Well, I have to say, you've got something to say, and you say it. Lots of cryptic meaning here. Some of it, as you said, only you will get or know what it means. I wonder though, are you really trying to tell someone something? Just trying to get something out? I mean, you seem to say what you are feeling quite a bit, but it's so cryptic and obscure, that I wonder if it's just a sublimation thing: You are trying to shout everything from the rooftops, to get your feelings out and tell everybody everything, but you don't want to say a word about it, you can't bring yourself to divulge any information. I've definately been there. It's very nice, but I still think I'm going to have to read it six more times. Strong Emotion: the mother of poetry.

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