*sniff* this is sad. I'm so sorry for you. Even though I've never cut myself, I have contemplated suicide. I found that I contemplated suicide whenever I bottled up my emtions. Just a suggestion, don't to bottle up your feelings, tell someone/something, find a place where you can just scream and holler and yell all you want, or find an activity that helps you clear your mind and body of everything that is making you feel that bad. Remember, their are more people than you think who care A LOT about you.

that's really cool. i like it. i guess i just like it cause i'm horribly miserable.i don't know how the ** tulloch gave me that low of a grade on my evil paper that i worked so ** hard to make damn descriptive. don't mind when people diss my work when it's bad, but when its good the situation becomes personal! everyone i've had read it, including you, a superior writier, liked it and said it was descriptive. but that might be just cause it has tigers. my brother read it and after the first paragraph he went holy ** this is nothing but desciption! and he has tulloch, and knows some of his psycho standards. i'll have to talk to tulloch.i'd revise it, cept i don't know how. he's brutally murdered all of my will and spirit to write anything at all, and i doubt i will ever enjoy writing ever again. he'd probably be happt that he caused more suffering, the ** sadist gnome. i should just go kill myself now. yes, i am bothering you with my pathetic petty problems, so i'd better go. keep up the good work. I HATE THIS SITE! ITS TOO DAMN PROFESSIONAL AND THERE'S NO FIDO THE WONDER PUP AND I DON'T LIKE THE ** FORMAT. there's my anti-fictionpress spiel. my fanfiction site looks so ** pathetic now. i like the f word today. well, ciao. i'm gonna go live in a cardboard box and weep for the rest of the day. i hate tulloch, what an @$$. stop bothering mysty! fine.