HELLO:
WOW this poem describes MY LIFE CHANGING XPERIENCE! it is fantastic. I went through something similar of an existential crisis. IT changed my life. IT lasted eight months and as a lover of poetry myself i wrote a couple of poems about it. WANT TO READ THEM?
i loved your work. You are certainly a LIVE POET. i found your xanga in DEAD POETS SOCIETY in xanga. My site is LilColombianCHickiona
keep it up, it could reach the moon.

Sounds like who I used to be