I know how you feel. The pain seems as if it will never subside. I was that much in love once. It may hurt, but give it time. Keep writing, it is a good way to release yourself. You did a good job on this poem and I'm sure there will be many more, I mean, look at me for instance. Almost all of my work is about her. But you will find someone else, and until then, I hope you all the best.

That's very good...sounds like he hurt you very bad. But great poem..