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Perfectly Twisted Mother

2013-06-15T13:18:52-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: T
Family/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 310, Reviews: 0, Complete

The mother in me nurtures her, Give her rules, no gaps to stir, Boundaries she will live by, So one day she can touch the sky. An anorexia themed poem, with references to bulimia. MechanicFreak

Perfect through imperfection

2013-06-11T00:32:31-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Love
English, Rated: M
Romance/Humor
Chapters: 1, Words: 258, Reviews: 0, Complete

It was supposed to be romantic and sweet, but close to the end I started mentioning Lemonparty and blowjobs. So screw it, what's wrong with humorous/serious romance poems? Rated M for mentionings...

Linger

2013-06-11T00:14:59-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Friendship
English, Rated: M
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 286, Reviews: 0, Complete

Laugh and smile, but laugh and cry, Laugh and laugh and laugh, just try, Don't keep silent, don't keep still, Leap around, wild, leap around, kill, Written for Ryan

Friend

2013-06-11T00:07:15-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Friendship
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 0, Complete

Stroke my hair, then tell me nice, If I say no, then tell me twice, Be my crutch and be my wings, And be my friend, above all things. Written for Rebecca

Paint

2013-06-10T14:53:28-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Love
English, Rated: K+
Romance/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 81, Reviews: 1, Complete

Love is an art. It needs to be constructed, painted, sculpted, built, designed, written, and just like any other piece of art, the more effort you put in, the more beautiful the end result will be

Former lover friend

2013-06-10T14:30:55-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Love
English, Rated: K+
Hurt/Comfort/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 261, Reviews: 1, Complete

The progress of my relationship from break up, to 'just friends', to back together.

Hey Rebecca

2013-06-10T14:27:31-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: M
Drama/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 514, Reviews: 0, Complete

A kind of sequel to my letter "Dear Rebecca."

Active Faith

2013-06-10T12:44:28-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Religion
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 216, Reviews: 0, Complete

This is a message, prayer, poem, whatever, to and Deity's that may exist, from an agnostic atheist.

Faith

2013-06-09T17:40:44-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Religion
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 1, Complete

I have no faith that guides me, but that doesn't mean I have to be 'immoral' or a 'bad person'. It just means that I can be 'good' without my reasoning being something other than that I don't go to Hell.

Gift

2013-06-09T17:35:44-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 173, Reviews: 0, Complete

I want to share a gift that not everyone is allowed to get

Organ Donation

2013-06-09T17:03:00-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
Hurt/Comfort/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 197, Reviews: 0, Complete

Those who die, even when a match is found, but aren't able to take the organs they need because a loved one of the deceased doesn't want it.

My Bodies Key

2013-06-09T16:09:51-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 163, Reviews: 0, Complete

As long as I can help improve at the life of at least one person, why should I care what happens to my body after I die?

The world

2013-06-09T16:03:29-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Love
English, Rated: K
Romance/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 0, Complete

The world asks me how I am.

The Mermaid Hunters' Son

2013-05-20T11:32:52-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Romance
English, Rated: T
Fantasy/Romance
Chapters: 4, Words: 1,315, Reviews: 1, In-Progress

Matthew May, twenty-three years old, has fallen in love with a mermaid. They can't speak to each other other than through their eyes and expression. But Matthew can't convey through any means that he and his love must stay a secret, because Matthew May also happens to be the son of a mermaid hunter.

Cruel

2013-03-25T16:08:05-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 72, Reviews: 0, Complete

When I needed them most they weren't there.

Sinner's Hands

2013-03-25T16:03:53-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Religion
English, Rated: K+
Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 0, Complete

Falling from lips are poetic curses, Rest in the tender palms of Hell, Bathe in your eternal, hated glory...

Corruption

2013-03-25T15:57:33-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 0, Complete

I wail in corruption, Give up this inward fight, I don't know, And it's maddening, When you can't see what's wrong or right.

Hello Goodbye

2013-03-24T13:40:10-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Love
English, Rated: K+
Tragedy/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 0, Complete

Hello. Nice to meet you. I love you. Goodbye. I wish I'd never met you. I hate you. MechanicFreak

Together

2013-03-24T12:27:49-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Love
English, Rated: K+
Hurt/Comfort/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 70, Reviews: 0, Complete

A poem with my bitter views on the union of marriage.

