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Unbidden Thoughts

2008-12-06T21:11:18-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 125, Reviews: 2, Complete

Dark thoughts at times spring to the mind unbidden, and only as we hurry them back to the deepest corners of our mind, do we realize the truths in them.

Change

2004-11-04T16:11:04-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 3, Complete

Simply titled because I can't think of anything better, this probably is not finished and will be revised, nonetheless it appears here now

Her Love

2004-11-03T22:46:18-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Love
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 154, Reviews: 4, Complete

Something I wrote while thinking about her during a lecture

Ashes to ashes

2004-08-04T18:09:08-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 368, Reviews: 7, Complete

A comparsion of a girl with the black plague through the used of the childrens nursery rhyme which is morbidly about the plague

Impossible Girl

2004-08-04T18:06:15-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 228, Reviews: 5, Complete

Pretty much self-explanatory, I never knew such a person could exist, or that they could take you so unaware

There's Days

2004-06-10T21:59:52-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 385, Reviews: 4, Complete

Sometimes things get tough and you never know whats going to happen, but what gets me through is that I know there'll be good days again like those I can remember

Waiting

2004-06-08T08:38:08-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 254, Reviews: 6, Complete

I wrote half of this a month ago and the other half just recently so I think the meaning came out slightly skewed from what I intended originally...umm...its about "waiting for something to break" in your life

The Road Most Travelled By

2004-06-08T08:36:12-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 1, Complete

Obviously wirtten while thinking how Frost's poem applies to myself, how there are always paths to choose, you chose one, and I another, but why can't we creat our own better path?

Last Song

2004-05-26T18:33:28-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 484, Reviews: 6, Complete

Yesterday I found those pictures, and I realized there was no longer a point for me to hold onto them, so this is the last song I will ever write about her because she's no longer an impact on my life...

A Hypocritical Poem

2004-05-24T11:37:34-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 2, Complete

A poem srung from the fact that I'm tired of expressing all my emotions only in poetry and that it has done me no good, other than to make me more confused...so this poem is somewhat hypocritical...

There is no tragedy here

2004-05-20T21:09:32-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 222, Reviews: 6, Complete

So I got this weird feeling in my gut, played a few simple chords and this is what came out of me...I'm not really sure what it is...it may kinda be interpretted as a suicidal thing, but its not at all...umm...I think its just kinda feeling down about lif

Someone's Onlyone

2004-05-16T12:46:02-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 354, Reviews: 3, Complete

Here's song I wrote a while back, and am posting just now, after I put some chords to it, my brother threw in some drum beats, and I worked out a baseline...umm yeah, its about the frustratrion of women who just kinda string you along

Like Icarus?

2004-05-12T20:39:12-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 327, Reviews: 4, Complete

A song that doesn't really apply to myself right now, but the chorus came to me in the shower and I had to finish off the thought...a good song if you're in a relationship that you think is gonna fail, or maybe if you think its going to fast...yeah someth

The Norm

2004-05-09T18:48:09-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 2, Complete

Sadly situations like these have become the norm, situaions where I try to make things right, but still fail...tell me what you think (it could use a better title...)

A Spring Storm

2004-05-09T18:43:58-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 3, Complete

A storm rises once again in my life...I really like this one, and I'm actually somewhat proud of it...gasp...it'd be nice if you'd take a look...

Wasted Days

2004-05-07T15:41:40-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 231, Reviews: 3, Complete

Like most songs it is somewhat exaggerated, not the best, but I did like some of the lines enough to post it"wasted hours and days / Endless ink upon an endless page"

These Stars

2004-05-07T15:38:41-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 161, Reviews: 2, Complete

They are the guiding lights in your life (not my best stuff, simple rhyming quatraines)

Subvocal Feelings

2004-05-07T15:37:06-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 3, Complete

This feeling that exists in me below the surface, its something I can't place, and something I can't seem to get rid of

Can Anybody Hear?

2004-04-12T20:16:42-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 347, Reviews: 4, Complete

A song about events and incidents in my life...and the feeling you get when you wonder if there's anyone who can hear your pain...also...if said Dreamer Girl in the song would not read too much into it that would be greatly appreciated...I just...yeah...

Questions Without Answers

2004-04-12T20:13:52-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 1, Complete

I have so many questions about myself...but it seems unlikely that I will ever find the answers...

