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elusive

2009-09-20T11:26:59-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-20-09, Published: 9-20-09
Status: In-Progress

On art. I can't stop trying to catch you.

eowyn

2009-08-27T16:54:45-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 93, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-27-09, Published: 8-27-09
Status: In-Progress

she is light. should I tell the world?

it's still unspoken

2009-08-27T16:53:20-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 135, Reviews: 1 Updated: 8-27-09, Published: 8-27-09
Status: In-Progress

the truth is I am glad I missed your birthday. it never would have made a difference.

liar

2009-08-27T16:51:32-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-27-09, Published: 8-27-09
Status: In-Progress

he presses his thumb against the pulse point of revulsion.

denial

2009-05-01T21:03:03-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 476, Reviews: 0 Updated: 5-1-09, Published: 5-1-09
Status: In-Progress

for now you can be my white knight on a steel mustang.

til now

2009-01-21T13:14:01-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 105, Reviews: 2 Updated: 1-21-09, Published: 1-21-09
Status: In-Progress

I have never hated this way.

backward

2008-12-08T14:56:52-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 0 Updated: 12-8-08, Published: 12-8-08
Status: In-Progress

I struggle to understand the man I call father.

blind

2008-12-08T14:26:33-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-8-08, Published: 12-8-08
Status: In-Progress

six words reduced to three words reduced to nothing. i loved you.

my fingertips

2008-09-17T14:49:23-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Religion
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 4, Words: 497, Reviews: 5 Updated: 9-17-08, Published: 2-24-08
Status: In-Progress

stain Your hand. -letters to God-

familiar

2008-08-18T14:27:15-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 214, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-18-08, Published: 8-18-08
Status: In-Progress

I won't tell you what to be

stay or leave

2008-07-17T16:37:32-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 1 Updated: 7-17-08, Published: 7-17-08
Status: In-Progress

I want you not to go, but you should.

limelight baby

2008-06-25T10:57:25-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 141, Reviews: 3 Updated: 6-25-08, Published: 6-25-08
Status: In-Progress

I am way too young to be wrapped up in that.

starcrossed

2008-04-30T14:35:27-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 10 Updated: 4-30-08, Published: 4-30-08
Status: In-Progress

you could teach the torches to burn -femslash-

subtlety

2008-04-16T14:09:25-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 238, Reviews: 2 Updated: 4-16-08, Published: 4-16-08
Status: In-Progress

whichever way the wind blows, I really couldn’t care less

ruin us

2008-04-16T14:07:57-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 3 Updated: 4-16-08, Published: 4-16-08
Status: In-Progress

we're better off this way

burnt bridges

2008-03-17T17:45:10-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Family
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 4 Updated: 3-17-08, Published: 3-17-08
Status: In-Progress

whoever said “blood is thicker than water” never met you and your girlfriend and me

the problem

2008-03-16T14:51:06-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 2 Updated: 3-16-08, Published: 3-16-08
Status: In-Progress

I never got a single damn kiss.

wake up

2008-03-09T10:32:56-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 140, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-9-08, Published: 3-9-08
Status: In-Progress

we couldn’t stop the wind from blowing

grey street

2008-03-04T17:08:13-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 5 Updated: 3-4-08, Published: 3-4-08
Status: In-Progress

you can’t hear me through your shoulder

swallow

2008-03-04T14:51:29-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 35, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-4-08, Published: 3-4-08
Status: In-Progress

i hope the aftertaste reminds you of me.

kindred

2008-02-29T14:18:52-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-29-08, Published: 2-29-08
Status: In-Progress

to my reviewers

letter to a boy

2008-02-26T13:29:38-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 227, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-26-08, Published: 2-26-08
Status: In-Progress

it's not your fault I'm backward.

girl

2008-02-11T12:40:29-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 138, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-11-08, Published: 2-11-08
Status: In-Progress

that boy doesn't deserve you -slight femslash-

remembering

2008-02-10T10:25:26-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 100, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-10-08, Published: 2-10-08
Status: In-Progress

we were too afraid to even brush hands or bump knees

like this

2008-01-30T17:20:51-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 174, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-30-08, Published: 1-30-08
Status: In-Progress

get your fingerprints off my heart [rant]

autophobia

2008-01-14T18:19:03-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 432, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-14-08, Published: 1-14-08
Status: In-Progress

I know a boy who fears nothing -rant- -mentions of femslash-

in the window

2008-01-07T17:58:37-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 57, Reviews: 1 Updated: 1-7-08, Published: 1-7-08
Status: In-Progress

she is silent in the face of their feigned apathy.

