SWEET MOTHER OF...PEARL! NOW THAT'S WHAT I CALL FANCY!

Wow, this is what I've come to! Thanks for putting it into words.
~Daisy/Pinky/Whatever
Why whatever? I swear my existence no longer matters.

I feel as though I know exactly how you are feeling here. When someone doesn't seem to return our feelings, it seems like the only thing to do is hate them and believe them to be horribly flawed. But at the same time, you can't hate someone you feel strongly for.
It's a hard thing to deal with. Love and hate. Hate and love.