This Moment Of Perfection

2013-03-24T08:37:59-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Nature
English, Rated: K
Poetry/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 131, Reviews: 0, Complete

This Moment Of Perfection, Nature/Life themes. My ears gifted with whistling wind, a music box of rustling leaves, The natural chirping of birds, a melodic symphony. MechanicFreak

The God Wars

2013-03-23T13:52:37-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Fantasy
English, Rated: T
Adventure/Friendship
Chapters: 2, Words: 2,265, Reviews: 0, In-Progress

Matthias is obedient Angel, even if he does disagree with the system. When Hell declares war against Heaven, and Matthias and his not-so-likeable companion are taken as prisoners of war, Matthias can't help but start to see the real reason for fighting, the real reason that the Fallen Angels are willing to follow Satan to the ends of the Earth. Have the Heavens been lying to him?

Lifeless

2013-03-21T14:21:28-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
Drama/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 0, Complete

Feeling Lifeless

The March Frost

2013-03-15T12:26:06-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Nature
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 109, Reviews: 0, Complete

Over here in England it snowed recently, around the 10th March 2013. Snow in March, not a happy me, but I got inspired to write this.

If this were a story

2013-03-15T12:06:12-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 83, Reviews: 0, Complete

If this were a story, with your fangs bared against the naked flesh of my neck,My hero would have stormed the stage by now,And I would be rescued. But this is not a story,

Leave me running blind

2013-03-10T12:12:51-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 0, Complete

I wanted to try a Mirror scheme; abcdeffedcba. I don't think it turned out great, but what the heck, I'll put it up anyway!

Clinical Precision

2013-03-10T12:11:11-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 0, Complete

Tear me up, it's my decision, to scar my skin with Clinical Precision

Serpent Red

2013-03-09T16:40:59-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
Drama/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 44, Reviews: 1, Complete

Fight or flight? Who'll end up dead? Who's soaked in blood? Who's Serpent Red?

Dear Rebecca

2013-03-09T14:48:05-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Essay
English, Rated: T
Hurt/Comfort/Friendship
Chapters: 1, Words: 626, Reviews: 1, Complete

A letter I wrote for my closest friend. T for themes, minor mention of self harm, and swearing.

It's not quite a secret

2013-03-07T14:45:21-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 89, Reviews: 0, Complete

I won't fight, I will give in, there's nothing you can do, Turn out my light, this liars sin, I'll give in to you

Break me into shards

2013-03-07T14:39:25-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 50, Reviews: 0, Complete

Pull the shroud around me tight, to hold the broken shards. MechanicFreak

To Fly Free

2013-03-07T09:58:53-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 85, Reviews: 1, Complete

My heart's already empty, No feeling left in me, Take my chest when open, Expose for all to see, Expose all of the emptiness, Expose what's gone from me, Exposed and blessed with nothingness, To let my mind fly free. If I separate myself from my emotions will I be able to live freely, truly without a care in the world?

The -eet Poem

2013-03-06T11:16:52-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Humor
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 2, Complete

A poem in which people eat sleet. Wait no! They eat the meat of raining feet while deciding a goot place to meet. I don't know what I had been fed the day I came up with this.

Roses are red, Violets are Blue, Go to bed, You Drunken Fool

2013-03-06T11:11:26-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Humor
English, Rated: K+
Humor/Romance
Chapters: 1, Words: 97, Reviews: 2, Complete

An ex of mine turned up on my doorstep asking me to take him back. He reeked of alcohol, and I think he had probably wet himself.

I hurt me worse

2013-03-06T08:26:12-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: T
Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 133, Reviews: 0, Complete

In the mindset that nobody can hurt me worse than I can hurt myself, the need to prove that a) I can always do what they can better, and b) What they do won't bother me, because I can hurt me worse. Self harm, T for themes. Non-graphic

Obsessive Hate

2013-03-06T08:19:39-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 320, Reviews: 1, Complete

You pull the thread I was sure I'd cut, And I fall down at your knees, You think that I'm above you, Because I can't voice my pleas. You think that I'm above you, You think I'm beyond your reach, In truth you are above me, In my mind which you have breached. Hints of SI and SH.

Lies

2013-03-04T08:17:39-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: T
Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 150, Reviews: 1, Complete

The most common and typical lies/excuses for self harm. Rated T for themes, non-graphic

Choke Me

2013-03-04T08:13:20-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
Esperanto, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 42, Reviews: 0, Complete

Trapped in my mind, asphyxiate, Choked by my dying dreams, Nothing left but throttling hate, And strangled by the seams.

