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Quarantine

2009-06-02T15:12:15-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Horror/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 165, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-2-09, Published: 6-2-09
Status: Complete

Love in the time of pandemic...

I Found Out

2009-03-17T16:00:44-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 205, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-17-09, Published: 3-17-09
Status: Complete

The space I've got to find myself is bending in half again...

Manhattan

2009-02-25T13:54:29-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Fantasy/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 261, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-25-09, Published: 2-25-09
Status: Complete

We try to say with confidence that we're picking up oblivion.

Full

2008-12-04T16:41:14-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-4-08, Published: 12-4-08
Status: Complete

This is about accepting who you are. Even when you hate yourself for it.

Vacant Entity

2008-11-13T16:06:08-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 182, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-13-08, Published: 11-13-08
Status: Complete

There is a hole where my heart should be. I am incapable of feeling anything anymore.

One Million Miles Tall

2008-08-06T17:09:27-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 184, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-6-08, Published: 8-6-08
Status: Complete

How did it really feel to take someone's life?

That Isn't Me

2008-06-22T14:24:43-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 144, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-22-08, Published: 6-22-08
Status: Complete

Last night I was brushing my teeth, and I had a strange encounter with the reflection in the mirror.

Right Beside Me

2008-06-11T16:22:02-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-11-08, Published: 6-11-08
Status: Complete

Is there anyone there at all?

The Muse

2008-05-12T16:32:55-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 221, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-12-08, Published: 5-12-08
Status: Complete

Wake up the muse.

This Is The First Day Of My Last Day

2008-04-17T16:58:33-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-17-08, Published: 4-17-08
Status: Complete

I am in a place that I don't want to be.

The Future of Auto Fire

2008-04-07T16:08:06-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 198, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-7-08, Published: 4-7-08
Status: Complete

What it boils down to, is anger.

The Beginning

2008-04-03T16:52:55-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Suspense/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 0 Updated: 4-3-08, Published: 4-3-08
Status: Complete

I am afraid of what I am capable of. We all should be.

I Don't Know

2008-03-31T15:46:47-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 187, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-31-08, Published: 3-31-08
Status: Complete

This is the answer to all the questions.

Contagion

2008-03-20T15:46:38-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 147, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-20-08, Published: 3-20-08
Status: Complete

Sometimes I wonder if there is a cure for this.

Somewhere Else In Time

2008-03-06T16:57:06-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 1 Updated: 3-6-08, Published: 3-6-08
Status: Complete

Now I know that you were never here the same time I was.

Revulsion

2008-02-18T16:13:38-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 250, Reviews: 2 Updated: 2-18-08, Published: 2-18-08
Status: Complete

At some point, revenge becomes that much more appealing.

SumZero

2008-02-17T20:08:10-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 1 Updated: 2-17-08, Published: 2-17-08
Status: Complete

And all we ever were, just zeros and ones."

Retention

2008-01-26T16:03:04-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 49, Reviews: 0 Updated: 1-26-08, Published: 1-26-08
Status: Complete

The imprint is always there.

There Is A Place I Stay

2008-01-07T16:35:55-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-7-08, Published: 1-7-08
Status: Complete

The place I stay is turning on me now.

Pantomime

2007-12-29T16:06:41-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 272, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-29-07, Published: 12-29-07
Status: Complete

Maybe nothing is wrong with the world. Maybe the only thing that's wrong is me.

The Infiltrator

2007-12-01T11:45:39-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 116, Reviews: 1 Updated: 12-1-07, Published: 12-1-07
Status: Complete

The infiltrator is the most dangerous. Their goal is to gain the trust of their target, and bring it down from the inside.

Meet Your Maker

2007-11-28T15:12:35-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 229, Reviews: 0 Updated: 11-28-07, Published: 11-28-07
Status: Complete

Ever have one of those moments when you just want to snap on someone?

The Great Metamorphosis

2007-11-25T17:05:06-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 241, Reviews: 1 Updated: 11-25-07, Published: 11-25-07
Status: Complete

I know I'm not the same person I used to be, but I don't know who I am now.

Vindicated

2007-11-24T17:15:59-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-24-07, Published: 11-24-07
Status: Complete

It never fails to amaze me how some people can justify the things they do.

It's Happening

2007-11-03T12:51:40-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Suspense/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 2 Updated: 11-3-07, Published: 11-3-07
Status: Complete

I think this poem discribes me better than anything else I've ever written. I guess you could say this is me in a nutshell.

