This reminds me a lot of a poem I once wrote about my dad. The only difference is, yours is good!
*hug*

i feel like that all the time. very well written.

WOA! dude, i can SO relate to this! though i havent seen my father since i was three years old, i still hate his guts. keep up the good work! anger is your stong point in writing! ^_^
~kitty~

Sounds like you and your father have some issues to work out. But that doesn't surprise me. An excellent job expressing your feelings, though. And I must admit i can relate-- my father and I are constantly at odds because of my music. Would it be too presumptuous to ask you to check out my stuff? It may help. Also, feel free to email me if you just want to talk.