Horatio

2007-12-31T13:52:40-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 156, Reviews: 5 Updated: 12-31-07, Published: 12-31-07
Status: In-Progress

you're not the only one drowning in Denmark's gilded cage. [companion to ophelia][femslash]

Ophelia

2007-12-22T15:45:12-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 5 Updated: 12-22-07, Published: 12-16-07
Status: In-Progress

don't you know you're beautiful [slight femslash]

bitter

2007-12-07T17:51:57-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-7-07, Published: 12-7-07
Status: In-Progress

I don’t know who I loved, darling, but I know it wasn’t me.

Forgive Me

2007-11-26T17:23:46-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 205, Reviews: 3 Updated: 11-26-07, Published: 11-26-07
Status: In-Progress

I cannot help being what I am

Devotion

2007-11-26T15:32:04-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Romance/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 148, Reviews: 6 Updated: 11-26-07, Published: 11-26-07
Status: In-Progress

I would write you love letters

save me

2007-11-03T18:40:29-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 111, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-3-07, Published: 11-3-07
Status: In-Progress

you make me complete[ly miserable]

echoes

2007-10-23T14:58:58-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 127, Reviews: 1 Updated: 10-23-07, Published: 10-23-07
Status: In-Progress

they say the opposite of love is apathy

Liar, Liar

2007-09-23T13:10:34-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 9 Updated: 9-23-07, Published: 9-23-07
Status: In-Progress

Darling, intoxication can only last so long. [femslash]

mirrors

2007-07-30T10:29:04-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 4 Updated: 7-30-07, Published: 7-30-07
Status: In-Progress

when she looks inside her all she manages to find is distorted mirrors. [previously on profile]

the answer is no

2007-07-22T15:35:25-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 76, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-22-07, Published: 7-22-07
Status: In-Progress

i am the pawn that turned into the queen.

irony

2007-07-08T11:16:35-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-8-07, Published: 7-8-07
Status: In-Progress

i used to write songs

the new age

2007-07-08T11:00:40-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 43, Reviews: 3 Updated: 7-8-07, Published: 7-8-07
Status: In-Progress

even in death they smile.

empress

2007-06-11T14:15:56-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 6 Updated: 6-11-07, Published: 6-11-07
Status: In-Progress

honey, you remind me of sunshine.

if not for me

2007-06-02T19:30:20-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 166, Reviews: 5 Updated: 6-2-07, Published: 6-2-07
Status: In-Progress

... who would you be?

late vs fate

2007-06-02T10:51:47-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Drama
Chapters: 2, Words: 95, Reviews: 7 Updated: 6-2-07, Published: 6-2-07
Status: In-Progress

if i taped these words to my fingers, would they make me your bloody rock god?

could have been

2007-06-01T19:13:56-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 254, Reviews: 6 Updated: 6-1-07, Published: 6-1-07
Status: In-Progress

sometimes i lie awake, close my eyes and picture it: you and i as we could have been. [femslash]

made that way

2007-05-30T12:26:52-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 173, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-30-07, Published: 5-30-07
Status: In-Progress

i'm spitting your words and apologizing in the same breath: 'do forgive me, it's an old habit, honey.'

complications

2007-05-25T18:19:36-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-25-07, Published: 5-25-07
Status: In-Progress

there is no simple answer to this question: you or him? ::pre 'boy'::

boy

2007-05-25T17:56:46-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 5 Updated: 5-25-07, Published: 5-25-07
Status: In-Progress

you dreamy eyed boy i thought i wanted: i won't believe in you, never again.

something beautiful

2007-05-21T17:07:43-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 211, Reviews: 10 Updated: 5-21-07, Published: 5-21-07
Status: In-Progress

i just want to hold something beautiful. [femslash]

another day

2007-05-18T12:53:21-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Love
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 108, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-18-07, Published: 5-18-07
Status: In-Progress

i can only wait for you.

I'd Rather Burn than Fall

2007-03-14T16:57:34-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 21, Reviews: 3 Updated: 3-14-07, Published: 3-14-07
Status: Complete

Tearing myself apart over the memory of you.

Paranoia

2007-02-17T15:45:06-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 22, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-17-07, Published: 2-17-07
Status: In-Progress

My Helen, my potential Trojan horse, I fear that you will break me again.

And It's A Funny Thing

2006-09-15T13:30:02-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Drama/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 814, Reviews: 1 Updated: 9-15-06, Published: 9-15-06
Status: Complete

... how I dream of you two years after it doesn't matter.

If You Bothered

2006-05-25T15:05:01-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-25-06, Published: 5-25-06
Status: Complete

If you bothered you’d know that these are my words, from my heart, hidden by my laughter.

Fear

2006-05-17T13:15:20-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 114, Reviews: 2 Updated: 5-17-06, Published: 5-17-06
Status: Complete

A thousand miles away... a phone call gap between you and I and yet I still can't reach past the pain you caused.

The Breaking of a Friendship

2006-05-17T13:09:19-08:00

Author: IlfirinEstel
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 180, Reviews: 3 Updated: 5-17-06, Published: 5-17-06
Status: Complete

Missing you even though you're still walking next to me.