My real dad (and my only dad) has been just like this in your poem. He would hit me and yell and say he dosen't give a crap about me, that he never did and that he dosen't even think I his daughter. And I am a real goodie goodie: no bad stuff just good grades, and good friends and stuff like that. But i'd talk back to him and tell him to be quiet when I'd have enough of his nagging on how horrible I am. And then one night, we had a huge fight. Me and my sister had gone to pick up a cake for my mom's birthday and run errands and my dad asked me if we went to the grocery store and I srugged and said "I don't know." And then he started screaming at me: "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW! ANSWER THE QUESTION!" And the my mom came out and screamed at him to get away from me, and leave me alone because he was about to hit me. I all went down hill from their. My whole family got involved, I got to scream at him, telling how much I hated him for doing this to me, and my dad ended up confessing that he was a physcopath, and that he needed help and then told us about his awful childhood and that his parents nver carred what he did and that he drank and smoked and every thing. He said he did this to us because he was afraid we'd turn out like he did. But it's still no excuse to hit us; he's like a giant compared to me. He's alot better now. Thanks for writing this, I could really relate! It has a very depressed and angry feel. Very god. and thnx for the review!

i can relate to this...not many cant.

This is a very personal poem and very touchy topic, and it's not my place to say, but give him a chance... I know it's hard but maybe, just maybe he wants what's best for you and everyone else. I know what you mean by this tho, I've had very many of these days but I'd always end up bouncing back. Nicely-written, but I think the poem being so personal, it's hard for people to review honestly.