 Bookflower 2009-09-07 . chapter 1I don't agree with the other review here. This hit me where it's meant to hit. And maybe I'm feeling pretty vunerable at the momenet anyway, but it made me cry.
I don't even think I'm crying about quite the same thing you are talking about, but it's similar enough to hit hard.
You see, I have a box on my bookshelf, a box filled with letters, photos and presents from a certain someone. Someone who I have promised myself not to forget, because I love her so much, but someone who, sometimes, I wish I could forget. I wish I could just walk away with a clear conscience and not look back, because it hurts so much to think about her. But I don't tell anyone that I feel like crying when I think of her - I just bury it deep inside me.
I can't forget her though - I don't want to! I'm one of the only ones there for her - my other friends have walked away, without a second thought and I don't begrudge them that, but I can't. I told her that I would stay there for her, no matter how hard it got, and I'm going to stay there.
But it is wrong to sometimes wish that I could get her of my mind?
Sorry, I've sort of off-loaded on to you, but there's no-one else for me to tell and you sound like you'd understand...
If your writing can hit so much of a chord with me that it makes me want to tell you, then I'm going to tell you. I hope you don't mind... |