I really like it, you have definate talent have you ever thought of being a songwriter?
Here's what thoughts I conceived when reading your poetry:
It seems to me that at first this is saying you know someone who you could trust, and find happiness with but they don't even really notice your existance because of how they want you to be.You would probably do anything for that person, and you seem to be lingering on something from the past. It seems maybe you are hiding from something? Then it seems you change from trusting yourself with this person, to absolutely detesting them. They are making your heart and soul bleed and fall apart, killing you bit by bit. You don't want to conform to what this person believes in, and you'd love to see them feel what you have felt. You'd like to rip them apart from the inside out...