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Stagnant Pool

2008-03-20T18:15:09-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 354, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2004. Expressing my rage at complacency. M for language.

Love Kills

2008-03-20T18:05:37-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 309, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2003. Is being cheated on better or worse if you know about it? For 6 months to a year I was trampled on daily by the person I loved more than anything. Ironically, this is to the same person "One Thing" was written for. M for being generally vulgar.

One Thing

2008-03-20T17:52:55-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2003. A simple, agonizingly honest love poem. No hidden meanings, just raw devotion. It's not limited to romantic love, either, but to all the ways you can love a person, despite the fact that I did write it for my lover.

Days Of Affliction

2008-03-20T17:44:14-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2003. Attempting to capture the feel of clinical depression and the general angst that has clung to me for most of my life.

Wish I Had A Beer

2008-03-20T17:37:57-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 329, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2002. Filling the void with whatever's available while my love is distant and uncertain... M for language and boozing.

Song From My Stupid Heart

2008-03-20T17:14:12-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 355, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2001. Being in love with someone who mostly just keeps you around for the times they need you, and because they know you can't tear yourself away no matter how they treat you. Not serious abuse, just general coldheartedness. M for ye olde f-word.

Wastelands

2008-03-20T17:01:15-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 389, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2001. Ever desperately wanted someone, and violently hated them for spurning you? The darkest depravities happen when the lines between different lusts are blurred. I may go back and do minor editing when I think of improvements, but it IS complete.

Carnivore X

2008-03-20T16:51:18-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 300, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2000-01. Bitter, insensitive, and unapologetic ode to survival of the fittest.

I Am The Flood

2008-03-20T16:43:18-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Crime/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 408, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2000-01. Relating to school/workplace shootings and the ripples of tragedy surrounding them. This has been censored in the past because it's written from the PoV of the killer. It's terrible how this keeps becoming relevant over and over again...

Broken

2008-03-20T04:18:51-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Friendship
Chapters: 1, Words: 273, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2000-01. Ever desperately wanted to save someone you deeply loved, and couldn't?

Pretend

2008-03-20T04:07:25-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 313, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2000-01. Musings on the darkness in my soul, and how I wish that, sometimes, my inner demons would just give me a break for a while... M because it's way creepy.

Legion Of Defilers

2008-03-20T04:02:21-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Humor/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 254, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1999-2000. About being part of the "weirdo/freak" crowd in high school, and how we kept corrupting our friends with our darker tastes. Exaggerated, as we ourselves often were; slightly tongue-in-cheek. M for both innuendo and obvious naughtiness.

Elegy For Ego

2008-03-20T03:51:20-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 263, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1999-2000. Being enthralled to someone, whether chained by your heart or by a self-destructive addiction to a person who is obviously terrible for you. Expressed through a heavy bondage metaphor. Disturbing on every level. M for obvious reasons.

Suicide And Wine

2008-03-20T03:44:43-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 338, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1999-2000. General weariness at the world, and a desire to sleep forever.

Violation

2008-03-20T03:37:39-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1999. Yet more about the evil in my soul, and the creepy things I often think of people as they innocently talk to me. Complete for now because although I MAY rework it I'm not sure how. M for foul language and unholy wickedness.

I Had To Know

2008-03-20T03:30:45-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 297, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1999. About not knowing where you stand in the hearts of those dear to you. There was a time when I was enamored of two people, and neither crush went anywhere, and I was always, always left hanging even in the simplest of matters...

Dreaming

2008-03-20T03:24:35-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 273, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1999. A typical rock song about unrequited love.

I Craved

2008-03-20T03:17:04-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 519, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1999. Giving in to one's dark side, and being destroyed by it. Semi-stream-of-consciousness. M for violence, sex, death and evilness.

The Reviled

2008-03-20T03:05:49-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 389, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1998-99. I have felt evil pressing around me and welling from within, and it's not always worth it to resist. I may slightly rework this someday, but for now, it is done.

Severance

2008-03-20T02:57:05-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1998-99. Ever get what you want, and then find it terrifies you? Musings on such, and on death, and on experimental rhyme schemes.

Masters

2008-03-20T02:49:12-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 181, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1998-99. Lyrics about rising up from metaphysical oppression, destroying one's captors, and giving in to the desire to euthanize the more pathetic individuals in your life. M for language and rudeness.

A Poet's Law

2008-03-20T02:37:18-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2000. Musings on my craft, in the form of a sonnet. This may have been for my junior year English class, but I don't remember whether it was an assignment or not.

Delusions For The Common Good

2008-03-20T02:17:51-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 2000. Frustration at those lacking in imagination, and thinking they know best for others. No one has the right to limit the world in the name of someone else's perceived helplessness. I used "contrariwise" in homage to Ogden Nash.

Gallows

2008-03-20T02:11:19-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Crime
Chapters: 1, Words: 222, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1999-2000. Don't judge others in haste; none of our hands are ENTIRELY clean. I wrote this in the span of a day and then got stuck for a year on the last verse. And it's been ages, and I DO consider this finished, but I may feel another coming on...

Waiting

2008-03-20T01:57:35-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1998-99. What is it you feel while watching the sun set? Do your yearnings seem more painful? Does life seem more delicious? Do you feel both at once, like I do? It's just that feeling I have no words for...but this is my attempt to put words to it.

The Sea

2008-03-20T01:49:15-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1998-99. Toying with language and moods and dark imagery.

The Dream

2008-03-20T01:37:40-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1998. An actual dream I had. The words followed and I absolutely NEEDED to write them down. Of course, my 10th grade English teacher thought I was on drugs and I got sent to the counselor again. I LIVED in the office that year thanks to her. XD

To The Fallen

2008-03-20T01:15:15-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1997. An ode to failed empires, collapsed totalitarian governments, and alternative rhyme schemes.

Omniphage

2008-03-20T01:06:35-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Horror/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 260, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1997. When you relinquish your soul, whether to drugs or to the Devil, the Omniphage laughs...Rated M for language and general grossness.

Phantasmagoria

2008-03-20T00:44:58-08:00

Author: Cavanoskus
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 355, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

c. 1996. The nature of existence? History? Humanity? Everyone interprets this one differently. All I can really say it means is the feeling you get when you read it.