I'm sorry you started cutting again.. it's hard to stop agian once you don't have that time behind you.. I know
Anyway... very powerful and well written poem.. although I might make each time you say Sometimes it's hard not to jump a new stanza

WHY DID YOU DO THAT!

That poem is so beautiful. I can relate to every word. It is exactly how I feel sometimes. Its just so amazing and sad and bitterly true.