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What is Normal Anyway?

2008-05-12T08:57:33-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 34, Words: 17,678, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-12-08, Published: 11-21-07
Status: In-Progress

Is normal really anything besides a reading on a thermometer? If there is such thing as normal then when did I stop being normal and start being weird. According to all the doctors and everyone I'm abnormal and psychotic but personally I'm sick of label

Introductions Are Hard

2007-11-14T16:58:18-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,798, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-14-07, Published: 11-14-07
Status: In-Progress

My first intoduction to the world of psychiatric hospitals. I was ten. The doctor let me choose between the normal eating disorder program that was for teenagers, or the children's psychiatrac unit for kids my own age. I chose the psychiatric unit..

Control

2007-10-12T14:46:09-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 3,056, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-12-07, Published: 10-12-07
Status: Complete

Hannah's life is too much to deal with. The sexual abuse she endured for years has chipped away at her defenses. Lately the only thing she feels she can control is her diet. But is she really controlling her diet, or is her diet controlling her?

Let's Pretend

2007-08-14T14:50:17-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-14-07, Published: 8-14-07
Status: Complete

Let's pretend that nothing happened, let's pretend that I'm okay. Sometimes after you've been violated, abused, and raped, that's all you want to do. Just pretend that everything's all right, but it's not. It never is.

Ruptured Reality

2007-08-14T14:44:45-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,441, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-14-07, Published: 8-14-07
Status: Complete

Life's hard when you have a psychotic disorder, Mara knows this from personal experience. While living at a residential treatment facility for teens with mental health issues Mara must figure out how to deal with her hallucinations and delusions.

Twelve Years Old and Going On Eighty

2007-07-22T07:54:05-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 936, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-22-07, Published: 7-22-07
Status: Complete

Sometimes a child is forced to grow up too fast. Sometimes a child ends up losing out on part of their childhood. A number of factors cause this Lost Childhood Syndrome. Having cancer is one of them.

Caffienated Accident

2007-06-03T17:16:17-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 490, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-3-07, Published: 6-3-07
Status: Complete

I was full of summer plans and a longing for an icy Diet Coke. Mom told me to remember, To put on my helmet. I promised her I’d wear it and then tossed it by the side of the garage. So begins a young girl's headlong rush into a bad biking accident.

Playing with Ana

2007-05-28T11:44:07-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 343, Reviews: 8 Updated: 5-28-07, Published: 5-28-07
Status: Complete

A deadly character called Anaanorexia, lures innocent children into her arms and entices them with dangerous games that have lethal consequences.

Locked Inside

2007-05-13T05:16:19-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 247, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-13-07, Published: 5-13-07
Status: Complete

It's traumatic being locked up in a psychiatric hospital. It forces you to face yourself and sometimes that's one of the hardest things to handle. Sometimes you just want to escape the hospital and your feelings, but you can't. You're locked inside.

I am a Survivor

2007-04-27T14:59:49-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 290, Reviews: 4 Updated: 4-27-07, Published: 4-27-07
Status: Complete

The story of how I survived five years of physical and sexual abuse, told in the form of a poem.

Just Another Day

2007-04-22T05:55:29-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Biography
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 757, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-22-07, Published: 4-22-07
Status: Complete

Daily I do battle with my mental illness. This is what happens when psychosis and suicidal thoughts take over and the staff at my residential treatment program need to guard over my life for me. For others it's a nightmare, for me it's just another day.

Where I'm From

2007-04-17T14:39:22-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: Spanish, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 499, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-17-07, Published: 4-17-07
Status: Complete

Sometimes other people just don't understand what life's like for me and the place I'm trapped in. This is what life's like when you've been dealing with an eating disorder for more then half your life.

A Letter to My Therapist

2007-04-17T06:58:34-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Biography
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 527, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-17-07, Published: 4-17-07
Status: Complete

This is dedicated to my therapist. The only one who's ever been able to actaully help me. I struggle with bipolar, psychosis, feeling suicidal, and an eating disorder. Thank you to my therapist for actually understanding and being able to help

Splinter of Hope Stuck Inside

2007-04-16T07:06:59-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 189, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-16-07, Published: 4-16-07
Status: Complete

Everyone has something that keeps them alive. Sometimes even just a tiny splinter of hope wedged deep in the darkest part of our heart is enough to keep us from totally self destructing. How I survived my suicide attempt

What's Wrong With This World?

