lots of thought-provoking questions. it's great, I just wish I had some answers to give you.

This is really great. I'm sorry you had to go through this, but hopefully now you'll get better and you won't have to feel like that anymore. It sounds like she'll help you, hold on. Oh, and the rhyming was superb. That must've been hard to rhyme and still keep the meaning! Kudos for you. *Muwah*

Wow. Just hold on. It doesn't have to be that way. She must love you, don't let her go.