!

That's Nice

2004-11-18T11:09:42-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Humor
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 14, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

What did we do to them birds?

A New Love

2004-11-18T11:06:44-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

This poem was written for my ex. About how she was the first one to be mine for awhile, this is a realitivly older poem.

I wish you!

2004-11-18T10:09:02-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 120, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

I was sitting in church awhile back and saw a beautiful woman. I wrote this poem about her. Now shes married, and not to me.

Soul Wound

2004-11-18T10:07:29-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

I wrote this after my friend left the church. It really delt me a blow. Made em think and really apprechate what I have, and what I believe in.

Death in Arms

2004-11-18T10:05:44-08:00

Author: Camman
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 32, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-18-04, Published: 11-18-04
Status: Complete

Wrote this for my ex, well sort of for her, more for me. I just wanted to be held all night. It came about cause after our dates we would just stand on her porch and hug for a while.