i used to feel this way. i even tried non-exeistents...not feeling. it wasn't for me.a soul does exist maybe one day i'll show you how j/k. great poem. can relate very well to it.

*thinks*
Nope. Would still take the bullet.

I like the very last line.
Anyway, you wanna know what it would be like to cease to exist? Ok, think about the nameless, faceless, genderless person who just died of anonymous natural causes on the other side of the world. Feel that? Feel any grief? Anything? No? Well, that's what it's like to cease to exist.
:)