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Bed of Roses

2009-03-29T20:23:59-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 0 Updated: 3-29-09, Published: 3-29-09
Status: Complete

Everyone will tell you roses have thorns.

Pretty Girl

2008-06-23T04:03:23-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 165, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-23-08, Published: 6-23-08
Status: Complete

The pretty ones are always ugly inside.

Edge of Salvation

2007-09-11T02:41:23-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-11-07, Published: 9-11-07
Status: Complete

What is more beautiful Than fighting, searching so determinedly For salvation across a chasm— —on broken wings?

The Far Reaches

2007-09-11T02:40:03-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-11-07, Published: 9-11-07
Status: Complete

All our actions have consequences.

Suicide Club

2007-09-11T02:39:01-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 49, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-11-07, Published: 9-11-07
Status: Complete

...in a city with many faces...

Perfection

2006-11-29T18:25:28-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-29-06, Published: 11-29-06
Status: Complete

...You’re hungry she’ll feed you misery and obsession...

My Darling

2006-04-19T17:24:37-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-19-06, Published: 4-19-06
Status: Complete

//...Your words are like knives / Cutting away at my consciousness / ‘Till I doubt I’m alive...//

By the Angry Sea

2006-04-19T16:59:16-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-19-06, Published: 4-19-06
Status: Complete

//...At the edge of a cliff that dives down to the deep / Evil, wicked whispered of torturous love / Call out through the wind, roaring while I weep;...//

A Banshee's Scream

2006-02-04T22:38:17-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 4 Updated: 2-4-06, Published: 2-4-06
Status: Complete

I've ceased being human because of you...

Reborn

2006-02-04T22:37:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 160, Reviews: 0 Updated: 2-4-06, Published: 2-4-06
Status: Complete

It's an interesting feeling, to suddenly be free after being tied down to a person for so long...

I'll Always Remember

2005-12-19T20:48:37-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 191, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-19-05, Published: 12-19-05
Status: Complete

Don't make me mend these scars and take away the memories of all that we've shared. [A messed up, disjointed poem that probably had no right being written, but oh well.]

Third Heart

2005-11-16T15:53:57-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-16-05, Published: 11-16-05
Status: Complete

//...This third heart I hear beating / Drowining out all my screaming...//

Icy Deity

2005-11-08T17:52:03-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-8-05, Published: 11-8-05
Status: Complete

Everyone seems to think I'm cold and unfeeling.

Maudlin Daydream

2005-11-08T17:46:14-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-8-05, Published: 11-8-05
Status: Complete

How selfish of me to want you like this.

Hold Me

2005-11-08T17:41:58-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-8-05, Published: 11-8-05
Status: Complete

I'm in your arms and bleeding...

Dark of Night

2005-11-08T17:37:39-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-8-05, Published: 11-8-05
Status: Complete

Embracing when I bleed for you...

Distant Desire

2005-11-02T21:52:32-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-2-05, Published: 11-2-05
Status: Complete

Longing.

Solitude

2005-11-02T21:47:41-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-2-05, Published: 11-2-05
Status: Complete

At least alone, there's no one to hurt you but yourself.

Lose Myself

2005-11-02T21:43:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 117, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-2-05, Published: 11-2-05
Status: Complete

I don't want to lose myself to this jealousy.

Whisper

2005-11-02T21:37:51-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-2-05, Published: 11-2-05
Status: Complete

To feel for someone who isn't yours.

Teenage Romance

2005-10-22T20:15:51-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 256, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-22-05, Published: 10-22-05
Status: Complete

It's irritating that so many people my age think they're in 'love' with every single person they date. Written in angry rant mode, i.e. without any sense of poetic style. Choppy and harsh. If you're a teenager in love, this probably isn't for you.

Sick

2005-10-21T21:15:54-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-21-05, Published: 10-21-05
Status: Complete

I can't look at you and not feel sick!

