Why is it you can not have any happiness? Again awesome as always but as I read more and more I become more and more afraid for you.

wow, wonderful last line. what an impact!

Cat, im sorry. But you shouldn't be angry at yourself. If you feel the need to be angry at someone, just be angry at everyone. It seems to help me sometimes. Well maybe not... Sorry i can't give any more support, but it is a good poem.