2007-02-11T15:11:35-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 215, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-11-07, Published: 2-11-07
Status: Complete

A depiction of the craziness in this world that we live in. What's wrong with it and what can we do?

Storms

2007-02-11T06:46:07-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Adventure/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,442, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-11-07, Published: 2-11-07
Status: Complete

Three plots occur at once in this nontraditional story. While a girl stands on a roof top debating whether to jump, an older man watches Hurricane Katrina coverage down the street and a blizzard is blowing through far away. All three storms collide.

Starving for a Hug

2007-02-11T06:37:53-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,240, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-11-07, Published: 2-11-07
Status: Complete

Lacey wakes up in the middle of a dream she can't quite remember. Everything around her looks normal except that she's haunted by an unresolved incident with her therapist. The disturbing encounter won't stop runnning through her head until she fixes it

Hopelessly Hoping

2007-02-11T06:28:28-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-11-07, Published: 2-11-07
Status: Complete

A young girl sits in a psychiatric hospital thinking about her life and her problems. She wonders if she messed up so badly this last time that it's hopeless.

So am I Guilty?

2007-02-11T06:23:04-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 235, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-11-07, Published: 2-11-07
Status: Complete

So am I guilty for hating a staff at the residential program I live at? I can't stand the lady, what does that mean about me? This poem is about a lot of intense angy feelings. I wrote it for this person who seems to be able to make me cry everyday.b

Judgement

2006-12-24T13:37:26-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 250, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-24-06, Published: 12-24-06
Status: Complete

This poem was written as a response to my therapist continually telling me that I'm safe because the voices I hear in my head are only hallucinations and can't hurt me.

The Monster that I Need

2006-12-18T05:30:48-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 377, Reviews: 6 Updated: 12-18-06, Published: 12-18-06
Status: Complete

A poem depicting the intense struggle of an eating disorder. Do I want it, or do I want to get better?

I'm the One

2006-12-17T06:12:52-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 120, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-17-06, Published: 12-17-06
Status: Complete

A sexually abused girl is ready to fight back

Begging

2006-02-09T14:03:52-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 162, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-9-06, Published: 2-9-06
Status: Complete

A girl lives in the street after running away from an abusive father.

Shattered Dreams

2006-02-09T14:00:31-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 188, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-9-06, Published: 2-9-06
Status: Complete

A girl mourns the dreams she has lost to the demons of mental illness

Broken Butterfly

2006-02-07T12:43:15-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-7-06, Published: 2-7-06
Status: Complete

A poem about growing up too fast

Lost Innocence

2006-01-26T14:05:42-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 131, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-26-06, Published: 1-26-06
Status: Complete

A young girl is pushed by society to turn into a treenager, before she's ready. PG-13 for mention of cutting.

Haley's Story

2006-01-24T18:12:44-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 6, Words: 2,729, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-24-06, Published: 1-24-06
Status: Complete

Haley's Story

What if?

2006-01-22T07:31:09-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-22-06, Published: 1-22-06
Status: Complete

A girl wonders how her identity is affefcted by her experiences. Rated Teen for mention of sexual abuse, anorexia, bullimia, and cutting.

Stuck in Time

2005-10-30T04:41:55-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-30-05, Published: 10-30-05
Status: Complete

A fifteen year old girl realizes that while everyone around her is getting older she seems to still feel and look eleven

Who Am I?

2005-10-30T04:39:03-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 58, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-30-05, Published: 10-30-05
Status: Complete

A girl realizes her mental illness has changed her so much she barely knows herself.

Dead End Ahead

2005-10-30T04:35:39-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-30-05, Published: 10-30-05
Status: Complete

I'm headed down a dead end spiral. This poem describes how a mentally ill character is going down a path she hates.

Pretending

2005-10-30T04:32:20-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 87, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-30-05, Published: 10-30-05
Status: Complete

A victim of abuse talks about how hard it is to appear normal

Swinmming Naked in Homework

2005-03-24T07:43:49-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 65, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-24-05, Published: 3-24-05
Status: Complete

the struggles of facing all the homework in high school, the draining effect it has on a person.

Two Worlds, one girl

2005-03-17T16:09:40-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 14, Words: 26,223, Reviews: 5 Updated: 3-17-05, Published: 1-5-05
Status: Complete

A story about Psychosis, told from the viepoint of a psychotic young girl and her best friend. PG-13, for self mutilation.

What Do You See?