The Snake Within

2004-04-12T20:13:03-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 146, Reviews: 1, Complete

Merely a revelation as to how so many of the archtypal characteristics of the snake apply to myself

My star: A fragment

2004-04-04T18:01:42-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 33, Reviews: 2, Complete

Just a short fragment I found today scribbled down in a margin, thought I'd post it

Empty

2004-04-04T15:46:08-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 365, Reviews: 4, Complete

Here's a song thats really very depressing, written in a mood when I wasn't feeling to good about myself, or the world in general, I'm feeling better now, and some of this is simply poetric exageration anyways, but please do read

Unsaid

2004-04-03T22:35:39-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 231, Reviews: 1, Complete

All the things I'd like to say to her, but in poetry format. Not something I think is overly great, yet I have to post it simply because I feel it so much...

The Night

2004-04-01T01:00:14-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 248, Reviews: 1, Complete

Merely a poetic representation of an event, if you know the event it question please don't read too much into it, but still know that it inspired me

The Heart's Shadow

2004-03-26T01:56:31-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 4, Complete

This is the heart's shadow, it's dark side, what it fights to hold onto as it knows it should let go

Like the Sun

2004-03-26T01:54:59-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 3, Complete

Like the Sun this never seems to end, I wish for an eternal dawn, or at least an eternal dusk.

Searching

2004-03-22T15:36:41-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 3, Complete

I suppose this could be a song, but I just kinda wrote it as a poem with a chorus, and it has no music to it. It's about the confusion, and the difficulty trying to find yourself in life

Drowning: A fragment

2004-03-22T15:25:17-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 2, Complete

Something really short that I came up with, not really a whole poem, just sort of the feeling that I occasionally get when life gets hard

Don't Speak

2004-03-22T15:24:03-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 0, Complete

I'm tired of hearing what you have to say, I'm done with it, just let this all be already

Hidden

2004-03-22T12:41:11-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 43, Reviews: 2, Complete

Come out from hiding, and show us all who you really are. There's no reason to be afraid any longer

Flood me, drown me

2004-03-22T12:39:27-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 1, Complete

Let istall go, release your pain in me, and I'll be there for you when its time for you to heal

Confusions

2004-03-17T12:43:27-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 4, Complete

A poem about my life, and how its confusing, and convoluted, and how I really don't know what to do with it

Rocket Girl

2004-03-17T12:32:11-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 256, Reviews: 1, Complete

Here's a song about a girl...obviously...that seems to be in almost another world, sometimes I think she's destined for the stars, but I'm afraid she need to come back down to earth before she crashes and burns

Stay Away

2004-03-14T13:02:24-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 3, Complete

Another drunken mistake, another poem for an outlet to this pain

Numb

2004-03-13T01:10:27-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 3, Complete

About a friend of mine, and a disturbing pill problem we just found out she has, not the best of stuff, but I'm gonna toss er up here just cause I know it'd mean something to a few people

In the Forest of my Life

2004-03-09T09:58:55-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 1, Complete

Quick little poem I wrote Stats class today instead of listening to the lecture, it not the best but I thought I'd throw it up, umm...its just about life and how its confusing and how the futures so unknown but I'm going to keep on trying to find my way

Today I'm Alive

2004-03-08T14:51:24-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 241, Reviews: 5, Complete

Here's one thats not depressing. Its about how you wake up one day, or you have a really great conversation with someone andyou realize that everything is gonna be okay, even if you haven't got it all figured out

The Overwhelming Heart

2004-03-01T18:01:36-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Love
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 4, Complete

This ones how you struggle with what you logically know is right and what your heart tells you to do. Its how your heart always seems to take control, even when you don't want it to

No thoughts

2004-02-29T17:14:11-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 237, Reviews: 2, Complete

Quick little song I whipped up in the shower today as I was wondering why I can't seem to shake her from my mind

Drunken Confessionals

2004-02-28T16:30:48-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 7, Words: 438, Reviews: 3, Complete

Alright, these aren't really full songs, they're, like the title says, merely a series of things that I've written while drunk. They're fragments, that I may continue, tell me if you like one idea in particular

Memories and Tragedies

2004-02-05T21:23:49-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 324, Reviews: 2, Complete

When you feel as though you've messed everything up in your life and you're left with merely the memories of the past and the tragedies of the present

Should I hope

2004-01-28T14:25:54-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 372, Reviews: 1, Complete

I made a mess of things, and now I'm wondering if it can ever go back to the way it was, should I even hope?

The AntiIrish Drinking Song

2004-01-25T14:29:58-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 332, Reviews: 1, Complete

Its not anti-Irish, but anti-drinking. It was written to the kind of tune an Irish drinking song has after a very bad night that would have been a very good night without the influence of alcohol.

