"epileptic with eagerness." What a great image. Reminds me of a puppy or a boy hitting puberty. Same difference.

The resigned addiction. Like looking at oneself...not really liking it...but what are you going to do? I like how this is...so specific, it seems, and yet there's something about it that so open for interpration. Spelled that wrong, oh well.

i love love love the last stanza and the last line. this is just so twisted, nothing i expected from the title.