ok, i don't think my original review went through... I really like this one, it's great, and I can really relate to it, having felt the same way. I like the repitition in the last stanza, you're good with endings. I know I'm forgetting a lot of the things i said originally...sorry.
And I'm sorry you had to feel that way.

probably your best that I've read, v. v. powerful, incredible really. well done