No! So sad! I'm crying again! Again, Julia, I envy your talent like anything, but please use your writing superpowers to make a happier one next time. Because your writing is so powerful that I'm crying again! And see? I'm practically incoherent! (Not that it doesn't happen often, but...)
I look forward to reading more, mi amiga,
JD
P.S. You still rock like a Zen garden!