if it's something like this... believe me... you really don't want to know... but sometimes its just essential to know even if u don't want to know...

it will hurt you if you know but eventually you'll get over it... little by little... depends on your ability to let go...

you have no choice but to cry but its good to cry sometimes and not hold it in... crying sometimes make u feel a bit better... sometimes its just a pain in the ass if it happens often... heheh...

it's not bad to just ask questions either... i do that sometimes... though it doesn't answer any of your questions... it just feels better... i think...

You really like questions, don't you?

I love it. I can feel the pain from the words.

Very sad and moving. Someone I knew killed herself and I ask myself the same questions; I'm glad you took the time to write them down.

Wow, Thats cool. Very deep. I can imagine how hard it was for you to loose a friend. I'm sorry but if it makes you feel better, I really do like your poetry.

:( Sorry to hear about your friend.

I hope you are doing okay.

Namir Swiftpaw

probably not.. but really don't know. I don't think its a matter of wanting to know.. but needing to. I can't even imagine how you must feel..