Remedy

2007-10-31T16:05:36-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: Esperanto, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-31-07, Published: 10-31-07
Status: Complete

She is the cure for my painless day.

Try

2007-10-29T14:39:21-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 225, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-29-07, Published: 10-29-07
Status: Complete

I wrote this with a very driving and steady beat in mind. I was just experimenting with using a singular rhyme scheme throughout the entire thing to make it seem very focused and driven. Reviews are welcome...

Reptile

2007-10-19T12:45:02-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 179, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-19-07, Published: 10-19-07
Status: Complete

The reptile is coldblooded and unforgiving. It represents all that is primal and without concious.

For Your Life

2007-10-15T14:55:58-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 266, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-15-07, Published: 10-15-07
Status: Complete

Goodbyes dont matter like you think they do anyway.

Skin

2007-10-14T16:30:27-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 228, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-14-07, Published: 10-14-07
Status: Complete

I wrote this for the scars on her arms. I hope with everything in me their healed for good.

Affliction

2007-10-10T15:18:17-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Suspense/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 122, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-10-07, Published: 10-10-07
Status: Complete

I'll never know how she became so sick.

The Place That Remains

2007-10-09T17:49:49-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-9-07, Published: 10-9-07
Status: Complete

I found out that there's a place inside me that doesn't feel pain. It's just a numb and caloused shell that's drifted closer and closer to the surface.

A Life Apart

2007-10-06T12:51:40-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 0 Updated: 10-6-07, Published: 10-6-07
Status: Complete

Just feeling lonely and thinking about the past. I know I think about things too much for my own good, but I cant help it.

Before Everything Else

2007-10-03T15:14:02-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 211, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-3-07, Published: 10-3-07
Status: Complete

Another spontanious song. I was just thinking that it was bad enough to have my heart stepped on without watching her change into a complete stranger. It sucks to realize the person you loved so much is completely gone forever.

Run

2007-10-01T15:43:56-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 230, Reviews: 3 Updated: 10-1-07, Published: 10-1-07
Status: Complete

This is a piece that I just sort of wrote without any serious thought process. Sometimes my better work starts out that way. I think it has a pretty strong rhythem behind it, so tell me what you think.

See You There

2007-09-25T15:21:49-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-25-07, Published: 9-25-07
Status: Complete

Influenced by a Bosch painting I saw. Some people seem to dirive some sort of power trip over causing misery. I hope they get what they have coming soon.

Crooked Head

2007-09-24T15:48:29-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-24-07, Published: 9-24-07
Status: Complete

I'm in the process of repressing some memories, but some are especially hard to shake.

The Shadows Smile

2007-09-22T12:31:18-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-22-07, Published: 9-22-07
Status: Complete

Sometimes I find myself having conversations with absolutely no one. Their often the most gratifying ones.

Ms F'ked Me Up

2007-09-12T15:27:44-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 260, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-12-07, Published: 9-12-07
Status: Complete

This is what her name should be...

Ode To It All

2007-09-05T16:38:41-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Spiritual
Chapters: 1, Words: 48, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-5-07, Published: 9-5-07
Status: Complete

Sometimes I struggle with my concept of what happens, and what is allowed to happen.

Creatures

2007-09-05T14:16:10-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-5-07, Published: 9-5-07
Status: In-Progress

With all of man's creation and self emulated glory, it's easy to forget we are still just animals watching our lives from afar.

Beauty

2007-09-03T17:00:11-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 119, Reviews: 3 Updated: 9-3-07, Published: 9-3-07
Status: Complete

Beauty creates obsession.

Secrets

2007-09-03T12:39:10-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 48, Reviews: 4 Updated: 9-3-07, Published: 9-3-07
Status: Complete

There's really only 1 secret. What happens after this?

Forever?

2007-09-02T19:29:34-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 18, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-2-07, Published: 9-2-07
Status: Complete

I wonder when 'forever' really starts.

Unordinary Nocturne

2007-09-02T13:23:33-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 2 Updated: 9-2-07, Published: 9-2-07
Status: Complete

Sometimes just walking into a room is enough to make it all come back. I hate it when that happens.

Deviloution

2007-08-30T17:41:41-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 143, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-30-07, Published: 8-30-07
Status: Complete

Have you ever watched someone change right before your eyes?

Hallelujah

2007-08-23T14:45:16-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 164, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-23-07, Published: 8-23-07
Status: Complete

Hallelujah: noun An exclaim of thankfulness and appriciation usually having a spiritual or religious theme.