Were I Not So Scared

2005-10-21T21:14:43-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-21-05, Published: 10-21-05
Status: Complete

I'd live my life, were I not so scared.

Where Nothingness Begins

2005-10-10T19:24:54-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 117, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-10-05, Published: 10-10-05
Status: Complete

This ends where nothingness begins.

Bleed for Me

2005-10-06T16:52:47-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Poetry/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-6-05, Published: 10-6-05
Status: Complete

All this pain is wrought from love. Oh darling, bleed for me...

Ensnaring Time

2005-10-06T16:51:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-6-05, Published: 10-6-05
Status: Complete

I thought I saw, but I was blind.

Crimson Addiction

2005-10-06T16:48:40-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-6-05, Published: 10-6-05
Status: Complete

There's no such thing as a "recovered" cutter.

Paradoxical

2005-10-06T16:47:29-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-6-05, Published: 10-6-05
Status: Complete

The pain's so hot, it's almost cold...

To Overcome This

2005-09-28T20:22:35-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-28-05, Published: 9-28-05
Status: Complete

Is life worth the pain?

No Strength

2005-09-28T20:15:40-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 147, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-28-05, Published: 9-28-05
Status: Complete

I'm too exhausted to resist this contradiction.

My Nothing

2005-09-26T18:48:24-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

I shouldn't crave for this romance!

I've Never Lived

2005-09-26T18:47:04-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

I cannot die; I've never lived.

What Desperation!

2005-09-26T18:45:45-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 99, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

What desperation fills your soul?

So Blind

2005-09-26T18:44:04-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

It would be different, were you mine!

Small Scraps

2005-09-26T18:42:41-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 140, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

A romance that wasn't.

Abandonment

2005-09-26T18:41:19-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 67, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Being abandoned is the worst sort of torture

Irrelevant

2005-09-26T18:40:10-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Nothing I do is enough for you.

My Valentine

2005-09-26T18:38:02-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 146, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Oh what a shame! For such a kiss to bring such pain!

Thaw

2005-09-26T18:35:40-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

From my pain you got your bliss!

Pretty Lies

2005-09-26T18:34:17-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

What pretty lies; what velvet words!

It Was the Pain

2005-09-26T18:32:41-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 102, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

It was the pain that made you care!

Eventual Value

2005-09-26T18:30:50-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 112, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

I’ll one day be worth something!

Nostalgia

2005-09-26T18:27:33-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 2, Words: 268, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Can't lose myself to nostalgia!

Alchemist's Eye

2005-09-26T18:22:45-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

The inanimate now comes alive.

Sado Masochist

2005-09-26T18:19:10-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 136, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

//...I may be a masochist, but I / Come back each time you make me cry; / I may be a sadist, it's true / I enjoy inflicting pain on you; //

Fallacy

2005-09-26T18:16:20-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

How cruel a fate bequeathed to me!

Carpe Noctem

2005-09-26T18:14:26-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Seize the night.

Unknown

2005-09-26T18:12:15-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

I miss the past.

Complacent Apathy

2005-09-26T18:09:37-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 121, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

//...I said "see" and so you saw— / You said "forget" and you forgot! //

Blame

2005-09-26T18:06:54-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Don't blame me for crying.

Hollow

2005-09-26T18:04:57-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 137, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Raindrops wash away what I couldn't forget.

Pieces

2005-09-26T18:02:41-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Nature
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

The wind whispers its song to me.

No Longer

2005-09-26T17:59:48-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

In the darkest of the nights were tears...

Would You?

2005-09-26T17:41:56-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

If I died, would you one day grieve?

Nepenthe

2005-09-26T17:38:43-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 201, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

I've cried a thousand tears for what you've said.

Empty Promise

2005-09-26T17:34:58-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 228, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

//...You told me you'd never be like him / You'd be the friend he'd never been...//

Wind

2005-09-26T17:32:19-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 112, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

You're no more constant than the wind.

