this is heavy and confining.

that whole dissolution concept i can handle; but stupidity isn't a clear one. when i face black clouds coming, and they are in someone else's direction, i do not know what to do.

i know for a fact i am bona fide ~ yet i have to come to terms with the truth that i commonly resort to blindness...which ends up being selfish and then what can i do to reverse that, nothing.

then comes the veil of ignorance. it is really withdraw. retreat in the dawning of a new battle; because inside my walls are directly demolished.

wow. very sad.

Where I can dissolve next,Another bottle of tears,- drown them all out.

his death is near. hm, feels directed.