It somehow seems that pain was just a drug to forget about love? And yet you're happy with it...quite morbid, but very nicely written. :)

...wow...I like this...i like this alot...in fact i love it! Especially the last five lines they're bloody brilliant and the My heart is happy, My mind is hell part! The flow is excellent and your rhyming was on point!

-TGIB

:"-( There is a strength and tender weakness in this one. Not the weakness of a fool or the like, but one who gives... and waits... and gives... and reaches out... and the strength is shown through persistence- and hope- and faith. Keep writing- your work is beautiful...!

Nicely written, good job!