No Requiem

2005-09-26T17:26:44-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

No one will remember me!

Broken Savior

2005-09-26T17:24:57-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

I can't save you when I can't even save myself.

Ignored My Cries

2005-09-26T17:22:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 328, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Nothing like a poem about murder to make your anger dissipate.

Never Again

2005-09-26T17:19:10-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

Never will I let myself feel that way for someone else.

Frayed Ties

2005-09-26T17:16:31-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 207, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

I wish I had never met you!

The King's Garden

2005-09-26T17:14:41-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 162, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

//...He said the heavens wept when we kissed / For true intensity they then knew...//

Misunderstood

2005-09-26T17:11:26-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 115, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

You couldn't help me even if you wanted to.

Identity

2005-09-26T17:09:38-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-26-05, Published: 9-26-05
Status: Complete

When a friendship becomes stifling, and someone tries to be you instead of be your friend, what do you do?

Pathetic Little Girl

2005-09-25T16:45:28-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

"Together forever." That's what you said.

Abyss

2005-09-25T16:42:45-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

Never was there a darker day.

Faked Tenderness

2005-09-25T16:40:21-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

//...The blinding hatred burning red / The bodies lay so bloody—dead...//

Disassociation

2005-09-25T16:38:38-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 188, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

Somehow, no matter how much you proclaim your love, it never amounts to much.

China Doll

2005-09-25T16:36:27-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

//...You may think that I don't feel, / That I'm a china doll / You may think that I'm not real / And don't feel pain at all...//

The Impossible

2005-09-25T16:34:35-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 167, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

I won't shed another tear for you.

Only So Much

2005-09-25T16:28:47-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

There's only so much I can do; it still isn't enough!

What Shall I See?

2005-09-25T16:27:05-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

What shall I see past the lies that you told?

Mirror, Mirror

2005-09-25T16:25:17-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

//...Mirror, mirror, let me see / Surely this person isn't me? / I'm not the girl with tear-stained cheeks / I'm not this girl who looks so weak! //

The Circle

2005-09-25T16:21:35-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 162, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

Sometimes, religion can help you through the most terrible times in life. [about Wicca]

Save Me

2005-09-25T16:17:16-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

Help me; I can't bear this weight!

Need

2005-09-25T16:15:19-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

Why don't you see I need you?

No Indication

2005-09-25T16:12:17-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 191, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

//...No sound, no tears, no blood, no indication / No hint from inside to know I'm lying ...//

Burdened

2005-09-25T16:01:58-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

My soul is burdened by the pain.

Let Me See

2005-09-25T15:52:40-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

Please let me in once again.

Every Day

2005-09-25T15:47:38-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

Every day it gets much worse.

Not Quite

2005-09-25T15:43:38-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

The way that you treated me wasn't quite fair

Enough

2005-09-25T15:37:51-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

//...Please don't make her run / She's already hurt enough / Please don't make her cry again / She already wishes she was dead...//

Kept Your Silence

2005-09-25T15:34:30-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 186, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

A romance that never happened.

These Stones

2005-09-25T15:31:37-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

A dumb little metaphor.

Emptily Remembering

2005-09-25T15:29:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 573, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

//...It was just a cold day in December / How was I to know it would change my life? //

Falsified

2005-09-25T15:20:39-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 251, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

Can you see behind the mask?

Drown

2005-09-25T15:16:21-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 237, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

//...Your words cut deeper than this knife ever could / ANd you rlies burn far worse than flames...//

Overwhelming Pain

2005-09-25T15:13:07-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-25-05, Published: 9-25-05
Status: Complete

An almost-sonnet.

Reveal Truths

2005-09-24T18:46:30-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...The spilling blood betrays the fact / My happiness is all and act...//

Burn Away

2005-09-24T18:43:58-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I'll let the flames take these words into oblivion.

