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Ignored

2003-09-18T20:35:04-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 73, Reviews: 2, Complete

No one ever hears me. They don't listen to what is silently said in all of my words.

Tragic

2003-09-18T20:33:56-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 34, Reviews: 0, Complete

How I feel about my life sometimes.

Two Years

2003-06-01T23:44:20-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 113, Reviews: 4, Complete

I realized that it has been almost two years that I've been cutting and I kinda went into shock.

Trapped

2003-06-01T23:42:50-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Angst/Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 176, Reviews: 1, Complete

Being trapped in the cycle of cutting and the pain that it causes

Ana is

2003-06-01T23:41:44-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Angst/General
Chapters: 1, Words: 64, Reviews: 2, Complete

Ana is calling and sucking you in.

My hole

2002-11-04T21:35:48-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 79, Reviews: 0, Complete

I live in a dark hole. It is the same inside and out. All dark, cold, and lonely.

More than anything

2002-11-04T21:34:15-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 204, Reviews: 0, Complete

Nothing can ease any form of my pain now. More than anything it is there.

We've messed up

2002-11-04T21:31:41-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Angst
Chapters: 1, Words: 149, Reviews: 1, Complete

So many of us are messed up in some way or another today. Me, my friends, and others that I love.

The Battle

2002-09-22T16:28:27-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 98, Reviews: 3, Complete

I am caught in a war with myself and there is no escape from the battles raging within me.

Pretending

2002-09-22T16:26:58-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 54, Reviews: 4, Complete

I like this guy and I know I shouldn't and I won't let myself like him because I will just end up hurt.

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

2002-09-22T16:25:29-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 161, Reviews: 2, Complete

Just me seeing what I believe to be true in the mirror while others around me see something else.

Living in lonliness

2002-09-22T16:22:42-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 45, Reviews: 3, Complete

I feel like I'm all alone with my problems because I am now afraid trust my friends and tell them that I still have problems.

Heartbreaker

2002-09-22T16:21:17-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 96, Reviews: 1, Complete

I wrote this when I felt like I was going to be breaking this guy's heart. But we are friends now so YaY!

Breathing

2002-09-22T16:19:42-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 59, Reviews: 1, Complete

Feling like I can finally breath normally again and move on with my life. Written during a rare happier,truthful moment

Bones

2002-09-22T16:17:59-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 66, Reviews: 2, Complete

Just me wanting to show my bones and to have the thin glory of that.

For Dingbat247

2002-06-11T14:07:58-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 208, Reviews: 3, Complete

Hey Dingbat247!! This is for you. Thanx for the idea. I think I'll prolly add more to it soon. I would love to see you write things like this.

Angels Are Here

2002-06-11T14:04:13-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 80, Reviews: 1, Complete

Angels watching over and being near me.

Waters

2002-06-11T14:02:47-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 123, Reviews: 0, Complete

Slipping back into the comfort of the water.

Piece Together

2002-03-25T21:52:06-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 175, Reviews: 2, Complete

Trying to put a life that has been shattered back together.

Falling in darkness

2002-03-25T21:51:11-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 90, Reviews: 0, Complete

Falling through darkness and not being able to grab onto anything and then not caring that you are falling.

Addiction?

2002-03-25T21:50:06-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 91, Reviews: 4, Complete

Wondering if I am addicted to my problems.

Breaking

2002-03-25T21:49:17-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 103, Reviews: 0, Complete

Written about me feeling like I am breaking and learning that I'm not stone.

Lost

2002-03-25T21:48:19-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 124, Reviews: 1, Complete

Me wondering about how I got so lost and how I ended up where I am today.

Let me

2002-03-25T21:47:11-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 5, Complete

Wanting to be able to do what I want. To be able to harm myself with out ppl. telling me not to and trying to stop me.

Saint Death

2002-03-25T21:45:58-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 150, Reviews: 6, Complete

About a girl's suicide. Don't read it if suicide bothers you or you are unable to handle it. Fairly descriptive.

Sorry

2002-03-25T21:44:29-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 60, Reviews: 4, Complete

Feeling like a failure and being sorry for it.

Wish

2002-03-25T21:43:44-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 171, Reviews: 2, Complete

Wishing to be perfect and how I use to be even though it hurt me.

