wow. Im goin through the same thing you are/were. no your not insane or if so that makes 2 of us. this is really good!

Wow, I can totally feel the feeling you're trying to get across! Good job!

Well, I have to say you said it true. This was a well written poem, that just about perfectly describes what I went through during my first crush. (And no, you're not insane!) Awesome work! Keep it up!