Blindman

2004-01-18T16:16:28-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 228, Reviews: 6, Complete

Some old I dug up and decided to post to see if its even halfway decent. Its how I long ago ruined a friendship cause I just couldn't see the big picture. Please tell me what you think

Waterwings

2004-01-17T16:24:45-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 373, Reviews: 4, Complete

Ever get the feeling that your drowning in your problems, and there's one person who can make them all seem to go away. It's her, she's my water-wings, she keeps me afloat.

A Road

2004-01-16T11:27:37-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 372, Reviews: 2, Complete

You'll come to a point in your life when you have to leave the past behind, keep your feet on the road and follow it to brighter skies

Sacrificial

2004-01-14T14:29:41-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 201, Reviews: 3, Complete

I've reached a point in my life where I have to stop doing things for others and live my life for me.

It's alright to Dream

2004-01-04T00:43:35-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 319, Reviews: 5, Complete

about how when things are really bad in your life its okay sometimes to let go and dream about the good things

Her

2004-01-04T00:42:25-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 289, Reviews: 4, Complete

I need a better title (advice-anyways, it's about how this girl was going through a really tough time and I just wanted to be there to help her and tell her everything would be okay

She's a different kind of poem

2004-01-04T00:40:17-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Love
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 5, Complete

okay, the title messed up, but this is something I wrote after reading Shakespeare's Sonnet 130 and realizing how most poets compare women the inanimate objects and how she's nothing like any of that

Letting Go

2003-12-02T16:25:44-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 284, Reviews: 1, Complete

About a breaking up and then wanting to move on, but at the same time wanting to hold on to what you used to have.

Broken Glass

2003-10-10T09:58:32-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Love
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 6, Complete

Another poor attempt at poetry. If its really horrible tell me so and I'll make it a point not to attempt this again. Oh...its about that point in a relationship were things are so fraglile they could break at any moment.

Tastes

2003-10-09T22:32:47-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Love
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 4, Complete

My first real poem. Please tell me what you think, esp. if its poor. Oh...its about the pain of love

Here with me

2003-10-06T09:29:37-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 324, Reviews: 2, Complete

I want to be with her, but at the same time I think she's using me, she's pushing me down. She's my joy and my pain.

Missed my Chance

2003-08-25T23:32:44-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 356, Reviews: 8, Complete

A song about my stupidity and a really amazing girl

Ghosts

2003-08-25T22:53:41-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Fantasy
English, Rated: K+
Fantasy
Chapters: 8, Words: 21,660, Reviews: 24, Complete

Updated, Chp. 8. This ones a very long pulse pounding chapter of background revealing dialog again with a little Ghost for some spice, but I swear the heavy actions coming soon

No time left

2003-08-17T22:52:36-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 292, Reviews: 3, Complete

I don't know. A girl, no time left to describe my feelings, so lets just hold on what we've got now, yeah kinda like that

Breaking the Silence

2003-08-17T21:11:59-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 310, Reviews: 5, Complete

Have you ever just wanted to scream, to do something because you feel so helpless. To have something tangible to rage against instead of just silence.

TOGIMWNASDS

2003-08-11T21:47:15-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 239, Reviews: 9, Complete

Title: The only girl I've met whose NOT a stupid drunken slut - wrote this a while back,you get the point, I think its kinda poor so feed the flames

I'm sorry

2003-08-10T19:29:02-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 321, Reviews: 4, Complete

I'm sorry, I never meant to say anything that might hurt you, but you asked me to be honest and I was. I really am sorry that this can't be worked out.

Last Chance

2003-08-09T02:09:21-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 222, Reviews: 3, Complete

A song written to a friend who is making poor decisions and throwing his life away

No Hope

2003-08-09T02:07:23-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 274, Reviews: 3, Complete

A song about a girl (how come they always seem to be) and realizing my feelings are meaningless

Happy Holidays

2003-08-09T02:05:45-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 294, Reviews: 3, Complete

A song about a not so happy Christmas at home

Punk Rock Anthem

2003-08-04T00:12:14-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 11, Complete

I wrote this? I pity anyone who has to read this...

Broken By a Bottle

2003-08-04T00:11:02-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 253, Reviews: 5, Complete

A song about life at home you'll get the point

Empty bottles

2003-08-03T00:37:41-08:00

Author: BeyondRepair
Song
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 161, Reviews: 7, Complete

A song I wrote when a family member passed away. Title explains