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The Diary Of An AntiPyschotic

2009-08-24T17:25:15-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,203, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-24-09, Published: 8-24-09
Status: Complete

*"The me in my head is a completely different person to the me in real life, and the Head-Me and Real-Me might float off, like kites without string, and then I’d lose all grip on reality." Diary of a teenager struggling with pyschosis. Darkly humourous.

Bleed Like Me

2009-08-24T17:01:27-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 2,073, Reviews: 0 Updated: 8-24-09, Published: 8-24-09
Status: In-Progress

*"Doodle takes Dad's scissors to her skin/and when she does relief comes setting in/She sings; Hey baby can you bleed like me?You should see my scars.And try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend." Mentions selfharm/masochism/twisted-thinking

Bloodstained

2009-07-18T08:33:22-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Supernatural
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Supernatural/Horror
Chapters: 9, Words: 13,734, Reviews: 37 Updated: 7-18-09, Published: 4-19-08
Status: In-Progress

Children understand, better than anyone, the way things are and the way they should be. Some children accept the cruelty of the world. But some...some take it upon themselves to right these wrongs. Contains gore, abuse, and generally nastiness

Crashed

2008-10-29T11:58:33-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 410, Reviews: 2 Updated: 10-29-08, Published: 10-29-08
Status: In-Progress

When he was seventeen, Jason Freeman fell so in love with Alexandra Cray, he went blind for quite a long time. Prologue up. Rating & genre may change. Please R&R

The Musings Of A Hedonistic Scribbler

2008-05-13T05:35:21-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Essay
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,266, Reviews: 4 Updated: 5-13-08, Published: 5-13-08
Status: Complete

Why do we write?

Meds

2008-04-08T13:00:41-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,113, Reviews: 1 Updated: 4-8-08, Published: 4-8-08
Status: Complete

Sequel to Pills. 'Two months ago, I stopped taking my pills.'

Smile

2008-03-25T08:16:20-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 232, Reviews: 5 Updated: 3-25-08, Published: 3-25-08
Status: Complete

Keep smiling...Defy his dominance...always smile

Landscape

2008-02-22T11:15:07-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: Angst/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 189, Reviews: 3 Updated: 2-22-08, Published: 2-22-08
Status: Complete

An explosion on her skin...A rainbow of puce. Yes, another joyous little poem about abuse. Please review.

The Artist

2008-02-11T13:35:28-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: General/Horror
Chapters: 1, Words: 75, Reviews: 7 Updated: 2-11-08, Published: 2-11-08
Status: Complete

You are the artist...The perverse artist... Just something random about a murderer and his victim.

The End Of The World

2008-02-02T08:20:38-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 145, Reviews: 5 Updated: 2-2-08, Published: 2-2-08
Status: Complete

Random little poem from my twisted and depressing mindscape.

Small Steps

2008-01-20T06:15:05-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 970, Reviews: 3 Updated: 1-20-08, Published: 1-20-08
Status: Complete

Alternate title: Progress. Short bit of prose musing on the way to make progress when dealing with a mental illness. Could be considered a sequal to Pills, but can be read as a standalone.

Wanting And Needing

2008-01-05T06:47:59-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Romance
Language: English, Fiction Rated: T
Genres: Romance/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 365, Reviews: 4 Updated: 1-5-08, Published: 1-5-08
Status: Complete

This girl, dark and cruel and cold' Little drabble on loving someone who can never love or need you like you need them.

Asylum

2007-12-26T08:41:27-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 9, Words: 9,026, Reviews: 39 Updated: 12-26-07, Published: 7-22-07
Status: Complete

Each chapter focuses on different people in a secure hospital. Some explains how they came to be there, and some are streams of consciousness, focusing on each different mental illness. COMPLETE! Please read and review.

Life Support

2007-12-26T08:41:05-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 289, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-26-07, Published: 12-26-07
Status: Complete

In this poem I try to convey how much I love and rely on my best friend, and what a source of strength she’s been to me lately. Please read and review

This Silence Is Deafening

2007-12-22T06:40:12-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 216, Reviews: 3 Updated: 12-22-07, Published: 12-22-07
Status: Complete

And when I breathe, I breathe syrup, thick and sticky.' Poem describing the thoughts and experiences going through my head when I have anxiety attacks.

When You Look At Me

2007-12-11T11:46:43-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 630, Reviews: 2 Updated: 12-11-07, Published: 12-11-07
Status: Complete

Please close your eyes when you look at me'

Pills

2007-11-17T07:17:06-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K+
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,174, Reviews: 5 Updated: 11-17-07, Published: 11-17-07
Status: Complete

Woke up and felt quiet. Numb. Totally closed down. What it feels like to go to sleep and hope you don't wake up. Based on my own experience. Please read and review.

They Said I Was Sick

2007-11-17T07:14:20-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 312, Reviews: 4 Updated: 11-17-07, Published: 11-17-07
Status: Complete

They said I was sick, but they don't understand.

Distorted

2007-08-04T05:24:50-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Life
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: Angst
Chapters: 2, Words: 267, Reviews: 7 Updated: 8-4-07, Published: 8-4-07
Status: In-Progress

What she sees when she looks in the mirror. There are two versions, because I didn't know which was better. Please read both.

Oxymoron

2007-08-04T05:18:17-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 143, Reviews: 4 Updated: 8-4-07, Published: 8-4-07
Status: Complete

A random little poem about how a woman is driven to murderous insanity by her husband.

Possession

2007-08-04T05:10:53-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 5 Updated: 8-4-07, Published: 8-4-07
Status: Complete

Yet another poem about my best friend what, I'm really fond of her. This one is slightly disturbing, and I noticed she edged away from me when she read it. It's about my jealousy about her.

You Don't Know Me

2007-08-04T05:05:20-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: Friendship
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General
Chapters: 1, Words: 121, Reviews: 3 Updated: 8-4-07, Published: 8-4-07
Status: Complete

This is a strange little poem I wrote about my best friend in Maths a while ago. I was feeling rather odd, but there you have it. It's just about the relationship I have with her.

Concrete Angel

2007-07-22T07:23:06-08:00

Author: MetalCloud
Category: General
Language: English, Fiction Rated: K
Genres: General/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,538, Reviews: 6 Updated: 7-22-07, Published: 7-22-07
Status: Complete

This is just my songfic to the song 'Concrete Angel' by Martina McBride. I've been told it's good, and it has made some people cry. Which is what I was aiming for. It contains child abuse, but nothing graphic and it doesn't go into details.