Aw, Paula finally sang for you! That's so cute (I was teasing her about all yesterday.) Anyways I wanna know how it went and what happened at the ball thing...give me an update. I wish I was there, too.

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we have 6 months. that's 24 weeks, 168 days, 4032 hours, 241920 minutes, and 14515200 seconds. that's a lot of time, miss! and though it may seem like a long time, it really isn't, so we've got to make the best of it. i'm so incredibly scared, also, but, it's just like virginia lakes: we've got to face our fears, and push ourselves to our limits. we haven't reached our limits yet, though we believe that we have. we just need to keep going across those snow patches of life without looking down, for, well, heights tend to get to people.

i love you sososo much.

Oh Ella, cry all you want, I love you so much and you mean so much to me. I won't have to miss you in high school, becuase a part of you will always be with me, and I will make sure to see you all the time. Trust me. There is no real separation of true friends.

I wish I could say I am prepared for it...but I'm not and I think that's part of life. None of us will ever really leave each other. Live these days as if it's never going to end.

:)

I dont know what I was thinking that got me to do that.. but I'm glad it made you happy... Hmm.. you never know.. maybe i'll sing to you again..

"I haven't been this scared, in a long time. And I'm so unprepared, so here's your valentine. Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody. This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me.."

I don't think I'm ever going to forget you 'cause whenever I hear this song, you're always going to be the one I think of.

I love you.

"wish you were here.."that was the best night of my life.and like you, i never want to let go.

Oh, wow, this is beautiful... the first two paragraphs hit me really hard. "i didn’t mean to cry. it was an accident. everyone seemed to think i was sad- but i wasn’t. there was no possible way i could have been sad. i was completely overwhelmed with happiness." That is just so perfect. This is just so meaningful, and it's amazing because it's so vague... you write so wonderfully! Amazing work, keep it up.

dude, that's deep.