You know, This is a lot like an old friend of mine. His nme was Gryphon and I loved him dearly and I told him so. He never acted like it was unbelieve able, but then... he never acted on what I said either. I was... if possible, nicer to me, sweeter. But it was never like we were together. And How many tears I cryed wishing that there would have been more. I didn't want just his friendship I wanted to be his girl, I wanted him to be my man. Even now, fter I've gone through heart-break after heart-break I still want HIM. But I left that school, and when I did I realised how little of him I knew. And as time went by I thought I'd forget him. But I never did. And even now as I sit and read this I wounder if he ever forgot that girl on the bus that he stood up for... the one who was almost beaten up in the back seat. I miss him a lot I do. But He's so far... or even so cloase I don't know, and I'm sure if I found him he'd be with a girl and my heart would break agin... as I looked at the one who I wanted til my eyes were blurry, and my throat went tight... and know tht from then on I could never have him again.