This is veri insightful. Something most people can or have been able to relate to at some point in their life.

I might have to steal this soliloquy.

Dude, Deb would love to have you on her Forensics team. _; If you ever need anything, you call me.

Hm...scareh. I understand how you feel...heck, I'm stressed out just thinking about my classes next year...wah. Anyway, this was really great. You should save it and keep it for when you've gotten where you're going, so you can look back and say "Sayonara confuzzledness!" Or maybe not. And about the "Why am I here?" thing, call me. Or Andrea. We can help with that.