Logic, my friend, logic.

I commend you for your inquisitive mind. It's how you sharpen your reasoning skills.

I caution you: questionging doesn't mean you must turn your back on something you know in order to pursue something different.

The cross that fell was an object. If you put your faith in an object it's no better than putting it into an idol that cannot see or hear or touch or doing anything at all to help you.

Get a Bible. Read what it says. I can guarantee you 100% that putting your faith into the living God will fulfill you and answer your questions in ways you never even thought possible.