Put Back the Pieces

2005-09-24T18:41:05-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...I'll put back the pieces / I'll tape up the shards / I'll make you release me / I'll break free from these bars...//

Unbreakable Jewel

2005-09-24T18:38:26-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 228, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I will not fall apart because of you.

Not Worth It

2005-09-24T18:35:52-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I will learn to go on without you.

What Was a Lie?

2005-09-24T18:33:10-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 234, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Did you lie when you said that you love me, or now when you say that you don't?

I Still

2005-09-24T18:31:30-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 165, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I am drowinging in these memories.

Close My Eyes

2005-09-24T18:29:07-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

When I close my eyes, I can pretend none of this ever happened.

Each Scar Is a Memory

2005-09-24T18:26:59-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 207, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Each scar is a memory of a day you brought me pain.

You'll Be At Fault

2005-09-24T18:23:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 216, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

An angry, irrational moment

Aid the Unwilling

2005-09-24T18:20:47-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 135, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

A bad poem

Impossible Expectations

2005-09-24T16:04:57-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 151, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I'm sorry I wasn't perfect. I can't help but have these flaws.

Waking Nightmare

2005-09-24T16:01:05-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 240, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

My whole life seems like one unending nightmare.

No Forgiveness

2005-09-24T15:58:25-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 220, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...There is no forgiveness / For anyone but you / How can you be so selfish / After all I did for you? //

I Didn't Think

2005-09-24T15:55:30-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 283, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I really thought you cared for me more than this.

Like This

2005-09-24T15:50:41-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

My fate was in your hands.

Affect Me This Way

2005-09-24T15:47:41-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 341, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...You hurt my body, broke my mind / You made me hate being alive...//

The Only

2005-09-24T15:35:01-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 303, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

You're the only one who can dry my eyes, and the only one who can make me cry.

Not Anymore

2005-09-24T15:30:07-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 230, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I've never cut this deep before...

Who You Once Were

2005-09-24T15:27:51-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 293, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I only love who you once were.

The Death of Me

2005-09-24T15:24:30-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Loving you was the death of me.

Was It Worth It?

2005-09-24T15:22:08-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 135, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Was all the pain you caused me worth it for you?

Not My Love

2005-09-24T15:19:40-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 284, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

You're not the person I love anymore.

Like a Phoenix

2005-09-24T15:13:56-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 373, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...Like a phoenix, I'll be reborn / From the ashes, from the flame / No matter how I'm ripped and torn / I will rise again...//

One Day

2005-09-24T15:10:18-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 279, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Can't you forgive just one mistake?

Kiss Those Lips

2005-09-24T15:07:48-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 207, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...Though our love was never true / I see your eyes in oceans blue / I see your lips in roses red / Oh how I'd kiss them, were you not dead...//

Take It Back

2005-09-24T15:03:25-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 251, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...I wish I could take back that day / I wish I didn't leave / I wish I'd had the strength to stay / And not to be decieved...//

Years of Regret

2005-09-24T15:00:27-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 144, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I bleed for all these wasted years.

Let Me Pretend

2005-09-24T14:56:28-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 170, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Just let me indulge in this self-deception.

Ghosts Remain

2005-09-24T14:52:12-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Despite your death, you're everywhere.

Cannot Betray You

2005-09-24T14:49:47-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 144, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Despite everything you've done, how can I betray you?

It Stays Inside

2005-09-24T14:47:29-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...I'd think my skin would be bleeding / Or burning and peeling / From all that I'm feeling / But no one can see...//

Her Eyes Are Screaming

2005-09-24T14:44:27-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

She's screaming for help with her eyes.

She is Crying

2005-09-24T14:41:57-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 174, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I'm not even sure what this is.

Crying and Dying Inside

2005-09-24T14:37:10-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

An experiment in incremental variation.

Just Die

2005-09-24T14:33:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 155, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

A group of words pretending to be a poem.

