Whoa..im almost crying now...this reminds me of when my ngranda was ill from cancer...i miss her alot...i feel so guilty...dfamn me...i should of told her how much i love her...she wouldnt take me...shed be mad, i know it...:'( Im so sorry..i know what it feels like...I am SO sorry that you had to go through that.

OMG, is this true? This is so incredibly sad, and if it is true, whoa, the guts it takes to write something like that. Amazing. Really amazing.

That is really sad, and really there isn't much else to say. I did like the perspective.