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On my mind Again

2006-11-03T04:53:03-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 178, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-3-06, Published: 11-3-06
Status: Complete

It's a fierce thing the passions in my mind and body. Once more I'm almost drowning in them, but Im slowly learning to swim. The needier side of a feeling that rides me like a horse in the heat of battle.

Rustified Fear

2006-10-30T09:47:02-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-30-06, Published: 10-30-06
Status: Complete

Waking up a day after and realizing that that fear that pulls back isn't entirely something I can't control. One more chain that's gonna snap!

Pretty Bandaged Coins

2006-10-22T00:56:57-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 186, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-22-06, Published: 10-22-06
Status: Complete

I've got ten pretty bandaged coins upon my fingers, they shine right out before me. And all those that see them come, will know my thundering story.

Red thoughts

2006-10-21T02:27:34-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Mystery/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 45, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-21-06, Published: 10-21-06
Status: Complete

Just a little bleak something that was barely etched out in the early hours of the morning. Hinging at the greating something inside my skull

Tension

2006-08-17T02:52:17-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 257, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-17-06, Published: 8-17-06
Status: Complete

Love's a curse, and then you get some!

Choices

2006-08-12T01:14:47-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 254, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-12-06, Published: 8-12-06
Status: Complete

Thoughts on what is really right for those you love. How do you know? You go with what you feel will keep them safest at night. What will keep the nightmares away, and the feelings upright.

Paused

2006-07-31T23:00:14-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Mystery
Chapters: 1, Words: 80, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-31-06, Published: 7-31-06
Status: Complete

An interesting thought as I look up from my laptop at my house.

The Stronger Road

2006-06-16T01:46:49-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Spiritual/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 277, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-16-06, Published: 6-16-06
Status: Complete

There are two ways to find strength. In solitude, and in companionship. Both can be painful, but which is stronger?

Worthiness

2006-06-15T05:50:03-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Mystery
Chapters: 1, Words: 160, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-15-06, Published: 6-15-06
Status: Complete

Ponderances on when it's ok to ask something of another. When do you know they'll give it to you freely, from their heart, not because they feel they should. When will they enjoy it to you of their own vollition?

Double Sided Coin

2006-06-12T13:40:08-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Mystery
Chapters: 1, Words: 170, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-12-06, Published: 6-12-06
Status: Complete

I am the Harlequin, the double sided coin. A battle is my life, because I need more than one choice.

The Demon and the Angel

2006-06-12T00:48:28-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 256, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-12-06, Published: 6-12-06
Status: Complete

How do you deal with two such opposed natures in a person? Which side is right? Which side is wrong? Do you go with one, or do you go with both?

Never Relenting

2006-06-12T00:31:50-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-12-06, Published: 6-12-06
Status: Complete

Expressing my control. A message so hard to show to those near to me. Expressing something at all.

Fighting Forever

2006-06-11T23:00:32-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 288, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-11-06, Published: 6-11-06
Status: Complete

Can you stand forever, against the test of time. Musings on life, and being different.

The Game

2006-06-11T22:37:49-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Humor/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-11-06, Published: 6-11-06
Status: Complete

Welcome to the game, will you be ready to play when it shows up for you?

Always Saying No

2006-06-11T22:14:11-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-11-06, Published: 6-11-06
Status: Complete

Just feelings from times long past. Guess it was about time they hit verse form. Spur of the moment.

You or Them

2006-06-07T22:58:00-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-7-06, Published: 6-7-06
Status: Complete

A poem inspired by the revitilization of thought in my life. It's based on who is right in the world, and who is wrong. Is it you, or Them?

Perceptions of Innocense

2006-05-31T20:58:32-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 117, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-31-06, Published: 5-31-06
Status: Complete

This has been inspired by a few thoughts on my situation. How can I love the way I do, yet the whole world will call me harlot and cheat. Well, I'll love as I do, because I can, and show them all their faults! Reviews are loved!

Innocent Paradise

2006-05-29T21:34:31-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 178, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-29-06, Published: 5-29-06
Status: Complete

This is something that I've been trying to write for three days. It has been inspired by my closest loves, Rent, and the need to hurt myself. It is a poem about having something you crave so deeply, and getting it in the most completely innocent of ways.

Mistress of Melody

2006-05-18T02:25:18-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-18-06, Published: 5-18-06
Status: Complete

Writen when I'm way too drowsy, and a muse in a song of a loved one, and all the ones that she has for me.

The Truth

2006-04-30T00:15:52-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 240, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-30-06, Published: 4-30-06
Status: Complete

Ok, so Ma petite is just every so good at getting me into a poetic mood. This one is rated the powerful emotions that fuel it, and the complicated yet simple thing it tries to say. Of course I dedicate it to Ma Petite.

Private Dreams

2006-04-22T23:06:21-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Fantasy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-22-06, Published: 4-22-06
Status: Complete

A little poem in a bout of selfishness. Then remembering why I don't need to be that way.

Nursery Rhymes

2006-03-25T14:46:28-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-25-06, Published: 3-25-06
Status: Complete

Growing up, and how to keep all the good things close while you give them up. Inspired by all my friends, and some wonderful conversations.

Cause of Depression

2005-11-08T03:19:53-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-8-05, Published: 11-8-05
Status: Complete

Yet another poem inspired and based on depression. Enjoy o' pervayers of dark delight, and feast on my tortured soul. Though my own torture it may bev.

