how sad...really hope you're feeling better! Really good story(though its not really a story is it?).

Well I'm glad this little ranting made you feel better. Just goes to show the healing power of yelling at your computer. Or writing.
I like the part "...leaving in its wake someone shattered, someone lost. There is a great Jester out there... " The comparisons of pain to something one usually thinks of as cheerful and funny. That just struck me as a brilliant way to put it. Of course, I love second person ranting and you really managed to drain emotion into this one. Exellent job.

Ick. Sounds horrible. *goes back to live her one-thing-at-a-time-most-of-the-time life*

Don't listen to people who know nothing about pain. Writing is the best outlet for pain I know...get happy soon...

That is very true. Congratulations on greating reality. Now let's learn to cope, LMAO! Just kidding. be your own person... L8er.
-Tiffany M.

Life sucks. Shit happens. Deal with it.