2005-03-03T08:04:03-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-3-05, Published: 3-3-05
Status: Complete

Whaty do you see when you look into the eyes of a mentally ill kid? Do you see the insanity? Or something else?

Flying to Neverland

2005-03-02T07:55:29-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 8, Words: 846, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-2-05, Published: 2-17-05
Status: Complete

a story in poems of an anorexic girl who decides she never wants to grow up.

Can't Cry

2005-02-24T17:50:12-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 306, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-24-05, Published: 2-24-05
Status: Complete

An abused girl who tries to stand storng through all the beatings, tells her story through a poem. Rated PG-13 for abuse.

Where Did I Go Wrong?

2005-02-09T09:18:53-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-9-05, Published: 2-9-05
Status: Complete

A kid lies in a padded room on a psych unit.

A Single Tear

2005-02-08T09:26:12-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 106, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-8-05, Published: 2-8-05
Status: Complete

A poem of anorexia/bulimia

Mental Illness Speaks

2005-01-07T03:53:48-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-7-05, Published: 1-7-05
Status: Complete

This is a message to the world about mental illness and the way people treat vicitims of it. Covers all bases of mental illness, schizophrenia, depression, eating disorders, OCD, Bipolar, ADHD, etc...

Starving

2005-01-04T11:10:24-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Young Adult
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Adventure
Chapters: 3, Words: 4,861, Reviews: 7 Updated: 1-4-05, Published: 1-3-05
Status: Complete

the story of an anorexic runaway. PG-13 for graphic eating disorder descriptions and discussion of suicide.

I died Last Night

2005-01-04T10:39:44-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-4-05, Published: 1-4-05
Status: Complete

This is the poem told from the view of a young girl with cancer. Her death tells us about life.

Kayla

2005-01-01T14:45:02-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 3, Words: 5,691, Reviews: 5 Updated: 1-1-05, Published: 9-14-04
Status: Complete

This is a story about an anorexic/bullimic girl who is sick of life and how she tries to to take things into her own hands

Lost Fairy Tale

2004-12-30T17:40:02-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 282, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-30-04, Published: 12-30-04
Status: Complete

This is a story I wrote about what my life could have been but isn't. A lost childhood. Lost to the demons of abuse, eating disorders, bipolar, and psychosis

Lost Girl

2004-12-07T14:34:31-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,115, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-7-04, Published: 12-7-04
Status: Complete

Warnining. Poem by suicidal girl! I'm having a hard time. My voice is dry from screaming. But it seems like no one takes the screams seriously. This poem/story reflects my frustration. PG-13 for suicide and overwhelming despair and fear. Please R an

Fragmented

2004-11-30T10:46:38-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 336, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-30-04, Published: 11-30-04
Status: Complete

This is an inner narration of my fragmented thoughts as I try to make it through the day without totally losing it. I already have basically lost it though, as this little monologue demonstrates. PG-13 for manic/psychoticness and cutting, self-mutilatio

Breathing Poison

2004-11-30T09:57:02-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-30-04, Published: 11-30-04
Status: Complete

a poem reflecting my current state of mind. Dark and depressing PG-13 for depressingness. Please R&R

Biting the Hurt

2004-11-15T09:36:01-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-15-04, Published: 11-15-04
Status: Complete

This is a poem discusses a young girl's deviation from the standard form of self mutilation, to her own genre. This may contain triggering material. PG-13 for vivid depictions of self mutilations.

Safety Net

2004-10-15T11:40:43-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

A poem reflecting immense hurt and pain, the kind that numbs you and terrifies you, a refreshing change from my other works though. This one actually has an ending. PG-13 for depressing content

Lie To Me

2004-09-01T07:49:37-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-1-04, Published: 9-1-04
Status: Complete

This poem was inspired by a website house-of-sins.com It's documenting the downward spiral of my life. PG-13 for talk of eating disorders and another not fun subjects like cutting

Fading Away

2004-08-30T12:38:39-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-30-04, Published: 8-30-04
Status: Complete

This is a poem i wrote right before i attempted suicide. It's another dark depressing, and otherwise fun, work of mine. PG-13 for thoughts of suicide and general sadness

Save Me

2004-08-27T10:52:28-08:00

Author: Frostany
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 5 Updated: 8-27-04, Published: 8-27-04
Status: Complete

i have a strange obsession with death, suicide, and other happy, productive subjects. Rated PG-13 for thoughts of suicide