i think i've asked myself all these questions before. but you know something i've finally learned..that thought that seems to start it all and grows into this hideous thing..that thought is just a thought. and if i don't cling to it and fear it, it can't do anything to me. do you know what i mean? and you know, i think you're aware you're not the only one who gets taken over by this insanity. it's just that human nature thing.

i must sound strange to you. anyway, yes, that's all i wanted to say i guess. if you want to talk anymore, gimme an email or something?

Leara B.

that was wonderful. it reminds me of myself a bit to much of myself its kinda freaky in a way anyway this was just so well done while reading it it kinda woke up all thoses emoitons i've been burying but thats ok i have to face up to my emotions well thats all i have to say
good night.

I like it... emptiness is a part of life you have to learn to accept and love. Everyone can relate to be overwhelmed by it. Thanks for sharing your thoughts:)

wow that is really good. I have felt the same way but I have never been able to put it into words nearly that good.

Oh, this is good. I like it. I can totally understand this... sometimes I feel the same way, like I am a monster or something... depressing.

ah.. a glimpse into the mind of the other end of my brainwave. despite the rantingness, the words seem to flow...

Those why's are all legitimate questions, but sadly enough no one can give you a conclusive answer. I don't think there's a conclusive answer. I don't think there's an answer at all.

Why? Because.

Just that. It's something we have to live with, and try not to let that particular question overwhelm everything in our lives.

On the other hand: I'm glad I ask myself questions. I'm glad I don't take life, the universe, and everything for granted.

Cogito ergo sum. Cogito ergo doleo. That's it. That's all there is to it.

BTW-- about the text itself (I'd almost forgotten): you have your own style, and I like that; I thought it was a bit "annoying" how you sometimes wrote "your" instead of "you're" (I think it looks rather sloppy in an otherwise well written text, but then again, I'm a nitpick).

read our fics WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? cos you know you want to!

Listen up.
OK, you obviously are very very impressive to have typed this out-and I love you for that, it takes a lot, I know!
You have the same problems as everyone else, you just might not see theirs the same way. I'm probably just making you angry by this, but it's true. I feel the same way as you do, but not the blood part. I've seen far to many people fall further into oblivion with cutting to start it myself.
My advice?
You want it?
Get a good CD player, some batteries, and a good CD. At least those keep the Why's away.
Sorry for everything,
jinxy