Ebony Tears

2005-09-24T14:29:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...Then scarlet the tears became / My eyes bled crimson shame...//

Crimson Covered Shining Blade

2005-09-24T14:26:56-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

And I'll turn to this yet again.

Breaking All Along

2005-09-24T14:12:43-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 234, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

You think I'm perfect? You're so wrong.

Aren't You Human?

2005-09-24T14:09:59-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Aren't you human? Don't you feel?

Erase These Scars

2005-09-24T14:08:25-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 144, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...Even though I thought I loved you / I never knew who you really are...//

Did You Hear Me Crying?

2005-09-24T14:05:37-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 169, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Did you hear me crying when you betrayed me?

Waiting

2005-09-24T14:00:56-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 80, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

It's hard to wait for something you know may never come.

New Beginning

2005-09-24T13:58:39-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 129, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

Everyone wants to start over every once in awhile.

Save Me First, Then Kill Me

2005-09-24T13:55:49-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...Save me first, then kill me / Make me smile then seal my lips / Tell me that you love me / Then say you're faking this...//

You're the Reason

2005-09-24T13:52:43-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 260, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I thought that you could save me...

Why?

2005-09-24T13:49:22-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 368, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

It's that question you should never ask

I'd Still Die For You

2005-09-24T13:46:07-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

This absurd dedication!

Nothing in This World

2005-09-24T13:43:02-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 424, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//..There are no good words in this world spoken / Because all promises were meant to be broken / And all secrets were meant to be released / For the lies will never, ever cease...//

Run If You Must

2005-09-24T13:38:36-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 168, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

You can run if you must, for I know you'll come back.

I Don't Love You

2005-09-24T13:32:07-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 203, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

The struggle of loving someone you also kind of hate.

To Forget

2005-09-24T13:27:08-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 279, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I want to forget our time together

Recurring Loss

2005-09-24T13:17:43-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I feel like I've done this before.

Assisted Suicide

2005-09-24T13:11:34-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

A nonsensical ramble to end all nonsensical rambles.

Beaten Down

2005-09-24T13:04:21-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 202, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I must pay for all your evil, though it's no fault of mine.

Believe the Lies

2005-09-24T12:55:40-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

What did I ever do to deserve your apathy and all the hurt?

Ghostly Memory

2005-09-24T12:48:00-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...Your face is a ghostly memory / Of smiles of yesterday / Your laugh is a tinkle of broken bells / Whose tone shall never stay...//

There Should Have Been Four

2005-09-24T12:46:18-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 242, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

You've removed yourself from our memories.

Dared to Believe

2005-09-24T12:38:08-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 202, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...But my eyes were closed / And I thought you would stay...//

Virus

2005-09-24T12:34:22-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I hurt everyone who cares.

My Fault

2005-09-24T12:27:26-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

I am at fault for this.

I Should Have Known

2005-09-24T12:21:05-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 206, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...You pretended that you loved me / But when it got too hard / You ran to her instead, you see / And you have left me scarred...//

Taken My Place

2005-09-24T12:14:56-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 153, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

You just let me be replaced.

Together For Never

2005-09-24T12:10:18-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 154, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

What does forever mean, really?

Wicked Love

2005-09-24T12:04:40-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...My spiteful love / I never smiled / A true smile after we met...//

Burn Me Alive

2005-09-24T12:02:00-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-24-05, Published: 9-24-05
Status: Complete

//...I burn for you betrayal / I burn for all your lies...//

Words Are Whips

2005-09-23T20:34:34-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

//...The cuts, the bruises, the scars and the welts / The pain and the tears; nothing ever helps...//

Stole Everything

2005-09-23T20:29:23-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 301, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

//...Through all the pain / I told myself / "He's not to blame, / He tries to help." //

The Mirror

2005-09-23T20:14:58-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 324, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

//...I look in the mirror and I cry / For I hate what I see / I sit alone and wonder why / This face has to be me...//

Trapped

2005-09-23T20:04:08-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

Life is just a series of cages we put ourselves in.