With You

2007-08-22T18:32:02-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 223, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-22-07, Published: 8-22-07
Status: Complete

Everything I ever wanted started with your name.

No

2007-08-21T13:51:03-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 140, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-21-07, Published: 8-21-07
Status: Complete

You can't cry victim anymore.

Game Shows at 4 am

2007-08-20T16:24:57-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 330, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-20-07, Published: 8-20-07
Status: Complete

Going through such a difficult ending, its important to remember all the great times and the great things that we had together. A bunch of random memories are a poor excuse, but I hope that everyone experiences what we had at some time in their life.

Death of a Star

2007-08-20T13:03:06-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-20-07, Published: 8-20-07
Status: Complete

When a star dies, it implodes collapsing inward on itself and pulling other matter along with it. A dead star usually forms a black hole which inhales everything around it into an unknown vortex.

Hey

2007-08-08T16:24:08-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-8-07, Published: 8-8-07
Status: Complete

I'm just sick of saying sorry for the way I feel. I've tried to be the understanding one. But somethings are beyond being understood I guess.

Inside the Surge

2007-08-07T15:01:19-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 170, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-7-07, Published: 8-7-07
Status: Complete

They say all good things must come to an end. I always wondered why it had to be that way.

Vicarious

2007-08-06T14:01:17-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-6-07, Published: 8-6-07
Status: Complete

Sometimes I like to just watch people and try to remember when I was as carefree as they seem to be. I hope that one day I'll be able to feel that way again, but right now it doesnt feel like I will.

Kill What You Found

2007-08-01T16:53:58-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 348, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-1-07, Published: 8-1-07
Status: Complete

Sometimes it's hard to decide if I should be hurt about what happened, or if I should just be angry. No, this is not one of my better works, but it felt good to write, and I think it turned out decently. Lemme know what you think...

Stumble

2007-08-01T12:29:38-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 2 Updated: 8-1-07, Published: 8-1-07
Status: Complete

I was at the park last week and I happened upon something that brought back alot of memories. This pretty much wrote itself after that. Now that I know it's there, I won't soon go back.

Finisher

2007-07-31T15:50:17-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 126, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-31-07, Published: 7-31-07
Status: Complete

I wish I could feel something other than this. It's not much fun. But this feeling has obviously chewed me up and spit me out, and I don't like it. R&R please!

All of This for You

2007-07-31T12:06:31-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 321, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-31-07, Published: 7-31-07
Status: Complete

I don't know if this really qualifies as a poem, as it has very little rhyme or measure to it. Its sort of a spoken word piece and I really wanted to choose my words carefully. It started out as a bunch of random thoughts, but hopefully i glued it togethe

May 19, 2007 1:47 am

2007-07-30T16:50:34-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 190, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-30-07, Published: 7-30-07
Status: Complete

I'm not sure if this poem really needs a summary, but writing it was very hard for me. Confronting something so dark is never easy. I can only hope that writing this helps and allows me to move on from that horrible evening.

Pins

2007-07-16T11:11:28-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 397, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-16-07, Published: 7-16-07
Status: Complete

This is the product of a freewrite I did, and with a bit of tweaking, i got this out of it. Yes, it sucks. This is a more random writing than with most of my work. I paired it with another writing, 'Needles', so its sort of part2. PLEASE review!

Needles

2007-07-12T16:07:50-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 231, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-12-07, Published: 7-12-07
Status: Complete

In the dark, eyes closed tight, so far from here is a place where i sleep, and dream in fear. Dream of you, insincere. Bruises black and blue. All alone, love's a lie. Where were you?

Buried Just the Same

2007-07-10T14:08:21-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 236, Reviews: 0 Updated: 7-10-07, Published: 7-10-07
Status: Complete

Another piece I wrote right from my heart, but I wanted to experiment with another word scheme. I think it turned out pretty well, and I think the finished product is solid. I think it could be set to music pretty well. Reviews as always are welcome.

Succumb

2007-07-08T09:22:13-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 212, Reviews: 2 Updated: 7-8-07, Published: 7-8-07
Status: Complete

I'm never very happy with my work, but I actually like this one alot. You may say I'm a wimp, but I cried while writing it. I've been working on it for almost a week and it took a lot of emotion to finally nail it. I'd love to hear what you think.

Down the Sun

2007-07-05T07:27:04-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 236, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-5-07, Published: 7-5-07
Status: Complete

Having love and losing it is a really painful thing to go through. Especially when you're still in love. Here's to you.

