Well, can't say I have too much advice on depression, or the poem. All i can say is that you are on my favorites list, and you have many fans that are probably way older or Way younger than you! That might cheer you up a bit!
As for this poem, it was very deep, but I still liked it. 9 out of 10.
Nephthys/Serpent
P.S. If you have any sort of anxiety at night (or any other time) you can listen to your favorite music (or the radio if you don't own it) in bed and just let it take away your thoughts. It helps you stop thinking of depressing things, and helps cheer you up. Also if you like music, you can try "Dance, Dance Revolution" at an arcade, or buy it if you have the money. It always cheers me up!
I know, I give too much advice to people. Sorry if I am rambling on a bit!