That is so infinitely sad, you have no idea. It hurts to just READ it.

Wha? Nyssa? CALL ME!

Well written, very emotive poem. The ending especially is really powerful. Good work.

Hmm... Good rhyming. Good meter, except for one line... Can't remember which. "I don't care", I think it was... But it's very good. Great job letting emotion through. Who is it you're talking about? Because I feel exactly this way about someone, too... And feel guilty about it... But... yeah.