I can be happy again

2013-03-03T11:56:39-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: T
Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 1, Complete

I forget the reason the second that blade touches my skin. Because I don't want to remember it. I don't need to remember it. I just know that it's gone. And for a little while, I can be happy again. A poem about self harm. Rated T for themes

You were never my friend

2013-03-03T09:56:25-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Friendship
English, Rated: K
Fantasy/Tragedy
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 0, Complete

You were never kind, Trapped me in this dead-end, I've seen the dagger you hide, You we're never my friend. A 'friend' that's been an inspiration for more than a few poems.

Creator's Throne (The Poem)

2013-03-03T05:53:26-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
General
English, Rated: K
Tragedy/Supernatural
Chapters: 1, Words: 218, Reviews: 0, Complete

This is about the turmoil of characters who've been forgotten, stories only half written and tossed aside. This is from their point of view. I hope you enjoy, though I'm a little unsure if I've put it in the right genres...

They know I'm here

2013-01-26T12:14:02-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
General
English, Rated: K+
Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 88, Reviews: 0, Complete

Two identical people, but one wants power over the other. No matter how much the other tries to escape, the 'evil' one will always know what the other is thinking

The Darkest Thing

2013-01-26T11:54:11-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K+
Angst/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 58, Reviews: 1, Complete

Bony fingers at my shoulder, that tangle in my hair... Represent the problems that plague our daily lives.

Porcelain Doll, Porcelain Heart

2013-01-26T11:49:18-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
General
English, Rated: K+
Family/Hurt/Comfort
Chapters: 1, Words: 156, Reviews: 2, Complete

Once little Emily, she had her favourite doll, she named the beauty Donna-Leigh, eyes cold and without soul. The 'doll' is a metaphor for Donna-Leighs personality.

Irritation Obsolete

2012-12-23T05:52:50-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
Spanish, Rated: K
Angst/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 174, Reviews: 0, Complete

We've all seen you before, And we've seen all your ridiculous lies.We aren't gullible any more.We won't fall for the same trick twice.And yet again, I find myself trapped in obsolete irritation.

Last and final time

2012-11-21T13:13:25-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
War
English, Rated: T
Tragedy/Friendship
Chapters: 1, Words: 359, Reviews: 2, Complete

This is probably my best war poem. It's about a a soldier and his best friend during his final hours, thinking about all his regrets, fears and apologies.

Playing Reaper

2012-11-21T13:02:11-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
War
English, Rated: T
Tragedy/Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 1, Complete

A young boy who's not yet ready for war still thinks it's just a game, and mistakenly shoots his captain.

Garden of Sorrow

2012-11-21T12:55:17-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
War
English, Rated: T
Tragedy/Family
Chapters: 1, Words: 167, Reviews: 2, Complete

About a girl who lost her dad during the war

Beauty Unexplained

2012-11-21T12:51:15-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
War
English, Rated: T
Tragedy/Family
Chapters: 1, Words: 134, Reviews: 1, Complete

A poem about a woman who had a baby after her husband was killed at war

Child's Play

2012-11-09T14:21:54-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: T
Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 172, Reviews: 1, Complete

A poem about a man whom can't grasp why nobody wants to play a "game" with him, contains hinted violence.

Neck Down

2012-11-08T12:52:39-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: T
Drama/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 154, Reviews: 1, Complete

This is a poem about anorexia. It's just a little thing that I came up with and I liked how it turned out. Anorexia is not something I've ever had, nor do I wish to, it is a deadly disease and it's not something you should aspire for. I hope you like the poem, reviews would be nice.

Insanity

2012-11-08T12:30:12-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
General
English, Rated: K+
Hurt/Comfort/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 0, In-Progress

Not particularly complex, about a man who's slightly..."different" but doesn't see why he's labeled so, despite the violence he implies.

You again

2012-11-08T12:07:32-08:00

Author: MechanicFreak
Life
English, Rated: K
Friendship/Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 157, Reviews: 1, Complete

I was trying to write a poem about the area I live in, for a competition, and somehow I ended up with this, I quite like it. It's about someone who I hated for a long time, and in many ways, I still do, but have finally realized that it's just not worth the time anymore.