Without Feeling

2005-09-23T19:58:58-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

Narcissistic apathy.

Bloody Slits Make Beautiful Scars

2005-09-23T19:52:57-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

see title.

Figure in Black

2005-09-23T19:44:27-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: M
Genres: Poetry/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 237, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

//...Hands around your throat / You should have run! / You should have known / After what you've done...// Pretty explicitly homicidal.

Broken Trust

2005-09-23T19:35:28-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 339, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

Trust is a vicious cycle.

You Saved Me

2005-09-23T19:25:59-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 201, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

Before I met you, I was never happy, and I didn't want to live.

Nothing in Return

2005-09-23T19:17:53-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

//...I cannot stand your apathy, the fact that you don't care...//

I Give Up

2005-09-23T19:11:49-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 131, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

I sat down to write a poem, but in lieu of that, I wrote an angry rant in a poem's clothing.

Go to Sleep

2005-09-23T18:58:10-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 243, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

I'm tired everything I've ever felt...

She Ruined Us

2005-09-23T15:45:48-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 244, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

Probably a waste of paper, truly.

Perfect Enough

2005-09-23T15:39:20-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 216, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

The struggle of trying to convince someone who has always hated themself that they are worthwhile.

One Fallen Stone

2005-09-23T15:32:31-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 183, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

A thinly-veiled metaphor that's actually not too bad, if you squint.

Love and Suicide

2005-09-23T15:26:34-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

"I love you, but you made me die."

Cry For You

2005-09-23T15:21:15-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 143, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-23-05, Published: 9-23-05
Status: Complete

A terrible old poem with the tiny merit of being terribly sincere.

Loveless

2005-09-07T11:59:43-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 355, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-7-05, Published: 9-7-05
Status: Complete

//...She should learn to love you for what you are / Not hate you for what you're not...//

You Said That You Love Me

2005-09-07T11:47:23-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 219, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-7-05, Published: 9-7-05
Status: Complete

You said that you love me, but that was a lie...

Path to Suicide

2005-09-07T11:41:04-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 247, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-7-05, Published: 9-7-05
Status: Complete

I never meant for it to go this far.

Lies Kill Me

2005-09-07T11:32:24-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-7-05, Published: 9-7-05
Status: Complete

How can we keep this friendship alive if all you ever do is lie?

Hide

2005-09-07T11:26:48-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 142, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-7-05, Published: 9-7-05
Status: Complete

//..I hide my secrets from everyone / Secrets so dark, you would scream...//

Written in Blood

2005-09-06T23:56:25-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

//...“You made me die” / Is written in blood; / “And you made me cry, / You stole all my love”...//

Two Voices

2005-09-06T23:47:16-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 192, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

About being torn between two choices; something that will change your life forever.

Gone Tomorrow

2005-09-06T23:40:51-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

//...You never loved me / We both know that / You didn't trust me / Take those words back...//

From My Veins

2005-09-06T23:36:45-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

//...From my veins / The blood will flow / I'll end the pain / My life will go...//

Bear the Tears in Silence

2005-09-06T23:30:48-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 209, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

//...I must bear the tears in silence / To spare you all the pain...//

Red

2005-09-06T23:24:36-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 174, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

I put my trust in you, but you broke it.

Unperfect

2005-09-06T23:19:45-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

In your eyes, I can do nothing right.

Emotionally Numb

2005-09-06T23:18:25-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 384, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

It's difficult sometimes to see the fine line between strictness and abuse.

Slits, Scratches, and Cuts

2005-09-06T23:02:29-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

About being labeled a "cutter" and all people's stupid phrases for it.

Mourning

2005-09-06T22:55:54-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-6-05, Published: 9-6-05
Status: Complete

Remember the night...

Just Choose

2005-09-05T20:58:48-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 297, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

How can a betrayal by one friend threaten another friendship that is so good?

