Sometimes friendship isn't what it seems. Things happen, grudges are held, and sometimes you are the last to know.

Sometimes you really don't realize how little friends you have. How people seem to like others more than you no matter how you treat them. At Birthdays, that really catches my attention. How others i thought as friends don't consider me as one themselves.

A poem I wrote over a year ago after coming to the realization that a friendship wasn't what I thought it was.

background bitchings are worse when they're coming from best friends. i heard them whispering about me, and i admit it hurt. badly.

So called friends in my life, not really my friends. It's all a guise.

Friends were never meant to be friends when they are always walking on thin ice.

Just something that I feel when I hang out with my 'friends'.

Always on my own.

You ever get the feeling That maybe you don't belong Please R&R

Have you ever felt like just smiling even though your in so much pain, just to see your friends happy?

This was written in 7th grade when I was really pissed at some friends.

Too many people pretend to be your friend, but really don't care about you.

Sometimes you just feel like a sometimes friend, or secondhand friend.

And it's all I really want, one friend to rely on.

wrote it in the wee hours of the morning while a bit emotional.

Are they really my friends?