Oh man...that poem can really make a person cry. It's so deep and heartfelt. If this is real (*cuz some poets make stuff up) then I'm so sorry for your loss. I extend my prayers to you, and I pray you find your inner peace soon...

wow you really put yourself into the poem
(i don't know what to say)

Beautifuly depressing. Doleful. It's not easy to write about emotions you've never experiance. Hats off to your job well done.