Destiny

2005-09-05T20:49:45-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 206, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

When you feel like you're just watching your life pass you by.

Realized Too Late

2005-09-05T20:25:12-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 280, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

It was only after you died that I realized what I really felt.

Never Loved

2005-09-05T20:15:46-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 286, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

I'm afraid of what your mother's cruelty could one day lead you to.

Death Can Claim Anyone

2005-09-05T19:42:29-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 197, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

You always learn too late how fragile life is...

Please Don't Pretend

2005-09-05T19:34:46-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 137, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

These lies are bad for both of us.

Never Meant To Be Born

2005-09-05T19:05:12-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

//...Please Mommy, don't hate me / I can't help who I am / Please Mommy, don't hurt me / I try to be better than them...//

Emotional Abuse

2005-09-05T18:56:54-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 329, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

You turn to me for the love you never got from your family.

Crying Under the Moon

2005-09-05T18:44:35-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

What it feels like to watch an abusive relationship without any ability to help.

Your Eyes

2005-09-05T18:31:30-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 294, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

Some homicidal urges.

Die in Peace

2005-09-05T18:00:58-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 267, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

Please just let me die in peace.

The Blood Bleeds Red

2005-09-05T17:52:08-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Haiku
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

An extremely juvenile rhyme written when I was thirteen.

Silent Screams and Invisible Tears

2005-09-05T17:47:50-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 121, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

//...Am I screaming silent screams / Or do they not want to hear? //

Stolen Happiness

2005-09-05T17:38:12-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 290, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

//...But you were such a coward / For still you hide your face / What gives you the power / To bring me such disgrace? //

Every Tear Burns

2005-09-05T17:29:11-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 152, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-5-05, Published: 9-5-05
Status: Complete

Those who you love are also the ones who can hurt you the most

Blood Red Roses

2005-09-04T14:55:33-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

A story/poem/something-or-other I wrote on Valentine's two years ago. Completely fictional, and admittedly a bit riciculous.

Broken by Mistrust

2005-09-04T14:45:26-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 177, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

After having your trust broken so many times, it's hard to learn to trust again...

Darkness Reigns

2005-09-04T14:38:59-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

//...Each time the razor drew across / I said ‘never again’ / But I was hurting; I was lost / This blade my only friend...//

Healing by Cuts

2005-09-04T14:28:46-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

Something that is meant to be slightly humorous, if a bit dark. Kind of a crack at modern medicine, and the way they prescribe pills for everything. And then again, kind of not about that at all.

No More Tears

2005-09-04T14:19:36-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

//...I can smile thorugh all my tears / Through all my pain and all my fears / I know that it will disappear / Because I know the end is near...//

Make You Die

2005-09-04T14:13:30-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 268, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

Homicidal urges answered,

Let Me Drown

2005-09-04T14:06:42-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 240, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

//...Water so hot it makes me shout / Makes the blood flow faster out...//

Blood Upon the Floor

2005-09-04T13:59:18-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 165, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

I wish this didn't make you see me differently.

A Knife's Kiss

2005-09-04T13:53:56-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

//...Each cut I make upon my wrist / Is like the knife gives me a kiss...//

Because of You

2005-09-04T12:54:34-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 275, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

//...You hurt me worse than I could bear / You never loved me, never cared...//

Never There for Me

2005-09-04T12:47:09-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 198, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

"I'll be there if you need me" is an easy promise to make, but apparently, not an easy one to keep.

Control the Pain

2005-09-04T12:40:59-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 219, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

People cut because they feel as if that is the only pain they can control. At least, that's what my therapist said. Actually, they say the same thing about anorexia. Perhaps they should come up with new explanations for things.

Tear Stained, Blood Stained

2005-09-04T12:31:54-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

A poem. Sort of.

Never Broken Rules

2005-09-04T12:25:00-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 252, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

//...I never meant to break your rules / I didn't know th game / I know you meant to be so cruel / These days are all the same...//

Final Goodbye

2005-09-04T12:16:06-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 312, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

What a stupid challenge to myself.

