You make it sound like a bad thing that they haven't committed suicide, in a way- I dunno that that's really waht you're going for. You have a bunch of really realistic reasons to hate life. Then again, I'm guessing you know for a fact that it's realistic...

wow... it is very powerfull,but it sacared me becuase my best friend killed her self a couple months ago. All I have to say is do what you want to do, but don't hurt anyone like she did to me.
Megan