Becoming Free

2002-03-25T21:30:31-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 1,456, Reviews: 6, Complete

Written for an english assignment. About a girl that cuts and ends up not being able to handle it. *contains cutting and suicide so if you can't handle it don't read*

Now that you know

2002-02-09T23:23:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 7, Complete

I wrote this after my parents found out about my cutting. I wish that they had never found out and I hate that they did. Please read.

Fly away angel

2002-02-09T23:17:42-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 118, Reviews: 0, Complete

Basically kinda about just wanting to find some rest from life. Hints at suicide a little bit.

Keliana's Hero

2001-12-20T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Drama
Chapters: 1, Words: 733, Reviews: 3, Complete

Based on a dream I had. Keliana is cutting. Can Alex help her when she cuts deeper than she wanted?

You don't know me

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 238, Reviews: 6, Complete

A little thought I had about my parents having NO idea who I am or what I've become.

Revealed

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 200, Reviews: 8, Complete

I wrote this after my friends decided that they had to tell a teacher about my cutting and now my parents are going to find out. I wasn't happy.

Broken Promise

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 130, Reviews: 4, Complete

Another poem bout my friends telling my secret. Grr...

Falling

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 375, Reviews: 1, Complete

Kinda about how cutting has taken over and I'm falling more and more into it.

Baby Steps

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 84, Reviews: 3, Complete

About how I try to stop cutting but how I end up falling back into doing it even though I try to walk away from it.

Giving In

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 259, Reviews: 2, Complete

How I let myself give into cutting and how it has just gotten worse.

Control

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 63, Reviews: 2, Complete

My mom decided to start making me eat more and I got mad and ended up writing this.

Cutting

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 258, Reviews: 16, Complete

This is simply just about my cutting. If reading about cutting offends you then don't read.

Dying

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 110, Reviews: 1, Complete

I wrote this while I was fighting w/ a friend and I thought about dying and if she would care or not if I did die.

Fake Smiles

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 107, Reviews: 4, Complete

I try to be all happy and not let people see my pain even when they ask me stupid questions about what is hurting me.

Pain

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 56, Reviews: 5, Complete

Pain from cutting. Gee... don't I write the happiest stuff. :) Enjoy...

Slipping Away

2001-12-17T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 78, Reviews: 2, Complete

I really don't know what to say bout this 1. Wrote it during geometry and I don't really know why. Just read it.

Good-Bye Friend

2001-09-09T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
General
Chapters: 1, Words: 226, Reviews: 3, Complete

About saying good-bye to a friend and a friendship that u don't really wanna say good-bye to.

Hurting

2001-09-09T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 182, Reviews: 4, Complete

About hurt that I feel. Both inside and out. I don't really know how to explain it. Please read!!

Sharp

2001-09-09T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 163, Reviews: 7, Complete

I wrote this after the first time I tried to cut myself. Please read it.

Darkness

2001-09-09T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 159, Reviews: 3, Complete

I wrote this right after sharp so if u read that u'll better understand my frame of mind. I felt like I was surrounded by darkness when I wrote this and I was in a very dark frame of mind so...

Dream

2001-06-27T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 52, Reviews: 2, Complete

A little poem I wrote about feeling that my dreams are moving away from me

Mirror

2001-06-27T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 104, Reviews: 8, Complete

About wishing to go back and be a little girl again with a simple life.

Free

2001-06-27T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 67, Reviews: 1, Complete

A poem about how I wish I could fly away from this world and its problems

Tears

2001-06-27T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 132, Reviews: 4, Complete

A sad poem I wrote about crying and how I wish i could just keep my feelings and tears private

Happiness Gone

2001-06-27T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 77, Reviews: 2, Complete

Another sad poem about me feeling like I can'tbe happy

Smile

2001-06-27T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: K+
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 94, Reviews: 6, Complete

A poem about me finally being happy but then wondering how long it'll last

Alone

2001-06-26T00:00:00-08:00

Author: yummypoj
General
English, Rated: T
Poetry
Chapters: 1, Words: 139, Reviews: 3, Complete

Kinda sad and depressing. I wrote it for school and I was feeling very lonely at the time