It's not confusing. *shakes head* no it is not. I like this poem a lot, along with you. It reminds me of one of my unfinished poems. *sigh* It's a really big bummer when you fall for a friend. I think -I'm- falling for one of my guy friends. I don't want to, but one can never control these feelings.
Regina O.B.

If I'm correct, I suppose you're scared of the feelings that are developing in you, right? When you're not sure what the next step would be. You want something more, yet afraid to shatter what was there...

It could be the most confusing sort of romance out there, it all depends on you if you want to give it a try...but remember, you may regret some things you do, but you'll regret it even more for the things you dont.