Three Women

2005-11-07T04:01:58-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-7-05, Published: 11-7-05
Status: Complete

The night I was touched by those who look after the guardians. Those that come to breaking souls, who's duty is to stand strong for all time. The night I found comfort in the arms of three women.

Darkness' Love

2005-09-21T00:07:15-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 130, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-21-05, Published: 9-21-05
Status: Complete

A way that I like to think I love in. Dark romanticism deep in my heart. I dedicate this fluffy peice to ma Petite

Feelings Thought Forgotten

2005-09-21T00:05:48-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-21-05, Published: 9-21-05
Status: Complete

A rather fluffy thing for me. Its actually about love too, and the words a friend gave to me regarding another. I dedicate it to my Chere, and Ma Petite, you know who you are.

Madness of Depression

2005-09-05T13:35:34-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Drama/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

Why can't depression just leave me alone... it doesn't have a reason to be here this time... Words that just wont leave me in this frame of mind.

Hurting for your Love

2005-09-05T00:43:04-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

Feeling hurt for some one you never thought you loved. Why wont the pain just go away when it isn't supposed to be there in the first place.

Agonizing over Forbidden Love

2005-09-04T20:12:42-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 185, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

What keeps flashing through my mind, what wont leave me to my kind. Why can't I just get her off my mind? Why can't I let her go to were she wants to go?

The Demon Child

2005-09-03T23:48:22-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Spiritual/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-3-05, Published: 9-3-05
Status: Complete

Discovering that what you once sought to get away from has truely consumed your entire being. What can one do against such a fate?

Birth of the Dark Fire Pheonix

2005-08-31T18:16:15-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 44, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-31-05, Published: 8-31-05
Status: Complete

The birth of the dark fire that burns in my heart. The drive that forever returns me from the ashes of my attempts.

Underhanded Love

2005-08-31T18:15:13-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-31-05, Published: 8-31-05
Status: Complete

About the only way I think I can love any more. Do you think this is love, or am I just too broken to feel that any more?

Self Inflicted Agony

2005-08-29T09:40:36-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-29-05, Published: 8-29-05
Status: Complete

This was inspired by the act of two friends, seeming to do a tango of relationships, and what shouldn't feel like betrayal to me... Something hard to describe that came out screaming to be heard.

Questions left Unanswered

2005-06-01T22:48:30-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 375, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-1-05, Published: 6-1-05
Status: Complete

My brooding thoughts spun into poetic verse in my state of hypnotic tranquillity. Reviews are loved.

Weakness

2005-06-01T09:59:48-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Tragedy/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 494, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-1-05, Published: 6-1-05
Status: Complete

Its dark, its worthless, don't waste your time...

Curse of my Spirit

2005-05-05T21:41:10-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-5-05, Published: 5-5-05
Status: Complete

Well I've been sitting and thinking again, and well there was a computer near by, so this popped out of my head and onto the screen. Copyright me.

Begginings of Battle

2005-05-05T16:19:46-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Fantasy
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Fantasy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 430, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-5-05, Published: 5-5-05
Status: Complete

This was an assignment from one of my classes. Its a one shot unless people want to continue it. It is based on the journeys of a young Shifter, that wants to become a druid. I give credit to DnD Eberron setting for shifter and villaged and places. They a

Practice of Body and Mind

2005-05-05T16:11:49-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Action
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Adventure/Fantasy
Chapters: 1, Words: 306, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-5-05, Published: 5-5-05
Status: Complete

A boredom fic, that features me fighting. Its a one shot of weapon play and just creepy thoughts. Enjoy my boredom. Copyright me.

Spirits Dawn

2005-05-04T23:28:51-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: School
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 47, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-4-05, Published: 5-4-05
Status: Complete

About the reaction one gets at being terrifying, and abnormal. Copyright me.

Emotional Ragdoll

2005-05-04T23:26:45-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-4-05, Published: 5-4-05
Status: Complete

Another dark poem brought to you from my dreary world. Yes, its Copyright me.

Of Love and Hate

2005-03-01T21:04:16-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 304, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-1-05, Published: 3-1-05
Status: Complete

A relationship that was best ended. The dark story of betrayal, unrhymed, to my annoiance, though suits my dark emotions just fine. Rated for the darkness.

I am Forever

2005-03-01T21:02:04-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Spiritual/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 39, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-1-05, Published: 3-1-05
Status: Complete

My Dark origins, my Dark herritage. I am all of these, forever. Rated for the darkness as always.

The Darkness Within

2004-10-17T15:03:24-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-17-04, Published: 10-17-04
Status: Complete

As always, the rating is for my own darkness. This is a poem built off of seeing my own inner most fear, of my own hatreds, and doubts, and thus taking them, accepting, and growing from it.

Path of Pain

2004-10-15T23:22:53-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

Rating due to the darkness breathing the life of this poem. Welcome to my dark struggle of life.

Fear to Darkness

2004-10-15T23:13:06-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

Again rating for the darkness with in. This is a collection of poems I have written thrown together, as I didn't want to post each individually, with the ending being an original to close them all together. I feel it goes rather nicely.

Maze of Life

2004-10-15T23:04:56-08:00

Author: Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 74, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-15-04, Published: 10-15-04
Status: Complete

I rate this PG for the darkness of it. This is from a bleak view in the travels of my life. I hope you all enjoy the dark writings to come