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Mental Love Affair

2007-09-14T21:51:24-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-14-07, Published: 9-14-07
Status: In-Progress

The term: Mental Love Affair is defined as sharing your heart with someone outside your relationship. Sharing and being with them emotionally in ways you should be with you gfbf.

Left to Wonder

2007-09-14T21:19:10-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 173, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-14-07, Published: 9-14-07
Status: In-Progress

So this one, ladies and gentlemen, is hot off the press 9.14.07 It talks about being just left to Wonder

Nameless

2007-09-12T19:42:24-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 167, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-12-07, Published: 9-12-07
Status: Complete

This is an expression of feeling that I felt like I could not get out any other way than to write.

A Little Voice Inside

2006-06-13T12:19:51-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-13-06, Published: 6-13-06
Status: Complete

Just written a day or two ago. Very raw and somewhat unedited. (6.10.06)

A Loss

2006-06-09T12:54:35-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-9-06, Published: 6-9-06
Status: Complete

Another longer, perhaps better in my opinion, poem about the loss of an important friendship.

What Went Wrong

2006-06-09T12:52:34-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-9-06, Published: 6-9-06
Status: Complete

A new poem of mine, about long-time best friends growing apart.

Wails of the Insane 2001

2005-08-25T12:09:18-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-25-05, Published: 8-25-05
Status: Complete

Hard to explain. Just read...

Jayson 703

2005-08-25T11:53:10-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 197, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-25-05, Published: 8-25-05
Status: Complete

About liking someone, and finding out they are just like everyone else. Also about waiting to be intimate in realtionships.

Poetry 9899

2005-08-25T11:52:03-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-25-05, Published: 8-25-05
Status: Complete

About poetry...pretty self-explanatory

Control in Doses 9899

2005-08-25T11:50:42-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-25-05, Published: 8-25-05
Status: Complete

About society at large

The Sensation

2005-02-17T06:50:22-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 65, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

I was trying to express exactly what it felt like, for me, to cut. I wasn't cutting at the time and I figured I would write about it.

The Secret to Protecting Yourself

2005-02-17T06:49:11-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 279, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

From a time when I was feeling very "closed-in", and I didn't want to get close to anyone.

Reasons

2005-02-17T06:48:12-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 161, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

Explains, or attempts to, the reasons I cut.

Survivor

2005-02-17T06:47:25-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 224, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

Again,the other upbeat one. Themes of "beating the odds".

Phoenix

2005-02-17T06:46:30-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

I think this is one of the few upbeat poems I have; this and Survivor. Themes of coming from darkness into to light, so to say.

My Sickness is my Muse

2005-02-17T06:44:57-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

Again, I think the title is self-explanatory. At one time I felt like this, not so much anymore.

Mommy Dearest

2005-02-17T06:43:40-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 120, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

I may have just renamed this one, if so, let me know. I think the title is pretty self-explanatory

Memory

2005-02-17T06:42:32-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 140, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

I poem I did when I was quite upset at the Memory...(Or the possibility of it)

Inside the Mind of a Cutter

2005-02-17T06:41:05-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 220, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

A work I did to portray what being a cutter is like. Not sure how well I did, but you all can be the judge.

Because it Hurts to be Real

2005-02-17T06:37:13-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 325, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

This is a spoken word piece of mine, a little older (2002) but still good all the same. ( I think)

Book of Fantasies

2005-02-17T06:17:09-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 2, Words: 3,024, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

These are a collection of fantisies (none actually took place) of mine that I chose to write down. It was experimental, really. Graphic sexual nature

The More I Hurt You, The More I Love You

2005-02-17T06:11:40-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Biography
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 3, Words: 12,422, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-17-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

NOT FICTION This is a semi-autobiographical peice about a very difficult time in my life, maybe the most difficult. VERY GRAPHIC The faint of heart need not read. (A work-in-progess)

Celest

2004-03-01T16:50:46-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 410, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-1-04, Published: 3-1-04
Status: Complete

spoken word. My oldest spoken word piece. "Knock her out, slap her face/ As long as no one sees, there'll be no less grace" can you feel the sarcasm? read on...

If I Died

2004-02-29T19:36:30-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 207, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-29-04, Published: 2-29-04
Status: Complete

spoken word. "...But a cutter by any other name/ still bleeds the same/ still cuts herself, buried in shame..."

Here It Is

2004-02-28T20:06:53-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 405, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-28-04, Published: 2-28-04
Status: Complete

spoken word. "The deeper into my sickness I sink/ The less I talk, and the more I think/ The more I think, the more I do/ Cut my flesh all the way through." Another one that's hard to explain.

The Aftermath of Love

2004-02-28T16:01:04-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-28-04, Published: 2-28-04
Status: Complete

spoken word. oh...the aftermath of love. I think the title describes it well.

Respect

2004-02-28T15:26:40-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-28-04, Published: 2-28-04
Status: Complete

spoken word. "So I'm bout to blow my own spot up, just like Em did in 8 Mile/ I'll gut myself so you can't do and smile..." hard to summarize, read on.

Battle

2004-02-28T15:13:26-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-28-04, Published: 2-28-04
Status: Complete

spoken word. This is a "battle" (think '8 Mile) to an ex of mine, I wrote right after we broke up. You don't know how much better I felt after writing it. Only thing that'd make it better would be performing it for her.

Suicide

2004-02-28T14:53:49-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 28, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-28-04, Published: 2-28-04
Status: Complete

A short little peice (just a thought that popped into my head). This does not actually talk about killing yourself, contrary to the title, just poses a question, then a solution.

Nature's Adoration

2004-02-28T14:39:04-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 187, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-28-04, Published: 2-28-04
Status: Complete

written: 2000. I was trying to express how very much in love I was, although I still feel the same way, about this person. I was trying to express how if all the animals in nature knew this person, they would trade their strengths simply to be near them.