Demons in a Row

2007-06-25T15:30:17-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 385, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-25-07, Published: 6-25-07
Status: Complete

I was in a bad mood today, so I wrote a very angry song. I think its ok, but then again I'm never happy with anything I write.

Halfway Done

2007-06-21T15:11:39-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 225, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-21-07, Published: 6-21-07
Status: Complete

im almost halfway done with my life, and some things make you wish you were closer.

Inhale

2007-06-20T16:41:27-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 205, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-20-07, Published: 6-20-07
Status: Complete

Just a poem I wrote at work about something I'm going through. Yes, I know its pretty bad, but anything you have to say would be most welcome.

Can't Make It

2007-06-19T08:49:38-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 274, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-19-07, Published: 6-19-07
Status: Complete

A poem about not being able to let go of the best thing in your life. How do you make it through when everything that mattered is gone? I wrote this as a poem, but it could become a song very easily.

Two Years Later

2007-06-16T09:26:22-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 272, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-16-07, Published: 6-16-07
Status: Complete

A portrait of the last two and a half years, in which I've seen the highest highs, and the lowest lows. The lows are fresher in my mind.

Animus

2007-06-14T18:20:46-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 231, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-14-07, Published: 6-14-07
Status: Complete

Animus: noun a feeling of ill will arousing active hostility

Except Him

2007-06-13T15:40:07-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 241, Reviews: 2 Updated: 6-13-07, Published: 6-13-07
Status: Complete

I was at work today and recieved some news that prompted me to write this. Yeah, pretty much this is a load of crap : Feel free to point and laugh. But in fairness, it felt good to write.

The Hurt You're Looking For

2007-06-09T12:37:16-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 402, Reviews: 0 Updated: 6-9-07, Published: 6-9-07
Status: Complete

I used this song to vent a few un answered questions about something I don't understand. I woke up this morning with a great tune in my head and the lyrics just poured out. It's different from any other song I've written and I think it's successful overal

Sarafina

2007-06-04T20:31:38-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 556, Reviews: 1 Updated: 6-4-07, Published: 6-4-07
Status: Complete

I started this about 2 years ago, writing it as a poem of love and salvation. I finish it now with very different results.

Gave It All

2007-05-31T19:07:06-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 264, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: Complete

I just finished this a day or 2 ago. Its really the first thing I've writen in the better part of 2 years. I really used this piece to vent a whole lot of emotion, and I think it's one of my better songs for it.

Blackbird Skies

2007-05-31T17:04:08-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 251, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: Complete

Another depressing song about how far away I feel I am from everything else. This is about 2 years old, and I think its a fairly strong piece. Reading it again makes me all depressed.

Burn Like Timber

2007-05-31T16:59:20-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 277, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: Complete

I wrote this about 2 years ago, and I guess I consider it a bit of a departure from my usual songwriting style. I had alot of emotion in me when I wrote it, and I remember being very satisfied with it at the time. I think its one of my stronger songs.

Everyday

2007-05-31T16:56:30-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 235, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: Complete

This is the earliest thing that I could find to submit. Some of my stuff is just so awful haha. But I have nothing to loose from getting some critisim for it.

Forgive My Stupid Feelings

2007-05-31T16:49:25-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 295, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: In-Progress

Another oldie. I wrote this about 3 years ago and I just uncovered it last week. I really like parts of it, and others not so much. It seems I was destined for heart break even before I was out of high school.

My Own Ending

2007-05-31T16:45:42-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Suspense
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: Complete

One of the few songs I've writen about being utterly P.O'd. Again, an older piece, but writing this came really easily to me. I think I sat down and wrote it in about a half hour. That said, I'm sure theres plenty to be fixed.

The Colour of Space

2007-05-31T16:42:45-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 281, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: Complete

As with most of my stuff on here, I wrote this a looong time ago. Its probably the crappiest song I've ever writen. But I figured I'd throw it out there and try and use whatever critisism I get to make me a better writer.

Wasting Good Air

2007-05-31T16:38:32-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 1 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: Complete

Another song I wrote about all the wonderful feelings of rejection, confusion and just not knowing why your even here. I actually have music for this one, so I guess its that much closer to actually becoming a reality.

Where I Belong

2007-05-31T16:34:41-08:00

Author: Julian Toepfer
Category: Song
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Tragedy/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 250, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-31-07, Published: 5-31-07
Status: Complete

This is a song I wrote a long time ago. As with several of my entries, I wrote them before I really knew what it was like to feel feelings like this. But recently, I looked back on this song, and it was like I was writing it knowing what was to come.