you must be having a really hard time, and a difficult life. i know what it's like to rage, and feel so much hurt and anger the only thing i knew to make me feel better was to cut. but you gotta want to and try to be tough and overcome it. i know i'm doing alot better. keep writing or doing something else until the feelings dull and you don't have it in you anymore to want to hurt youself. this poem made me really sad and i hope that you feel better.