Pain's End

2005-09-04T12:06:12-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 160, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

Guess.

Cuts of the Betrayed

2005-09-04T12:01:05-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 441, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

//...If my pain is a rose, then you bloomed this bud...//

Ending Friendship

2005-09-04T11:50:02-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 209, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

When you want to make a friend choose between you and another; it never quite turns out how you'd hoped.

Significant Pain

2005-09-04T11:41:39-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 150, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

The warning, from a thirteen year old me, against narcissism. As you can imagine, quite juvenile

Uncaring

2005-09-04T11:33:43-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

A poem about nothing, barely worth the time I wrote it.

Changes Marked by Blood

2005-09-04T11:28:47-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 112, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

Something very old, that wishes it were a poem, but kind of is not.

Can't Escape

2005-09-04T11:23:51-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 128, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-4-05, Published: 9-4-05
Status: Complete

//...I can't escape these iron bars / Can't escape this cage...//

Speaker of Secrets

2005-09-02T21:22:01-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 158, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Finding out that your friend is a merciless gossip just a day too late.

Tainted Angel

2005-09-02T21:13:39-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 194, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Another little cliché.

Shadow Kisses

2005-09-02T21:07:55-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Not every story has a happy ending.

Suicide Note K i s s e s G o o d b y e

2005-09-02T21:03:03-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 87, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Sometimes, it pays off to look beyond the apparent.

Mimicked My Pain

2005-09-02T20:53:26-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 265, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

A melodramatic piece of garbage I wrote a long time ago to get my way. It makes a terrible poem, but it did serve my selfishness.

Heart Bruised, Body Broken

2005-09-02T20:45:31-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

An almost-poem. I guess.

If Anyone Bothered to Care

2005-09-02T20:39:38-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

A little thing called selfish narcissism.

Kiss of Fire

2005-09-02T20:34:53-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 271, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Guilt is an interesting and terrible thing.

Bloody Tears

2005-09-02T20:27:25-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 250, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

A twist on a common cliché. What else is there?

Stabbed Through the Heart

2005-09-02T17:16:57-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 270, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

//...Your love is like a virus / Each kiss you give can kill / I wish this could be the end of us / Wish I could work my will...//

It Started with Just One Knife

2005-09-02T17:07:39-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 187, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

A semi-coherent rambling. Why? Well, why not?

Tears Won't Fall

2005-09-02T17:00:24-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 296, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

A craving for the cathartic experience of crying.

My Shelter from the Blood

2005-09-02T16:52:07-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 0 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Erm...yeah. Not one of my better poems.

The Darkness Inside

2005-09-02T16:45:48-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 291, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Another crappy waste of hard drive space. Go figure.

Blood Lust

2005-09-02T16:18:55-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 321, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Not for the faint of heart.

I Hate You

2005-09-02T16:07:13-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 5, Words: 1,600, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

A series of barely-controlled rants to friends who have hurt me.

Pain and Anger

2005-09-02T15:53:27-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 186, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

A crappy old poem. Most likely not worth your time.

You Left Me

2005-09-02T15:24:56-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 346, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

//...I see you outside in the rain / You say my words will forever haunt you / Begging me to ease the pain, / Begging me to want you...//

Death is the Only Way Out

2005-09-02T15:15:25-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 228, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Sometimes we all feel that way.

My Soulmate is this Knife

2005-09-02T15:07:40-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 205, Reviews: 7 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

My morbid little romance with a sharp object.

Alone in the Dark

2005-09-02T15:01:53-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

A predictable poem with an unpredictable ending. Oh my.

Death's Kiss

2005-09-02T14:56:17-08:00

Author: Fantasmagorie
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Poetry/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 344, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-2-05, Published: 9-2-05
Status: Complete

Take a wild guess. A poem I wrote a long time ago.