What is Love ?

2004-02-25T08:21:06-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-25-04, Published: 2-25-04
Status: Complete

Oh my god! A love Poem? I wrote this a while ago, though. Well, here you go.

Hurt

2004-02-24T08:16:11-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 163, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-24-04, Published: 2-24-04
Status: Complete

About a tragic event that occured...and the unconventional way a young girl dealt with it.

Poem 1

2004-02-21T14:48:50-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-21-04, Published: 2-21-04
Status: Complete

My most praised poem...everyone's favorite. (And very appropriatly so, considering the inspiration for it ::wink::)

The End

2004-02-21T11:23:25-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 254, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-21-04, Published: 2-21-04
Status: Complete

I cannot summarize this, you REALLY have to read it.

SelfHate

2004-02-21T08:37:38-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-21-04, Published: 2-21-04
Status: Complete

ever wanted to make people think you were one certain way to protect yourself? This is about that.

Breakdown

2004-02-21T08:28:31-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-21-04, Published: 2-21-04
Status: Complete

The process of a breakdown...and deciding that you won't be hurt like that again. "She'll never go back to this"

Felt This Alone

2004-02-21T08:04:35-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-21-04, Published: 2-21-04
Status: Complete

About how heartbreak can make you feel so many different things...

Ball and Chain

2004-02-18T18:44:28-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-18-04, Published: 2-18-04
Status: Complete

Very simply put, a poem about secrets. That is, after all, what inspired it: a secret that couldn't be told.

Madness Portrayed

2004-02-18T18:28:26-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-18-04, Published: 2-18-04
Status: Complete

a poem about heartbreak and how it can make you feel...

Songs of a Broken Heart

2004-02-18T06:02:29-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 272, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-18-04, Published: 2-18-04
Status: Complete

This was an attempt at something new: I used the titles of songs that were "our songs" and rhymed them together in a poem about how we ended up.

The Root

2004-02-16T19:38:11-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-16-04, Published: 2-16-04
Status: Complete

Some of the reasons I do what I do...

MyLife

2004-02-16T17:02:22-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 192, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-16-04, Published: 2-16-04
Status: Complete

This poem has a special meaning to me, it is very personal. Few poems of mine actually make me grimace when I read them...this is one of them. The title tells it. (graphic)

A Daughter's Anguish

2004-02-16T16:10:46-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 162, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-16-04, Published: 2-16-04
Status: Complete

A poem about me FINALLY realizing how I really feel about my mother. Took four years and a lot of therapy...

Carnage & Brutality

2004-02-16T15:57:58-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 174, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-16-04, Published: 2-16-04
Status: Complete

This is yet another one that I am not sure how to summarize, just read it. Perhaps later on I will come up with a summary for it like I did with a lot of my other ones.

A Daughter's Love

2004-02-07T20:41:30-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 271, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-7-04, Published: 2-7-04
Status: Complete

A poem about JUST how strong a daughter's love can be.

A Poem for my Mother

2004-02-05T19:54:44-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 380, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-5-04, Published: 2-5-04
Status: Complete

A poem about what a mother is supposed to be, and what my mother was.

An Intimate Revenge

2004-02-04T16:35:23-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 307, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-4-04, Published: 2-4-04
Status: Complete

A poem I wrote for someone (Well, it could actually be to a couple people) I hate. (Yes I know it is a strong word, I use it with all the strength in it.) People who hurt me immensely. I was kind of day dreaming of revenge on them, comforting myself by t

Convincing Myself

2004-01-22T17:03:43-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 253, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-22-04, Published: 1-22-04
Status: Complete

In this poem I am doing just that...convincing myself, trying to talk myself into making the "right" decision. (And not hurt myself)

Under Siege

2004-01-19T17:49:24-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-19-04, Published: 1-19-04
Status: Complete

I am not quite sure how summarize my poetry...sometimes it is hard enough coming up with a title. If you have any suggestion, please let me know.

Soldier

2004-01-19T17:46:46-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-19-04, Published: 1-19-04
Status: Complete

This is just talking vagualy about my life, and expressing that as a result of the things I have lived through, I feel that I am a soldier.

Razor to You, Crutch to Me

2004-01-19T17:39:09-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-19-04, Published: 1-19-04
Status: Complete

I am not quite sure how summarize my poetry...sometimes it is hard enough coming up with a title. If you have any suggestion, please let me know.

My Gift

2004-01-19T17:01:22-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 163, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-19-04, Published: 1-19-04
Status: Complete

Very simply put, this is to someone whom I consider a gift from God. This poem was trying to express that very thought.

Lust Verses Love

2004-01-19T16:54:12-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-19-04, Published: 1-19-04
Status: Complete

This is talking about how I was uspet because once again I had thought I was in love, and I was not. I went on to explain the difference.

Don't Come to Me With Her

2004-01-19T16:48:10-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 229, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-19-04, Published: 1-19-04
Status: Complete

This poem is basically me saying, how I did not want to hear from my girlfriend about how her ex wanted her so badly: it pissed me off. So I wrote about it...and gave it to my girlfriend.

Do Not Love Me for Reasons Untrue

2004-01-19T16:42:22-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 219, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-19-04, Published: 1-19-04
Status: Complete

This is basically saying the reasons I do NOT want to be loved for. I specifically named some of the things people have told me.

A Violent Past With Violent Dreams

2004-01-19T16:39:37-08:00

Author: Celest Covax
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-19-04, Published: 1-19-04
Status: Complete

It is amazing how one certain event, or even a several, can haunt you...even invading such a sacred thing as your dreams. This poem conveys such.