I know what you mean, I get the same feeling every time I go inside my house!

It won't change until you let it. We have far greater control over our circumstances than we would like to admit, my dear, and I think it's time you allow yourself out of that shell of yours - truly, not the fake you - because you're suffering far more inside than you would be if you would just allow yourself to come out and be a part of the world. ~*Mettie*~

Wow. I loved it! It was so deep, I know exactly what you mean when you say it. Such a lonely person, and yet so independent! Stubborn against their own will. I love the emotion, and the spacing is simple but ingenious. Keep up the great work, this is one of my favorites!

--Cerii-chan!

thats awesome...deep in a way

I've read some of your other stuff too. It's all great.